Chapter 1757: Pregnant for you, and miscarriage for you
"Jingwei." Li Yanjin was originally looking out the window, but when he saw her, he shouted softly, "Come here and sit with me."
Qiao Jingwei asked considerately: "What do you say on the doctor's side? Are your legs okay?"
"It's okay, just take a few more days off."
Qiao Jingwei sat down nervously: "I...I'll go and ask the doctor about your situation. I have something to do with the company in the morning. I'll have to wait for me to deal with it today. You... don't have much time to stay with you here."
She began to make excuses to leave.
Li Yanjin said lightly: "Jingwei, let's talk. It doesn't take long, and you don't have to make excuses to avoid it. I think you know what I want to say, too."
"I don't know." Qiao Jingwei shook her head, "I only know that we are pretty good now, and we're just about to get married."
"Didn't you feel that there is any problem with our relationship over the past few years?"
"I don't care!"
Li Yanjin sighed softly: "I believe that I have never loved you sincerely. And you have always been an impeccable virtuous supporter. You are very good, really very good... sensible, capable, family-oriented, and virtuous."
"Since I'm so good, let's continue to be together and let's get married." Qiao Jingwei said, "Yan Jin, it's time for us to get married."
"We have been engaged for a long time. Jingwei, we eat together every day and sleep on the same bed. But do you think our way of getting along is the life of a person who really wants to live a lifetime?"
"I don't care, I said, Yan Jin, I don't care at all."
Li Yanjin looked at her: "How much do you know about Xia Chuchu and me?"
"……A little bit."
"You know, she likes me, right?"
"right."
Li Yanjin said slowly, "Then do you know, I love her too?"
Qiao Jingwei bit her lip heavily: "...Do you love her too?"
"Yes, after I recovered my memory, you said you could see that Xia Chuchu likes me, so you are hostile to her. Then I will tell you now that I love her too. Moreover, I fell in love with her first, and I forced her to love me too."
"Why do you tell me this..."
Qiao Jingwei's eyes dodged and her words were a little unscrupulous.
What she feared the most was about to happen.
And Qiao Jingwei wanted to escape.
She wanted to use the same trick again.
Just like four years ago, when Li Yanjin broke up with her, she responded in a evasive way. Finally, when she appeared in front of Li Yanjin...
He gave Li Yanjin a pregnancy test report.
This time, Qiao Jingwei also wanted to hide, and she hid until she had a solution, and then appeared in front of Li Yanjin.
But……
"Jingwei." Li Yanjin stretched out his hand and held her wrist, "Don't go. There is no point in avoiding."
"I heard what you mean, you just want to break up with me... like four years ago."
"I broke up with you for your own good." Li Yanjin said, "We have lived together for the past few years and we have respected each other. But, in a true marriage, do we need respect each other?"
Qiao Jingwei didn't say anything.
"I have never touched you, and you know this in your heart. If we continue like this, I will delay you for the rest of your life."
"Then you will delay my whole life." Qiao Jingwei couldn't help but say, "I am willing to delay my whole life by you. Even if you don't love me, I want to tie us together."
"But I don't want to."
Qiao Jingwei's eyes quickly turned red: "Li Yanjin, you can't dump me like this."
"I can't give you the future. Four years ago, I asked for a breakup, and at that time I knew that you and I would not go long. Who knows..."
"Who knows I'm pregnant, right?" Qiao Jingwei took his words, "You didn't break up with me in the end. You chose to be with me. In the final analysis, it was because of that child."
"Children are part of the reason. I thought at the time that I could calm my heart and give you a future. But I found that... no matter how hard I try, I can't do it."
"You've done a good job," Qiao Jingwei said, "Yan Jin, you just keep going like this, we're going like this, I'm fine, I'm willing!"
Li Yanjin looked at her with a guilty look on her face.
He clearly believed that he owed Qiao Jingwei.
However, he owed Xia Chuchu more.
If this continues, he will owe Qiao Jingwei more and more.
"Jingwei, I don't want to owe you more. With your conditions, it's easy to find a man who loves you. Don't put your thoughts on me anymore. It's not worth it..."
Qiao Jingwei finally cried: "You want to break up with me, you want to break up with me, you want to break up with me again..."
"Although we broke up, Jingwei, if you have anything in the future, I will definitely solve it for you without hesitation. Anything I, Li Yanjin, can do, I will do it for you at all costs. But, I'm sorry, we are really not suitable."
"We haven't broken up yet! I gave you the most precious first time for a woman. I'm pregnant with a child for you, and I give you youth. Now you tell me these... No, I won't accept it."
Li Yanjin held her wrist tightly: "It's because I know I owe you too much and can't continue to owe you. I can't pay it back in my life. If I drag you like this, don't give you love money, don't give you marriage and status, I won't pay you back in the next life."
"I don't want you to return it, I just want you to marry me!"
Li Yanjin shook his head: "Four years ago, I had already made a mistake once. This time, I don't want to continue making mistakes. Jingwei, I'm not worthy of your love."
"Then who do you want to love? Do you love Xia Chuchu?" Qiao Jingwei asked, "No! You can't love her! She is your niece!"
She took the word "niece" very seriously.
"That's all for the future." Li Yanjin said, "I just want to do the current things well. I can't delay you anymore. I really can't give you anything."
"I don't want anything either!"
"I will feel more guilty in this way and owe you more."
Qiao Jingwei looked at him with tears in her eyes: "Yan Jin, do you still remember that when you were in the cloakroom this morning, I hugged you and said something?"
Li Yanjin thought about it for a moment and found that he couldn't remember it, and his mind was blank.
Qiao Jingwei said, "I said, without you, I will live worse than death."
"Jingwei..."
"I am already yours. I have been pregnant for you and have miscarriage for you. Who will want me? Who will treat me sincerely? If you abandon me, I will be ruined in my life..."
After Qiao Jingwei finished speaking, she immediately burst into tears. Seeing that she was like this, Li Yanjin didn't know what to say.
Chapter completed!