Su Nan didn't know why she had such a big reaction to a figure from behind.

But she had a gut feeling that if she didn't stop, she would regret it.

The car braked suddenly.

She opened the door and got out of the car, and looked back at the opposite reaction. At this time, the people there had gone to nowhere!

That limping figure left so quickly!

I felt an inexplicable and heavy loss in my heart.

It seemed like something important had been taken away from her.

But she couldn't understand it at all.

"Miss, what's wrong?"

Chang Li got out of the car and looked around cautiously, thinking something had happened!

Su Nan looked at the empty streets, her eyes flickered slightly, and she shook her head:

"nothing."

Her tone was low and full of loneliness.

Is it her imagination?

For a moment, I felt that the limping figure looked like Shang Qian?

But Shang Qian, who pays the most attention to his neat appearance, has never been embarrassed.

She returned to the car and looked at it with her mobile phone. The messages she sent seemed to be lost in the ocean.

No more response.

"I miss you so much, why don't you come back?"

"Talk about hitting someone in school, I think you have to come back and criticize her!"

"I saw a person who looked like you today and thought it was you who was back!"

…

night.

Everyone has gone to bed.

Su Nan returned to the room carrying a glass of milk.

She looked at the medicine in front of her and her eyes narrowed slightly.

I took out my phone and called the psychiatrist.

The doctor is very responsible. Even if he calls late at night, he has no temper:

"Miss Su, can't you sleep?"

Su Nan paused, "Yeah."

"You told me a few days ago that you could sleep normally, why can't you fall asleep again today?

Is it because of some external stimulation? Did you encounter anything today? "

Su Nan blinked as she listened to the doctor's gentle voice.

She suddenly wanted to talk to someone.

And an ethical psychologist is obviously a good person to talk to.

"I met someone who looked a lot like him, but it couldn't be him. I thought he might be looking at me somewhere."

The psychiatrist was silent for a while, and his voice became a little serious.

"How long has this situation been going on?"

"Since I came to country F."

The psychiatrist exhaled slowly:

"It may be that changes in the environment have caused differences and feelings of rejection in your psychology, so you have a sense of dependence from within. This is not a bad thing.

Miss Su, you have to try to integrate into the lively environment and reduce the chances of being alone. This will prevent you from having random thoughts."

Su Nan responded. Her behavior of actively chatting with the doctor made the doctor feel good.

At least she has the will to escape from the unbearable pain.

She pursed her lips and said, "Do you think this is my hallucination? It would be nice if I could confirm it. What if he really appears?"

The psychiatrist was silent for a moment before speaking in a gentle voice:

"Ms. Su, this kind of mentality may be hypothetical. This person may not exist at all. Instead, you poured your thoughts about Mr. Shang into an insignificant passerby, giving you a strong sense of expectation.

Then you create an illusion for yourself, making you think that he may be paying attention to you. In fact, this is just caused by your psychological reasons. Is this person different from ordinary people? "

Su Nan frowned slightly, and her blood froze slightly.

"Um."

"His behavior is different from normal, and his appearance should also be different, right?"

The psychiatrist accurately described the person she saw today.

She responded, and the expectations that had been rising in her heart gradually disappeared.

The more accurate he is, the more false it is.

Is he really the person he imagined?

Is it really her fault?

She was extremely disappointed.

Why not him?

As long as he can come back and become anything, she can accept it!

The psychiatrist slowly explained the changes in her mental state to her.

Su Nan couldn't listen anymore.

She put down the phone and let him speak to the air. Then she went to the bookcase next to her and took out a bottle of red wine that had been hidden for a long time.

Then he poured the milk in the milk cup down the window, poured the red wine back in, and drank it all.

A series of actions are completed.

Only then did she feel that her whole body was stiff and slowly relaxing.

It seemed like even the air around me became light and airy.

Late at night, the moon and stars were sparse.

She looked out the window, stunned, and tears fell without any warning.

"Miss Su, don't take that medicine anymore. Since you've stopped taking it, don't let yourself depend on the medicine. Drink some milk and try to make yourself fall asleep."

"Miss Su, are you still listening?"

"Miss Su?"

…

Su Nan took a deep breath.

She wiped her tears, picked up the phone from the side, and answered with a gentle and obedient voice, giving the illusion of being very obedient:

"I know, I won't take medicine. I just drank milk and am going to sleep now..."

The psychiatrist breathed a sigh of relief:

"Okay, okay, then I won't interrupt you and hang up the phone."

"good."

After Su Nan finished speaking, she hung up the phone directly.

She raised her head, looked out the window, and hugged herself.

At that moment, I was extremely vulnerable.

It seemed as if any force could easily break her.

But she didn't dare to be vulnerable in front of anyone anymore.

She had seen Su Yifeng stay up for days and nights for her, and she had also seen Su Jin put Wen Xiang aside and run around the company and the Su residence...

How could she still use her own life to torment other people's lives?

She found the WeChat page and opened Shang Qian's dialog box.

as always.

There was no response.
To be continued...