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Chapter 2906 I dont know how to live anymore

Yang Gong's funeral was conducted simply and solemnly according to local customs. There was an additional tomb three miles west of the village, and the village lost an upright and kind-hearted elder.
A close person who they met every day suddenly disappeared. Both Lang Xing and Su Wan felt that their lives were empty. They could no longer see that wrinkled and loving face, and they could no longer hear the sincere words.
There was a slight nagging sound again.
For their mortal lives, Mr. Yang is a big tree that protects them from the wind and rain, blocking them from the suspicion and gossip of the villagers. Although they can cope with this on their own, Mr. Yang's protection can still make them feel
Relaxing and warm.
The one who was most affected by Mr. Yang's departure was not the two of them, but Po Yang.
Since Yang Gong was buried, Po Yang's whole person has changed. Although this ordinary old farm woman usually has no sense of existence, now she is so silent that it is scary, and her eyes are always staring in concentration. She was originally quite diligent
People nowadays spend most of their time sitting in a daze. .??.
Su Wan worriedly advised, "Mom, when you have free time, go and chat with Aunt Lu and the others. It's not good to just sit by yourself all the time."
Po Yang sighed, patted Su Wan's hand and said, "Don't worry about me. Mom is fine. It's just that once this old man left, I don't know how to live anymore. It's like I have lost my soul. I feel so tired."
Su Wan said sadly, "Mom, you have to cheer up. Dad is gone, and we are still here. We still need you to look after Fu'er. It's when Fu'er is naughty. If you don't help look after him, we won't be able to handle it."
Po Yang showed her first smile since her wife left. She shook her head and said, "Don't coax me with these words. You three are a trouble-free family. Although Fu'er is only six years old, he has been
You guys are so sensible in your training. He is naughty, but he doesn’t need me to take care of him at all. He is aware of it and comes to stay with me every day, but I don’t have the time to talk to the child. It’s too difficult for the child.”
At this point, she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Don't worry about me anymore. I think it's time for me to go. I've spent my whole life with this old man. I really don't know how to live without him. Eat."
No matter how good the food is, it doesn't taste good anymore. I'm always worried that he can't take care of himself there. He can't do it without me."
"Mom, don't think so..." Su Wan choked with sobs. She didn't know how to persuade her, so she hurriedly used her spiritual thoughts to summon Lang Xing to come over.
Langxing was more persuasive and said with a smile, "Mom, you are just worrying so much. When dad gets there, he will worry about no one to take care of him. His parents, relatives and friends are all over there, so there is no need for you to worry about him."
, just live in peace and contentment."
Po Yang frowned slightly and muttered, "I don't know what it's like over there. Is he suffering now?"
Lang Xing blinked and said, "What is it like over there? There are too many different theories and we can't say for sure, but dad will definitely not suffer when he goes there. Although there are many strange theories about the underworld, one thing is the same.
Then good people will be rewarded with good things, evil people will be punished with bad things, and those who have done evil will suffer. My father has been doing his duty faithfully all his life, and he has never failed in his heart. Although the legend of the underworld is gloomy and terrifying, it is the most fair and just place.
Yes, as long as you don’t do anything wrong, you don’t need to be afraid. In comparison, our place is much worse. There are many things that bend the law for personal gain and wrong good people. You don’t have to worry about my father."
Po Yang sighed and said in a low voice, "You don't know that he did something bad when he was young. I can't tell you about it, lest you dislike him."
Su Wan didn't believe it, "With my father's temperament, how could he do anything bad? At most, it would be an unintentional mistake. Don't scare yourself. The world will tell you what the heart is. As long as you don't have evil intentions, even if
It doesn’t matter if you did something wrong.”
Mrs. Yang said no more and pushed them both, "Go and do your work quickly. I don't need you to accompany me. Just stay by yourself. Don't delay your work. This is the busiest time of the year."
Su Wan and Lang Xing had no choice but to go.
Next, although the two tried their best to persuade her, and even invited Aunt Zhang, Aunt Lu and others to come over and chat with the old lady to relieve her boredom, the old lady was still absent-minded and lifeless.
Su Wan was worried and asked Lang Xing to find a solution.
Langxing was silent for a while, then looked at her and said, "If one day you leave before me, I think I will be like my mother. Any explanation is useless. What my mother said is very accurate. I don't know how to live."
Well, this is more accurate than living without knowing why. If you don’t know why, you can still live in confusion. If you don’t know how to live, you can’t live.”
Langxing's true confession made Su Wan panic. She pretended to be angry and said, "You have no father and no mother, so you hope that I have no father and no mother, right? If you don't save me, father, you won't save my mother either?"
"
Langxing said calmly, "Dad's illness can still be cured, but mother's illness is in her heart. She can't save it. She can only rely on herself. If she can let go of her concern for her father, she will be fine. But if she can't let go,
I have searched all over the world but there is no cure."
Su Wan showed a flattering look and begged softly, "You are eloquent and the most reasonable. Go and talk to her. Her body is still strong. Let her live for a few more years. I can't just send dad away."
It would be too uncomfortable to send my mother away again."
Langxing sighed softly and said, "After my father died, my mother immediately followed him. For these old people who have been together all their lives, as long as their relationship is better, each other will become a habit of each other and merge."
We were together, and suddenly half of them were lost, and the remaining one couldn't stand. I'll try my best to persuade you, and hope that my mother can be more flexible and survive this most difficult period."
Watching Lang Xing walking towards the small courtyard where her mother lived, Su Wan thought to herself, what would happen to her if Lang Xing died?
Before Langxing walked into the small courtyard, she sent a spiritual thought, "Enough is enough. If you think Mom is too noisy, don't try to persuade her. I think what she likes most now is purity."
Langxing didn't look back, but put her hands behind her back and raised her thumb as a sign of praise. The fact that Su Wan could give this instruction showed that she understood her mother's mood.
After Langxing entered the house, Su Wan sent her spiritual consciousness and listened secretly.
Langxing did not persuade her to say anything, but asked the old lady with interest about her youth, since she was a little girl, and listened patiently to the old lady's recounting of past events that were so far away that they were blurred into fragments.
Then came the acquaintance with Mr. Yang, getting married, and having children...
The old lady's eyes, which had been dull for many days, finally regained their vitality, and she tirelessly finished talking one after another, with a smile on her face most of the time.
Su Wan secretly raised her finger, Lang Xing's intelligence and extraordinary patience were perfect for doing this kind of thing.
To be honest, she really couldn't listen to these trivial matters for long. Not only could Langxing listen, but he also asked questions from time to time, which made the old lady talk more and more enthusiastically.
Already.
Su Wan went to prepare the meal with peace of mind. The old lady would definitely have a big meal today.
When she had prepared the meal and was about to take it over, she used her spiritual consciousness to see that the old lady had collapsed on the bed and expired!
The food box in her hand fell to the ground with a clang, and Su Wan froze there as if being sealed. Yang Gong's funeral was simple and solemn according to local customs. There was an extra tomb three miles west of the village, and the village lost an upright and kind man.
Senior citizens.
A close person who they met every day suddenly disappeared. Both Lang Xing and Su Wan felt that their lives were empty. They could no longer see that wrinkled and loving face, and they could no longer hear the sincere words.
There was a slight nagging sound again.
For their mortal lives, Mr. Yang is a big tree that protects them from the wind and rain, blocking them from the suspicion and gossip of the villagers. Although they can cope with this on their own, Mr. Yang's protection can still make them feel
Relaxing and warm.
The one who was most affected by Mr. Yang's departure was not the two of them, but Po Yang.
Since Yang Gong was buried, Po Yang's whole person has changed. Although this ordinary old farm woman usually has no sense of existence, now she is so silent that it is scary, and her eyes are always staring in concentration. She was originally quite diligent
People nowadays spend most of their time sitting in a daze.
Su Wan worriedly advised, "Mom, when you have free time, go and chat with Aunt Lu and the others. It's not good to just sit by yourself all the time."
Po Yang sighed, patted Su Wan's hand and said, "Don't worry about me. Mom is fine. It's just that once this old man left, I don't know how to live anymore. It's like I have lost my soul. I feel so tired."
Su Wan said sadly, "Mom, you have to cheer up. Dad is gone, and we are still here. We still need you to look after Fu'er. It's when Fu'er is naughty. If you don't help look after him, we won't be able to handle it."
Po Yang showed her first smile since her wife left. She shook her head and said, "Don't coax me with these words. You three are a trouble-free family. Although Fu'er is only six years old, he has been
You guys are so sensible in your training. He is naughty, but he doesn’t need me to take care of him at all. He is aware of it and comes to stay with me every day, but I don’t have the time to talk to the child. It’s too difficult for the child.”
At this point, she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Don't worry about me anymore. I think it's time for me to go. I've spent my whole life with this old man. I really don't know how to live without him. Eat."
No matter how good the food is, it doesn't taste good anymore. I'm always worried that he can't take care of himself there. He can't do it without me."
"Mom, don't think so..." Su Wan choked with sobs. She didn't know how to persuade her, so she hurriedly used her spiritual thoughts to summon Lang Xing to come over.
Langxing was more persuasive and said with a smile, "Mom, you are just worrying so much. When dad gets there, he will worry about no one to take care of him. His parents, relatives and friends are all over there, so there is no need for you to worry about him."
, just live in peace and contentment."
Po Yang frowned slightly and muttered, "I don't know what it's like over there. Is he suffering now?"
Lang Xing blinked and said, "What is it like over there? There are too many different theories and we can't say for sure, but dad will definitely not suffer when he goes there. Although there are many strange theories about the underworld, one thing is the same.
Then good people will be rewarded with good things, evil people will be punished with bad things, and those who have done evil will suffer. My father has been doing his duty faithfully all his life, and he has never failed in his heart. Although the legend of the underworld is gloomy and terrifying, it is the most fair and just place.
Yes, as long as you don’t do anything wrong, you don’t need to be afraid. In comparison, our place is much worse. There are many things that bend the law for personal gain and wrong good people. You don’t have to worry about my father."
Po Yang sighed and said in a low voice, "You don't know that he did something bad when he was young. I can't tell you about it, lest you dislike him."
Su Wan didn't believe it, "With my father's temperament, how could he do anything bad? At most, it would be an unintentional mistake. Don't scare yourself. The world will tell you what the heart is. As long as you don't have evil intentions, even if
It doesn’t matter if you did something wrong.”
Mrs. Yang said no more and pushed them both, "Go and do your work quickly. I don't need you to accompany me. Just stay by yourself. Don't delay your work. This is the busiest time of the year."
Su Wan and Lang Xing had no choice but to go.
Next, although the two tried their best to persuade her, and even invited Aunt Zhang, Aunt Lu and others to come over and chat with the old lady to relieve her boredom, the old lady was still absent-minded and lifeless.
Su Wan was worried and asked Lang Xing to find a solution.
Langxing was silent for a while, then looked at her and said, "If one day you leave before me, I think I will be like my mother. Any explanation is useless. What my mother said is very accurate. I don't know how to live."
Well, this is more accurate than living without knowing why. If you don’t know why, you can still live in confusion. If you don’t know how to live, you can’t live.”
Langxing's true confession made Su Wan panic. She pretended to be angry and said, "You have no father and no mother, so you hope that I have no father and no mother, right? If you don't save me, father, you won't save my mother either?"
"
Langxing said calmly, "Dad's illness can still be cured, but mother's illness is in her heart. She can't save it. She can only rely on herself. If she can let go of her concern for her father, she will be fine. But if she can't let go,
I have searched all over the world but there is no cure."
Su Wan showed a flattering look and begged softly, "You are eloquent and the most reasonable. Go and talk to her. Her body is still strong. Let her live for a few more years. I can't just send dad away."
It would be too uncomfortable to send my mother away again."
Langxing sighed softly and said, "After my father died, my mother immediately followed him. For these old people who have been together all their lives, as long as their relationship is better, each other will become a habit of each other and merge."
We were together, and suddenly half of them were lost, and the remaining one couldn't stand. I'll try my best to persuade you, and hope that my mother can be more flexible and survive this most difficult period."
Watching Lang Xing walking towards the small courtyard where her mother lived, Su Wan thought to herself, what would happen to her if Lang Xing died?
Before Langxing walked into the small courtyard, she sent a spiritual thought, "Enough is enough. If you think Mom is too noisy, don't try to persuade her. I think what she likes most now is purity."
Langxing didn't look back, but put her hands behind her back and raised her thumb as a sign of praise. The fact that Su Wan could give this instruction showed that she understood her mother's mood.
After Langxing entered the house, Su Wan sent her spiritual consciousness and listened secretly.
Langxing did not persuade her to say anything, but asked the old lady with interest about her youth, since she was a little girl, and listened patiently to the old lady's recounting of past events that were so far away that they were blurred into fragments.
Then came the acquaintance with Mr. Yang, getting married, and having children...
The old lady's eyes, which had been dull for many days, finally regained their vitality, and she tirelessly finished talking one after another, with a smile on her face most of the time.
Su Wan secretly raised her finger, Lang Xing's intelligence and extraordinary patience were perfect for doing this kind of thing.
To be honest, she really couldn't listen to these trivial matters for long. Not only could Langxing listen, but he also asked questions from time to time, which made the old lady talk more and more enthusiastically.
Already.
Su Wan went to prepare the meal with peace of mind. The old lady would definitely have a big meal today.
When she had prepared the meal and was about to take it over, she used her spiritual consciousness to see that the old lady had collapsed on the bed and expired!
Chapter completed!
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