Chapter 69: The Nightmare of Sinking
Bai Yuan is a troubled person, which Ye Qianyan knew the first time he met her.
It was ten minutes past midnight. When Ye Qianyan, who had gotten up to drain the water, was passing by the tavern hall, he was forcibly captured by Bai Yuan, who was drinking alone. He held on to his sleepiness and listened to a lot of inexplicable stories and endless grievances.
, his forehead was stamped by the drunken Bai Yuan.
From then on, Bai Yuan would come to the tavern and sit for a long time every day. After all the tavern guests left, he would call Ye Qianyan, cry and laugh at Ye Qianyan and pour a lot of bitter water on Ye Qianyan, and then return to Bingqing.
He left without saying goodbye with an indifferent look.
Originally, Ye Qianyan's status in the tavern was the lowest. Not only was he teased and teased by all kinds of guests, but he was also often dispatched arbitrarily by the stewards of the tavern. A small person always suffered from the bullying of others.
Every day is very long, and although life is not particularly boring, it is not much better.
Now with Bai Yuan's special care, in a few days, all those who had bad intentions towards Ye Qianyan were either scared away by the many strong men of the White Eagle Chapter, or were beaten up by them and unable to take care of themselves.
Ye Qianyan didn't know what Bai Yuan thought of him, a person he didn't know whether he was a stranger or a familiar person. Anyway, in his heart, Bai Yuan's shadow had become clearer and clearer, unstoppable and inescapable.
Finally, there is no such thing as a banquet that lasts forever.
Finally, in fact... no matter in the eyes of other guests or in the eyes of the strong men of the White Eagle Chapter, Ye Qianyan is just a pet. It's just that different people treat pets in different ways.
It's just the same. Therefore, the fate of being abandoned has been determined a long time ago.
However, Ye Qianyan did not agree that he was abandoned. He felt that it was just because he was too young, and just because the strong men who had protected him for a long time did not see his useful side. As long as he is willing to work hard for them,
If he shows himself in front of others, he will still have a chance.
Therefore, his slave-like status in the Voyager's House not only did not crush him, but also allowed him to spend four years, relying on the resources donated to him by the White Eagle Chapter earlier, from being inferior to even a first-level ability user.
He worked hard to reach the level of a fourth-level ability user, so that those who bullied him unscrupulously were amazed by his talent in cultivation, and were willing to help him and take him to the Sea Heart Continent to find the White Eagle Chapter.
He went through countless hardships, struggled on the verge of death countless times, used his abilities beyond the limits, pursued the White Eagle Chapter for a long time, and followed the White Eagle Chapter for a long time. In the end, what he got in exchange was to be ignored again and again.
He Wu psychologically understood, until he gradually realized that he was the stray cat in the story in the book who was given a can next to the trash can.
The White Eagle Chapter has a total of sixty people, all of whom are ability users, all of whom are at the top ten level. The leader of the White Eagle Chapter is a spiritual warrior and the number one general of the White Eagle Chapter.
He is a blood warrior. In the battle group, there are not only extremely powerful beast-turned-warriors, but also stunning genetic warriors... Anyway, there is no shortage of geniuses, the whole group is full of geniuses.
And Ye Qianyan is not only not a genius, but also a waste. He is still a little waste. Even if he can grow up, he may not be able to break away from the shackles of a waste in the future. Therefore, there is no reason to keep him.
Necessary. And why should we care so much about a stray cat or dog?
"Back then, I only wanted to find someone to support the White Eagle Chapter and the White Kite. I had just lost the protection of my parents. Forget it, let's not talk anymore, don't want to talk anymore, you can do whatever you want.
Think about it."
After sending this message, Ye Qianyan turned over and put away the bracelet, grabbed the pillow beside him, and buried his head in it hard.
He didn't know what was going on, but those past memories that he didn't want to recall seemed to be out of control at the moment, surging out like crazy, and it was useless no matter how hard he suppressed them.
"This Shanmao guy is too much! He has to pick up the pot that is not open. It's really Cao Le!"
Ye Qianyan held his head irritably, taking deep breaths desperately, trying to control his mood, trying to fall into sleep and skip this step completely. But no matter how he adjusted it, it still didn't work. On the contrary, it had the opposite effect.
The more I don’t want to remember, the more I can’t control myself and keep falling.
"Being born as a human being, growing up from being weak and powerless to being able to stand alone, what is your purpose besides the drive of survival instinct?"
I don't know if it was an illusion or something real. The temporary driver hired in the front row was silent and didn't say a word all the way. But now, as if he had penetrated Ye Qianyan's heart, he softly asked a question.
"To have someone to rely on, to have someone to rely on, to prove myself, to realize my ideals, and to chase my dreams."
Ye Qianyan's eyes suddenly became cloudy, then dimmed, his manic mood suddenly stopped, and his restless body gradually calmed down, as if he had fallen into some illusion.
"For me, my support left me forever when I was five years old. Until the last moment, I couldn't see my father's smiling face that I wanted to see most..."
Ye Qianyan loves his parents very much. He has always been a good baby, especially obedient. He will do whatever his parents ask him to do, and he will definitely not do anything if they don't. But in the eyes of his mother, he is still
It's just a pet character. It's just because my brother has taken the wrong path, so my mother wants to make up for it, so she tells him all the facts.
Ye Qianyan's father almost only has Ye Qianyan's brother in his eyes and heart, because his brother has awakened the will of fire and the will of space at the same time. If he doesn't take the wrong path, he will definitely shine in the future and will be able to regain his ability.
Restore the whole family to its former glory.
And what about Ye Qianyan? A waste of talent, a waste of cleverness... What's the use of being obedient? What's the use of being willing to obey all the will of his mother? His mother is a woman! She is a woman who has suffered a lot! She has already suffered.
He gave up hope! And Ye Qianyan’s obedience also meant that he also gave up hope! All hope!
What's the use of such a child?! If we can't restore the family's glory, if we can't... Haha, it's over, it's all over, it should have been over long ago.
"For me, my sustenance, as early as when I was eleven years old, the White Eagle Chapter ignored and alienated me time and time again, and abandoned my sustenance in the lonely and cold wilderness, and it has long been frozen to death.
..”
The emergence of the White Eagle Chapter is like the recasting of the broken family in the past. After losing a home full of cracks, we regained a warm and complete home. Unfortunately, all of this is just Ye Qian
It's just wishful thinking.
If others take pity on you, give you a bite to eat, and take care of you for a few days, that is due to fate. It does not mean that others have any obligation to be responsible for your future. Your persistence, in your opinion, has been wronged and you have sacrificed everything.
, but in the eyes of others, it is just revenge for kind thoughts. A kind thought leads to a trouble that cannot be avoided...
"For me, my proof is to live well, have a home that normal people can have, and have a few friends that normal people can have. It's a pity that there is that devil watching in the dark, and I still can't.
What can you have? What more can you hope for?"
Ye Qianyan's first stop after entering the world was an adventurer island full of powerful people. Although his life was terrible and the process of growing up was difficult, as long as he worked hard, sooner or later this seemingly sad situation would change.
, everything has been settled for a long time. Facts have proved that his idea was right, and his approach was also right. Although he did not win the acceptance of the White Eagle Chapter, the Adventurer Island, the home of the Voyager, finally accepted him.
recognized him.
It's just that when he was driven away by the White Eagle Chapter, all of this was reduced to ashes in front of him in a sky-burning flame that roared all over the sky. There was almost nothing left, only a trace of
An invitation letter from the 'Burning Sky Battle Group' slowly fell into his hands amidst the ashes in the sky.
According to Ye Qianyan's understanding at the time, the Burning Sky Chapter was a first-rate force. According to Ye Qianyan's current understanding, it should be just one step away from becoming a terrifying super-first-rate force. However, the difference was not big. Anyway, back then
By that time, the Burning Sky Battle Group had already begun to show its scale.
And even if we don’t mention the Burning Sky Battle Group, we only mention Ye Fengtian. Ye Fengtian, who had reached the summit many years ago, faced so many strong men that even the White Eagle Battle Group was afraid of him.
The island of adventurers, with just one skill, turned this once prosperous island into a purgatory full of weeping souls... Even against a large army like the Resistance Army, with the help of alien forces
Let everything turn into nothingness overnight...
"As for my ideals? I once believed in Chu Qing and Nina. I believed that the friendship between us is pure. As long as I am with them, even if I can only spend every day and night in a dangerous battlefield filled with bullets and bullets, I will
My heart is also satisfied...hehe, hehehe..."
But what about the reality? The woman he liked used a mecha to spy on him without telling him. While saying I love you, she stayed away from her and would only stand in the distance, watching and waiting.
Wait and see who he is, and whether there is any value in using him? She really thinks that he only achieved the glory of the Legion by relying on his special powers to get lucky on the battlefield? What kind of good luck can last for five years?
How long? Hehe, hehe.
And his most trusted brother, the closest brother is a complete profit-seeker. The whole family is implicated, what should he do? Save? Save one person and implicate the whole family? Will Chu Qing really happen?
If you don’t mind? Do you really not blame him? And if you don’t help? How about talking about Mao Xian’s ideal?
Finally, there is the so-called dream, which is even more ridiculous.
In the face of an alien enemy, all parties have their own affairs. Not only do they not join forces to fight against the alien enemy, they actually engage in blatant intrigues and commit unscrupulous disasters through righteous battles. Those super beings who have resisted the will of God have
The supreme honor of being the strongest guardian of the human race, enjoying the inexhaustible huge wealth, and still doing private business, waiting for others to be the one who stands out for the overall situation.
And Ye Qianyan, a victim in troubled times, didn't know what he was sacrificing for, but he still harbored a 'great' dream that made people laugh, to confront alien forces and regain his homeland.
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All of this has fallen because of aliens. If the aliens can be driven away, if a free sky can be restored to the human race, perhaps the prosperity and co-prosperity of the past will return again, and perhaps everything will be restored.
Chapter completed!