Chapter 275
Gao Yue's face was full of fear, his eyes were dull and flashing.
In order to prevent Gao Yue from being too nervous, Kōkai immediately left the tent and then took another step back.
After getting a distance from Gao Yue, Kōkai said, "The little monk is Kōkai. Have you forgotten the leader of the sect? What happened in the back mountain and what happened just now, you promised to help me save the Dharma General."
"Back Mountain?" Gao Yue couldn't help but think of the people of Dashi. He immediately panicked again, hugged the bedding in his hand tighter, and shouted, "I don't want to listen."
"I saved you in the back mountain."
In order to let Gao Yue let go of his worries, Kōkai explained slowly: "Don't you remember? Those assassins, Taoists, and me?"
After saying this, Gao Yue had some impression in his mind.
But I was still full of questions in my heart, and I couldn't help but pull the quilt in front of me again, and asked, "How come you, how could you be in my tent, and you... and me..."
Gao Yue remembered the scene just now, and he couldn't say these words and his face turned red.
Kong Hai quickly explained, bowed his head and bowed his head, and said, "It was the little monk who was usurped. The sect leader has a noble status, and it is not something that we and other civilians can touch. The reason why the little monk hugged the sect leader was really a reason. I hope the sect leader can listen to the sect leader clearly."
Kooka's tone was neither humble nor arrogant, and he did not hide the fact that he was holding Gao Yue in his words.
In addition, he took the initiative to retreat and widen the distance between the two, which made Gao Yue feel good about him.
Kooka said politely: "Sir, don't get me wrong. You fainted just now. The little monk was just saving you and did not do anything wrong."
Gao Yue quickly looked at himself.
I had neat clothes, and I had no discomfort or strange feelings on my body.
Looking at Kōkai again, this monk looked righteous and made people feel extremely secure.
It seems that Kamikaze is not lying.
Now I have a greater likes for Kōkai, and I am no longer so scared. I gradually let go of my nervous heart and asked, "Why are there only us and the others?"
Kūkai said, "The others are outside the courtyard, and the monk is going to call someone now."
"Wait... well..." Gao Yue thought for a while and said, "Tell me first, what happened to me?"
Gao Yue's mind was a little confused. Many things have happened in the past few days. He himself was a little confused and it was difficult to tell which one is true and which one is false.
If Kōkai goes to call the servants now, he will be isolated again soon.
Now looking at it, the stranger Kūkai is more credible.
At least he has no direct interest relationship with himself.
So, let’s listen first, what Kūkai said.
Gao Yue was afraid of the darkness and said, "Go and light up the lights and slowly tell me what happened?"
"Okay, Lord Zong, this matter needs to start from the imperial city..." Kooka said, while igniting all the candles in the dormitory one by one.
Kōkai did not hide it, and told Gao Yue about what happened after he came to Heian Kōkai, and said that his guardian god would be injured and missing, Kōkai's eyes were a little wet.
Gao Yue was so thrilling that he felt the same way. Seeing Kōkai's eyes shining with tears, he couldn't help but feel more affection for him.
Kōkai explained how he came to Heianjing, how he met Takao in the back mountain, and how he came to the house one by one.
Gao Yue gradually remembered that Kōkai was indeed his savior.
Kōkai explained Gao Yue's doubts one by one and said again: "Sect Master, this is the case. Since you have woken up, the little monk will go and call someone now."
Kokai turned around and walked outward.
Gao Yue hurriedly called Kong Hai and said, "Wait, what time is it now?"
Kong Hai stopped and turned his head and replied, "It's probably the Yin hour, and it's almost dawn. Does Lord Zong have any instructions?"
"After dawn, will Master Kukai leave?"
When Kooka saw Gao Yue looking at him, his eyes showed a strange look, making people unable to guess his thoughts.
"Master Konghai is going back to find the guardian general to protect the peace..." Gao Yue paused and did not continue.
Kooka couldn't guess what Gao Yue meant. He was? Don't you want me to leave? That's why he called me? But he had to leave.
"...", for a while, I was speechless.
"I am a little envious of Master Akami," Gao Yue said quietly: "I also want to leave here, I want to go, where I want to go, but I have nowhere to go."
Gao Yue expressed his thoughts in front of a stranger's face for the first time.
In just one short sentence, I couldn't help but feel sad when I heard Kūkai.
This child is so regrettable.
Kōkai walked back and he wanted to say, "If you want, why not leave with me. As long as you are willing to become my disciple, I will find a way to make the Emperor lift your ban and I will take good care of you."
But after thinking about this in Kōkai's mind for a while, he still couldn't say it.
Kong Hai walked back to Gao Yue's tent, squatted down, his eyes were on the same level as Gao Yue, and asked gently, "Does Lord Zong want to go?"
Gao Yue shook his head and said, "I don't know, there seems to be no place in this world that can accommodate me."
Kūkai said: "How can the Lord Zong say this? People need to have a wish to see hope."
Gao Yue did not answer, but felt very sad.
I really have nowhere to go.
No one wants me.
My father doesn't want me.
The mother herself cannot protect herself.
There are many people who want to kill me.
What other wishes can I have?
Just dragging your body to survive.
Would you want me?
Gao Yue didn't speak, but Kōkai could yoga to his heart, and he couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.
Although I am the eighth generation inheritor of the secret Dharma lineage, do I have enough ability to protect my disciples?
Kiyoshi Taki was injured by himself, and Chizumi followed him to take risks. It is difficult to estimate how difficult and obstacles the road to promoting tantra is.
If Gao Yue follows him, I am afraid he will not be peaceful.
Kamikake overturned his previous ideas.
If Gao Yue follows him, he is afraid that food and clothing will not be able to sustain himself.
Kooka secretly gritted his teeth. He should give up this idea!
With a moment of thought, Kong Hai and Gao Yue missed the relationship between master and disciple.
Kooka said, "I won't leave until dawn. I'll be here to accompany Lord Zong."
"You go, I want to be alone."
"..." Kooka could only watch Gao Yue helplessly, not knowing what to say to him.
"Please tell others to come again after dawn."
"Son-Genius..." Kooka wanted to say something else.
But Gao Yue interrupted his words, "I'm sleepy, you go."
Gao Yue lay down, facing his back, covering his head with his quilt, and tears fell silently.
Kong Hai had no choice but to walk out the door.
Before leaving, I really wanted to reach out and pat Gao Yue on the shoulder to give him some encouragement.
But when I remembered that Gao Yue was afraid of being touched, he endured it again.
Only in my heart, I said silently: "Sir, Sorry, I can't help you. I hope you can understand my feelings."
Kokai gently closed the lattice door.
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Fate is a religious concept from Buddhism. Confucianism and Taoism do not talk about fate, nor do they talk about the saying that you and me are destined.
The fate of later generations is metaphorized as the thread of fate entangled, also called fate; it is an invisible connection between people; it is an opportunity and possibility of encounter that is inevitable, including all emotions. In love, the fate of two people falling in love is composed of many coincidences, many by chance, many accidents, some accidents, and some inevitable.
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