Chapter 139: No Confidence
Updated: 2012-08-15
"I'm sorry." Park Dong-hoon's face turned red, but there was nothing to say. He was able to do this for his daughter, which proved that he was still a kind father.
"Forget it, what should happen has happened. It's here. Thank you for sending me back. I won't invite you in and sit in. There are too many things today, so go slowly." Ling Xiaotian didn't want to have too many interactions with Park Dong-hoon.
"You're welcome, goodbye."
"It's best not to see you." Ling Xiaotian murmured at the departing car.
He hurriedly ran into the yard. After entering, he saw Yan Ruyu walking around the yard, frowning and anxious, so he called out softly, "Sister Yu, I'm back."
Yan Ruyu's body trembled, turned around, then ran towards Ling Xiaotian, and pounced on Ling Xiaotian's arms, "Xiaotian, are you okay?"
"I'm fine, I'm so worried." Ling Xiaotian was a little flattered. Yan Ruyu suddenly became enthusiastic and he was a little uncomfortable.
"I'm scared to death. God bless you, be hungry, I'll prepare food for you."
"Sister Yu, haven't you eaten yet?"
"How can I eat it if you haven't come back?" Yan Ruyu said.
"Thank you, Sister Yu." Ling Xiaotian was a little moved. Yan Ruyu's health was not very good. She was so worried about his affairs. Fortunately, nothing happened, otherwise he would not know how to explain to his dead grandfather.
"Silly, I don't want to listen to such words. Xiaotian, what happened today made me understand one thing. I can't live without you." Yan Ruyu looked at Ling Xiaotian and said.
"Sister Yu." Ling Xiaotian also looked at her. The sparks in their eyes became more and more intense. Then, under the witness of the moonlight, the two jade lips were tightly closed together and kissed passionately in the yard. The moment in Ling Xiaotian's fantasy came a little quickly, which caught him off guard. At this moment, he really should thank Park Dong-hoon for inadvertently fulfilling his mouth.
After a long time, the two of them had a different lips. Although Yan Ruyu was bigger than Ling Xiaotian, she had never experienced the joy of men and women. Her shy expression was all her expression. She lowered her head, and Ling Xiaotian didn't say anything. He knew that whatever he said at this moment would destroy this rare artistic conception, so he hugged Yan Ruyu and walked into the room.
As soon as I entered the room, the food was filled with fragrance, and my stomach couldn't help but protest. When Yan Ruyu heard Ming's mouth, Ling Xiaotian said embarrassedly: "Sister Yu, it's all your fault. I was not hungry at first, but I didn't expect the food you cooked to be so fragrant."
"It may not be delicious, and I don't know if it suits your taste." Yan Ruyu smiled.
"The smell of the dish must be less than that, let's start." Ling Xiaotian sat down and said.
Yan Ruyu nodded, and she helped Ling Xiaotian to take the meal and pick up food and deliver soup. At this time, she was like a good wife and mother, taking good care of Ling Xiaotian.
"Sister Yu, come by my side." Ling Xiaotian said.
"Eat quickly, it's the same wherever you sit." Yan Ruyu was still sitting opposite Ling Xiaotian. She wanted to keep a distance. She was afraid that Ling Xiaotian would be more and more arrogant. She was in the yard just now, but the behavior she did was only hot with her head. Now it was different. After calming down, she would no longer give Ling Xiaotian a chance, but the change in her opinion about Ling Xiaotian was true. In the future, she would take care of Ling Xiaotian and care from the bottom of her heart. After this incident, she also understood her position in Ling Xiaotian's heart. Ling Xiaotian did not hesitate to destroy the leader of the Dragon Gang to save herself. This is not something that ordinary people can do and dare to do.
"Sister Yu, I've brought all my things here to accompany you." Ling Xiaotian saw that Yan Ruyu became cautious again, and he was helpless to change the topic.
"Whatever you want, there are many rooms in the yard anyway." Yan Ruyu said while eating.
"Sister Yu, you are so nice." After Ling Xiaotian had enough, he put his hands on the stage and supported his chin, staring at Yan Ruyu without moving.
"Don't look at me like this." Yan Ruyu felt Ling Xiaotian's eyes. It was terrible to be stared at by a man's straight eyes, because there was something that slowly extended out like this.
"Sister Yu, do you know my current mood? It's like a dream. I always thought you would be cold to me." Ling Xiaotian smiled.
"Do you like my cold feeling towards you? Are you full?" Yan Ruyu gave Ling Xiaotian a white look.
"I'm full."
"Then I'll clean up." Yan Ruyu got up to clean up the dishes, and Ling Xiaotian also got up to help.
"You go and take a shower, I'll do it. I'll wash off all my breath quickly." Yan Ruyu said.
"I'll help you, I don't want you to be so tired."
"I'm not tired, go quickly, otherwise I'll be angry." Yan Ruyu said seriously.
"Okay, I'll go."
"This is almost the same. Your things are packed in the room." Yan Ruyu said that, carrying the dishes and chopsticks out of the room.
"What a tough-mouthed woman. Oh, now I finally feel the feeling of home." Ling Xiaotian said happily.
Yan Ruyu was tidying up in the kitchen. Suddenly, her body was hugged from behind, which scared her. When she turned around, she saw that it was Ling Xiaotian, and quickly scolded: "Don't do anything bad, be careful I'll knock you." Yan Ruyu picked up the spatula and threatened.
"Bang, it's worth your life to die at your hands." Ling Xiaotian was acting like a scoundrel.
"You can't respect me a little." Yan Ruyu was a little unhappy.
Seeing that the situation was wrong, Ling Xiaotian quickly let go, "Sister Yu, I'm sorry, I can't help myself, who made you so charming?"
"Don't talk nonsense. I hate Ding Tuzi the most. I hope you don't do anything randomly." Yan Ruyu became cold again.
"I like Sister Yu, not doing anything randomly." Ling Xiaotian said seriously.
"Is it that my skin itchy when I take advantage of it?" Yan Ruyu was both angry and funny. This guy really couldn't do anything to him. She couldn't really knock him, so she couldn't bear to let him go.
"Sister Yu, I just want to be with you. If I can, I won't want to be separated for a moment." Ling Xiaotian was very obsessed with Yan Ruyu.
"Xiaotian, don't do this. I understand what you mean, but if you like you and respect me, will everything go with the flow?" Yan Ruyu said.
"Okay, I won't force you, but don't force me. You know that I can give my life for you and never stop, so please don't let me stand too far, otherwise I'm afraid I will go crazy." Ling Xiaotian said.
"Xiaotian, sister, how many years older than you, have you ever thought about it? Even if you like me very much, what do your family think?" Yan Ruyu said.
"Sister Yu, love has nothing to do with age. I know that you don't mind this."
"No, I mind, you have a better future, there is no need to waste time on your sister. I just want to be your sister and have no other ideas." Yan Ruyu said.
"Sister Yu, that's your idea. Anyway, I'm going to decide you. No matter how many years you're waiting, you can only be mine in your life." Ling Xiaotian said domineeringly.
"I said why don't you understand? Those girls are just right with you, and I can't give you anything, but they can understand?"
"Sister Yu, why don't you understand? It doesn't matter how others have anything to do with me. I just want you, and what you can't give me, others can't give it to me, that's love. I long for Sister Yu, just like I love Sister Yu." Ling Xiaotian turned Yan Ruyu's body over and looked at her eyes and said, "He wants to move her sincerity."
"Hey, you are still young now and don't know what love is. You may be just a period of confusion now. Now you have to regret it. Have you considered it? Once you regret it, I will hurt you."
"I understand, it's because I can't give you a sense of security, right?" Ling Xiaotian heard the meaning.
"Yes, I will get old in a few years. Then the future generations will be old, but you are full of energy, and I have no confidence." In order to dispel Ling Xiaotian's thoughts, Yan Ruyu also said harsh words.
"Sister Yu, I will prove it to you now. I am not that kind of person. No matter what you become, it is the same important in my heart." After Ling Xiaotian said that, he pulled Yan Ruyu over and kissed her jade lips heavily. He wished he could integrate his heart into this woman's heart. He wanted Yan Ruyu to feel that his love for her was not short-lived, but eternal and immortal.
At first, Yan Ruyu was still in conflict, but she was slowly melted by Ling Xiaotian. What is the woman asking for? A man who loves her. She is indeed insecure about Ling Xiaotian, but she cannot deny that she already has feelings for Ling Xiaotian. She fell in love with him since he hit the dragon alone to help save her, but she felt that she was not worthy. Like Ye Ziyun and the others, who are not younger than her. Although her beauty is not inferior to them, she is already twenty-six years older than Ling Xiaotian. She has no confidence. Once a woman loses her confidence, she will never fall into love easily. Although she has never been in love, she knows that love has a sweet scene, but it is more hurt. Ling Xiaotian is too young. Now she may like her beauty. When she gets old, thinking of this, she wakes up and pushes Ling Xiaotian away, "Xiaotian, no, we can't do this."
"Sister Yu, you will understand one day." Ling Xiaotian looked at Yan Ruyu tidying up his clothes and seemed helpless. This trick was not effective. A mature woman's self-control was indeed different. Like Zou Zimei, she couldn't resist it after a few kisses. This is the difference in self-control.
"Xiaotian, if you really want to do good for me, then don't force me, otherwise you will never see me again in the future." Yan Ruyu turned around after saying that.
"Okay, I won't force you, Sister Yu, remember, I, Ling Xiaotian, like you, no matter how long it takes, it will not change. One day you will understand." Ling Xiaotian said and walked out of the kitchen.
Yan Ruyu gritted her teeth and looked a little sad. She couldn't help but sigh: "Xiaotian, it's because my sister is not worthy of you. You have something better and I don't want to drag you down, and I really don't have the confidence to be with you." Yan Ruyu made a decision.
Ling Xiaotian returned to the room and fell on the bed. There were only two reasons why he was so impulsive just now. One was his strong love for Yan Ruyu, and the other was his impulse after a first taste. He thought that women were easy to conquer. Now it seems that he had made a mistake. Not every woman was like Zou Zimei, and she went to bed so easily. Of course, he was not belittling Zou Zimei. He understood that Zou Zimei was willing to sacrifice herself because she liked herself and had a sense of inferiority. After all, compared to Shangguan Qinglan and Ye Ziyun, Zou Zimei had no confidence, and Yan Ruyu was different. She was a real woman who knew how to restrain and let go. At least now, Ling Xiaotian's heart was occupied by Yan Ruyu, whether she was intentional or unintentional.
Chapter completed!