The insect gazed at me, and after a long time, he slowly said, "You said you would accompany me to go all the thirty-six caves."

Her words hit my head like a brick glance.

I am silent.

After a while, I said, "Yes, I said, in fact, if possible, I would be willing to keep walking with you... But you also heard what that person said. My cousin is in trouble now, and it is a big disaster. I can't ignore it and think nothing has happened."

She frowned and said that with your current cultivation level, even if you were in the past, you would not be able to help.

This has come to the point.

In fact, even if I went there, I couldn't do anything, it was just to calm myself down.

However, even so, I always feel that I should do something.

I looked at Zhu Chong and said that I wanted to reveal the truth. Even if I die, it would be fine. After all, they are my life-saving benefactors.

die?

Zhun Chong was stunned for a moment, stared at me and said, "You just said that even if you die, that's okay?"

I nodded, her eyes blinked, and after a while, she said, "So, are you going to betray the agreement between you and me and go to a place with almost no hope?"

I nodded again and said, "Zhongchuan, Lu Yan remembers everything you have done to me, but now there is no way to do anything, I have to choose. Since you are not seriously injured and you have Nian Nian beside you, then I feel at ease, so I can move forward lightly..."

Zhun Chong was silent for a long time before he said slowly: "Okay, I understand, go, I won't stop you."

Hearing her calm reply, my nervous mood finally got relieved. I breathed a sigh of relief and said thank you, Chong Chong, I didn't expect you to understand me, I...

She waved her hand, interrupted me, and said, "I didn't expect you to be so stupid. Just pretend that I don't know you, goodbye!"

After saying this, she turned around and left.

ah?

I never expected that the insects would turn their backs on others. As if they were hit by lightning, they were stunned on the spot. They looked at her walking away step by step along the ridge of the field, as if they reached out to stop her, but they couldn't scream.

She just told me, just pretending that she didn't know me.

This goodbye, but I can never see you again.

For some reason, looking at the slim back of the insect, an unprecedented sense of regret surged into my heart.

I felt like I had said the wrong thing and did a big thing wrong. I thought that if I followed Zhu Chong and fought all the thirty-six caves, even if I failed, I would probably be very different from now on that time?

It's as huge as I just arrived in Zhailimiao Village and now I am.

At that time, I might be able to help, but now, what should I do?

I have a kind of thing that I want to go back, apologize to Chong Chong, and then tell her that what I just said is just a joke, don’t leave me, let’s set off tomorrow and go to the next stop.

However, I soon curbed the impulse.

Because first of all, I think I must be sure about my cousin Lu Zuo, otherwise I will not feel at ease. This is the responsibility that a man should have; there is another point, that is, I have always felt that I am living in the shadow of insects.

No matter what I do, I feel like I've seen through it by the insects. This emotion turns into pressure, making me unable to breathe.

I long for change, and I feel a little rebellious.

Since she has said such heartless words, then I, Lu Yan, let you see it. I am definitely not stupid, and it will definitely make you look at me with admiration.

must!

I secretly cheered myself up and sat on the edge of the field for a long time before I went back. As soon as I walked into the village, I met Miao Niannian.

She is waiting for me here.

But what is different from her smiling face in the past is that her face is full of bad habits at this moment. When she saw me coming over, she asked in a low voice: "What did you do to Sister Chong Chong and make her cry?"

What, the worm cried?

This sentence shocked me even more than the heartless words just now. I must know that since I met her, I have been annoyed, angry, and laughed, but I have never seen her cry.

What a strong and rational woman she is, and she can even cry?

Did I make her cry?

So, she still cares about me, right?

Thinking of this, I inexplicably felt a sense of accomplishment emerged in my heart.

Niannian saw the corners of my mouth facing upwards, stepped on my feet viciously, and then cursed: "Answer my question, hurry up."

I told her what had just happened. After hearing what happened, Miao Niannian said in surprise: "What, you are going to leave us two weak women and run to the Broken Maoshan alone. Are you in your mind?"

Uh, is there such a terrifying weak woman?

You two will not be bullied anywhere you go, right?

I explained to Niannian that Lu Zuo not only saved my cousin, but also saved my life. If it weren't for him, I might not be able to stand in front of you now. You said, he is dead now, how could I stand by and watch?

Niannian said, "Sister Chong Chong hasn't saved your life?" If I remember correctly, the person who really saved you should be Sister Chong Chong?"

Niannian said it is right.

In fact, whether it is replenishing my damaged internal organs or turning me from the cauldron that gathers blood Gu into its owner, it is the insects who are trying their best to plan and plan for me. She is the one who truly allows me to gain a new life.

But……

I sighed and didn't say anything, but Niannian told me, "Do you know, I feel that the reason why she said you are stupid and crying is not because you want to save your cousin or your master, but because you have no awareness at all and actually want to leave alone."

What's the meaning?

I was stunned for a moment and asked why I said so?

Nian Nian said, "The reason why she is sad is that you don't regard her as your own person and actually want to leave her. Why can't you change your mind? Why don't you ask her to go to Maoshan with you?"

ah?

I was a little overwhelmed and said no, her ideal was to follow the path that Chi Limei took back then, and find herself again. I left halfway and said that she would accompany me to Maoshan, how could she agree?

Niannian said slowly: "If you don't try it, how do you know she will not agree?"

I stayed there, was stunned for a long time, and suddenly rushed forward like crazy. As a result, Niannian grabbed me and said to me, "What are you doing?"

I said excitedly, I'll ask her?

Niannian shook her head and said that her heart was cold and her tears were dry. Sister Chong Chong is such a proud person. Do you think she will agree to you now?

My whole body was stiff and I was stunned for a long time without saying anything.

Hell heaven, in one thought.

Although I have been in love several times, I still don’t understand women and I can’t even understand myself.

How could I be worthy of her like a fairy?

I sighed, feeling completely lost my mind, and I lost all my strength. I sat on the ground, holding my head, not knowing what to say.

I just sat on the ground like a loser. At this time, someone walked by and said in surprise: "Lu Yan, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?"

I looked up and saw that this man was Hong Luoba who had competed with me during the day. When he was having dinner, he drank a lot of wine and was drunk and helped him back. Unexpectedly, he appeared at this moment. I shook my head and said, "It's okay, what are you doing?"

Hong Luoba said that he woke up from urine and came out to put some water.

I stood up and made way.

Hong Luoba left, and Miao Niannian looked at me who was lost and sighed, saying that things have come to this point and there is no room for recovery. If you want to go, then go. As for Sister Chong Chong, I have everything. In addition, give me an address. If I have contact information, I will send you a letter. When you are done, come to us again, hoping to get her understanding.

When I heard Niannian's words, I felt like I had gained strength again. I was shocked and said, "What are you saying true?"

She sighed and said, although you defeated me, why am I lying to you?

I hurriedly said thank you, while Niannian shook her head and said, "Don't thank me." I did this not for you, but for Sister Chong Chong. If she hadn't really been kind to you, I couldn't bear to be hurt, why would she have to work so hard? Alas, I really don't know what she likes you...

I was silent. Indeed, Chong Chong had a feeling for me, but it was not for me Lu Yan, but for the unique nature of the Blood Gathering Gu and a beautiful misunderstanding.

None of this has anything to do with me.

But I believe that one day, she will fall in love with me now and be proud of me.

After receiving Niannian's reassurance, I finally let go of my knot. At this time, Niannian also asked me to take out their luggage from Qiankun bag. I asked them to take away Qiankun bag. She shook her head and said that Sister Chong Chong would definitely not agree.

I returned to the room. Because I drank a lot of wine in the evening, my head was a little drowsy. When I closed my eyes, I fell asleep unconsciously.

The next morning, I woke up and left the room. I saw that Chongchong and Niannian's room were open. I hurried over and saw that it was empty inside.

I went out again and found someone and asked me. I realized that they had left early in the morning and had been away for more than an hour.

Really, don't you even say goodbye?

I looked at the way out of the valley and suddenly felt like I was missing. I felt that this experience was like a dream.

From then on, I have to walk alone.
Chapter completed!