Chapter 56 Self Satisfaction
Zhao Youyue's tone of speaking also seemed very plain, without any turbulence, nor her usual gentleness, but it was like dubbing those classic three-no characters. Such voices appear in reality, but they are unique, because few people in reality will speak in this tone without any fluctuations.
Han Leng was originally closed his eyes and rested well, but suddenly he heard a familiar voice that he felt. He couldn't help but open his eyes and found that it was Zhao Youyue with an expressionless face. She exuded an inexplicable aura all over her body. He immediately showed a look of surprise. Is this guy really Zhao Youyue? The daughter who has always maintained a gentle smile and has a very calm and elegant manner in his impression...
Of course, this young lady inadvertently exposed the fact that she is actually a very playful and erratic girl. For example, she always likes to play with her mobile phone secretly in the morning reading class, and even when cleaning, she is lazy and seems to be irresponsible, let alone a sense of collective honor. In addition, she is not the kind of high-profile and show-off person, and always wears blue and white sports school uniforms. She is really inconspicuous in the whole class.
If Han Leng had not had a pleasant deal with this young lady, he would not have really noticed her. Although they were both junior high school classmates, Han Leng's impression of Zhao Youyue was really rare and weak.
Since when did he silently pay attention to Zhao Youyue and increasingly think that this daughter is so cute?
Maybe it was from the early morning of one morning when he started to use words to pour out his youthful worries that were boring but sweet. Maybe it was from the time when he deliberately pretended to sleep and was caught by Lao Qiu. He stood up willingly, feeling that at that moment it was very sacred and solemn, like a knight standing up for the princess. Regardless of whether she knew what he did for her silently, he was very moved by himself.
This is how literati are. Whether in writing or emotionally, once they fall into a state of self-satisfaction, there is no end, completely ignoring what others think, and even not caring whether others know.
I like you, it has nothing to do with you.
It doesn't matter if you don't know, just be happy.
Expectation is a half-awake and half-crazy burn that makes the burning soul hallucinate itself in the future.
This is Han Leng.
A young man who is obviously very talented but has a different thinking loop than an ordinary person.
He is destined to be lonely.
So after that transaction, he clearly had Zhao Youyue's WeChat, but never took the initiative to send a message to Zhao Youyue. Of course, at the beginning, he edited a lot of texts, but without exception, he did not click and send them all, but silently deleted them. Later, he gradually never did this again, but he still loved to visit Zhao Youyue's circle of friends, paying attention to her colorful life as a young lady during the holidays, and unlike him, he could only stay at home to play "League of Legends" or write a word to make a fuss.
In the classroom, he also silently followed Zhao Youyue. Whenever he saw Wang Yang in the front seat of her and turned to talk to Zhao Youyue, he felt extremely unhappy. It is said that the discussion was still online novels, which made Han Leng even more unhappy. He was a serious Qidian contracted writer and wrote high-quality online novels with more than 3,000 subscriptions. Whenever he appeared in the contracted author group, others called him "big boss". He was very clear about the various masters, gossip and other things in the online novel circle. He also talked and laughed with some masters.
And that Wang Yang is just a member of the "Green Alliance" of the historical platinum master "Green Apple". He is not a famous rich reader. However, he still likes to brag in the dormitory all day, making a group of classmates who don't know the Internet literature circle unaware of it. In the classroom, he actually has the face to talk and give advice to Zhao Youyue?
Anyway, Han Leng despised Wang Yang countless times, but he still did not take any specific actions... He only hated that he was not Zhao Youyue's front seat.
Of course, if he was really Zhao Youyue's front seat, he would be afraid of not wanting to turn around and talk to Zhao Youyue, but he would just fall into meaningless self-satisfaction.
Therefore, although he felt that Zhao Youyue was in a wrong state at this time, he did not look strange, but nodded coldly, feeling a little happy. Miss Zhao actually greeted him on his own initiative, feeling very happy!
He thought for a moment before responding faintly: "I don't know what to do in my life at all times, so I choose to practice immortality every day. It is better to sleep forever after death than to sleep more before death."
Han Leng thought that his words should make the cute Zhao Youyue smile and responded gently, but Zhao Youyue was still expressionless and cold. She also looked at the Chinese textbook from time to time, as if she could not control her desire to learn...
"Oh." Zhao Youyue's words are as good as gold.
Han Leng suddenly became melancholy, but he still looked cold, but he felt that there was a deep gap between him and Zhao Youyue. This was obviously because he was thinking too much, because the distance between him and Zhao Youyue was never close, so where did the gap come from?
The two of them stood silently outside the door of Class 7, waiting for the students inside to slowly leave the classroom and rush to the examination room.
However, just standing side by side, Han Leng had a new feeling. He decided to write this sentence in the next Chinese exam
The grass is bearing its seeds, and the wind is shaking its leaves. It is very beautiful when we stand without talking.
Then Han Leng felt that the gap between him and Zhao Youyue was gone. After all, they were standing together. How could there be a gap when they were silent in such a tacit understanding?
It must have been his illusion just now.
Just when Han Leng looked cold on the surface and felt infinitely self-satisfied inside, Zhao Youyue had already walked into the examination room on her own. She quickly found her seat and hurriedly sat down and continued to review. She had to wait until the invigilator entered the examination room before she would take the initiative to put the review materials on the podium. Anyway, she would seize every minute.
Han Leng saw that Zhao Youyue, who was standing with him, had already entered the examination room. He scratched his head awkwardly and entered the examination room. The Chinese test is a piece of cake for him. Of course, sometimes when he was doing reading comprehension, he would feel that some questions were really mentally retarded.
As an author, he naturally knew that he would not think so much when writing an article. However, the teacher of the paper asked the students to analyze it from a certain sentence. What kind of thoughts and feelings does this sentence express? This sentence means that the author will do this question by himself. I guess I will be confused. How do I know what thoughts and feelings I am expressing? I didn’t think too much at all...—
Chapter completed!