When a young nurse came over, she saw the people standing in the yard and asked me quietly: "Are you from the underworld?" I shook my head and said, "No, what's wrong?" The young nurse said, "No, it's just that I'm terrifying to see you." I was even more surprised: "Why?" I thought that these people were not doing evil in the hospital. The young nurse said, "I don't know, I just feel that you are different from others. I have the feeling of being arrogant without anger, which makes people respect and fear."

I didn't expect that I would be described as "no anger and self-righteous". If I had laughed out loud, but now I felt quite helpless. The young nurse said again: "It's time for visiting. You can prepare to see who will enter, but you can only enter three people." I looked at Qi Siyu who was kneeling at the door and said: "Let her go in." This is the last chance. Whether Ye Zhan can wake up, success or failure will be here. Ye Zhan's parents next to him were breathing gently, and they obviously began to feel nervous.

When the time came, when the three of them went in, Ye's mother's legs shook and almost fell to the ground. With the help of Qi Siyu and Ye's father, Ye's mother stood up again. The three of them walked in together and the door of the guardian room was closed heavily. One hour, only one hour. If Ye Zhan didn't wake up, we would never hear his voice or see his smile again in the future.

The moment the door closed, the emotions that had been accumulated for several days suddenly exploded. I seemed impatient and restless, stood up and paced up and down the corridor, and began to think of a problem I had never thought about. What should I do in the future if Ye Zhan really couldn't wake up? I looked out the window and they were still standing in the yard without moving, and everyone was waiting for this critical moment.

The attending doctor who had previously performed Ye Zhan's surgery also came over and asked me why I didn't go in to visit him. I said another friend had gone in. The attending doctor sat in the chair and sighed and said, "I'll wait a moment to see if a miracle is possible." I asked hurriedly: "Doctor, is there any precedent for waking up at the last moment?" The doctor said, "Of course there are, but there are few cases, and it still depends on the patient's own physical fitness and will to live." I thought to myself that Ye Zhan's physical fitness is not bad. He even survived such a serious injury before. Is it because he has been reluctant to wake up for a long time?

If this is true, why would Ye Zhan not want to wake up? I fell into deep thought. What was he escaping? Such a sunny and kind boy should be passionate about life. When he started to escape from this world, what was it because of it? I asked the doctor next to me: "Have those patients who woke up finally said that they were thinking about what their brains were when they were in a coma?" The doctor said: "Theoretically, their brains didn't think about anything. The nerve center under their cerebral cortex was seriously damaged and they completely lost their sense of autonomy." I said speechlessly: "What about actually?"

The doctor said: "I remember a patient who was in a car accident told me that his last impression before he fell into a coma was that he saw the truck with a snow-white headlight hit him, and then he knew nothing. So I thought that this patient was reluctant to wake up for a long time, probably because he was afraid of seeing the truck with a snow-white headlight again. Simply put, it was to escape reality and be in a state of self-protection. It was like when we suddenly woke up after a nightmare, you would deliberately stop going to sleep, drink water and watch TV, etc., to prevent yourself from entering that nightmare again. And those who were seriously injured and could not wake up after surgery, were in a state of self-protection, afraid of seeing the scene of injury again."

I nodded and probably understood what the doctor meant. When did Ye Zhan fall into a coma? Or was he beaten by those bastard students in the classroom or hung over the stairs classroom? If you beat him, students like Ye Zhan who have been fighting since childhood should not be able to bear it. That is when they were hung over the stairs classroom. Four or five hundred students laughed around him. The pressure should not be something that ordinary people can bear. According to the doctor's analysis, Ye Zhan was afraid that he would see this scene again, so he was reluctant to wake up for a long time. I asked him again: "How should we tell the patient that the danger has passed? Can we wake up with confidence and boldness?"

The doctor shook his head: "If I had known, I would have long known how many vegetative people would have been awakened..."

I said angrily: "Ye Zhanzhan is not a vegetable yet! It's not until the last moment, so you can't make a conclusion casually!"

"Okay, okay," the doctor said, "I'm not a vegetative person yet. But you have to know what it means to be seriously damaged in the nerve center under the cerebral cortex, and all the consciousness, thinking, and hearing ability are lost, and they are completely isolated from the world... Hey, why do I say so much to you? I won't say it anymore, it's the seventh day, and there's basically no hope."

I became even more angry: "You have been doing this for a long time, are you all very numb?"

"Which doctor is unwilling to save the patient on his hands?" The doctor sighed long.

I was stunned for a moment, and I felt mixed emotions.

Time passed by minute by minute, and there were still five minutes before the visit, and I was so nervous that I almost suffocated. The doctor rubbed his hands from time to time, hoping that this visit would have a miracle. I clenched my fists tightly, and I didn’t dare to have any thoughts of “What should I do if Ye Zhan couldn’t wake up” in my mind. Ye Zhan will definitely wake up, and I will definitely!

With a "click", the door of the guardian room finally opened. The doctor and I stood up at the same time and looked nervously at the door. Ye Zhan's parents and Qi Siyu walked out, their eyes were red and swollen, and their faces were full of hope. I immediately understood what was going on, but I still held a little bit of hope in my heart, just a little bit, a little bit. I asked tremblingly: "How is Ye Zhan?" Ye's father shook his head and sighed. A middle-aged man choked silently. Ye's mother staggered and fell to the ground. "Auntie!" Qi Siyu cried and helped her. Ye's mother patted the floor with her hands and said bitterly: "My miserable son..." Ye's father squatted on the ground and wiped his tears. That was really despair.

My heart had already sunk to the bottom of the valley, as if the whole world had lost its color. I walked to the door of the custody room tremblingly, knelt down silently, and tears quietly slid across my cheeks. There was no hope, no hope!

Oh my God, are you really not willing to come at all? I rubbed the door of the guardian room and cried so hard that I attended Yang Mengying's funeral yesterday. Today I received bad news that Ye Zhan could never wake up again. Oh my God, how do you torture me to be finished? I hit my head against the door of the guardian room and couldn't feel the pain at all. It was far from the pain in my heart.

God, what do you want me to do to let such a kind boy go?

I would like to be able to kneel down forever and change him to a warm smile. How about it?

Tears crawled across my face. I have cried too many times these days, but I have never been as desperate as I am now.

Several nurses advised us not to be too sad, but no one listened to them and was crying in despair. And they didn't know that Ye Zhan could never wake up.

"Don't be too sad." The doctor sighed and said, "According to our professors, vegetatives will live in the safest place they have built themselves, and no one can harm them. It can be said that they like that place and feel that living there is very happy, so they don't want to wake up. You should be more open-minded, they live happily in another world, otherwise they would have woken up long ago."

After hearing these words, Ye Zhan's parents cried a little less. Ye Zhan's life in a place where he thought he was happy and safe. Isn't it a good thing? I heard the doctor say again: "The world he built must be more beautiful than this world. You should be happy for him, because he will no longer have sorrow, troubles, or sadness..."

Hearing this, my heart suddenly trembled. The world that Ye Zhan doesn’t want to wake up is...yes...

I stood up and said tremblingly, "Doctor, can I let me go in again?"

The doctor looked at me in confusion and said, "No, the hospital has regulations, and you can only visit me at the allowed time."

I walked over, desperately suppressed my emotions, and said, "Doctor, please let me in once. I want to talk to him again, maybe... maybe..." I didn't dare to say "maybe" the words afterwards. I was afraid that Ye Zhan's parents would ignite hope again after hearing it, and if the hope was lost in the end, it would be a big blow to them.

"This..." The doctor was still a little embarrassed.

"Please!" I knelt in front of the doctor, and tears poured out again: "After today, he will become a vegetative person, right? Let me talk to him again, please, please!"

"Oh, don't." The doctor immediately helped me up: "If you go in, go in, you don't have to kneel down. Oh, then you go quickly and go back quickly. If something happens, I can't take the responsibility." Then he called a nurse next to him and asked her to take me in.

In the compartment inside the surveillance room, I put on a mask, hat, disposable sterile suit, and shoe covers. I walked towards Ye Zhan's hospital bed tremblingly. The ventilator was still operating steadily, Ye Zhan was still closing his eyes and his face turned pale.

"Ye Zhan..." I called softly, bent down, leaned down in front of his bed, looked at his face, and said, "Can I hear my voice? I am Wang Hao." Ye Zhan did not move, no response, as if he was isolated from this world.

"Ye Zhan, I know you can hear me." I breathed heavily, but my voice softened: "And, I also know where you are. I have been to that place, right?"

Ye Zhan was still motionless. I continued, "In front of you is a blue and peaceful, the endless sea, and white flowers and soft sand under your feet. The sun shines warmly on you, the breeze gently blows across your cheeks, the whole world is extremely empty, and you are the only one here. You can sing and run and jump here, no one can hurt you anymore, and no one can get close to you anymore. Right, are you in such a place?"

The ICU custody room was very hot, and I was sweating for a while. Ye Zhan still had no response. I continued, "Did you forget me when you came here alone? Didn't you say, I am the person you trust most in this world? I have been looking for you for a long time, riding the wind and waves, and wading through mountains and rivers. Ye Zhan, have you seen it? I stepped on the deck of the boat on the ocean and was heading towards you steadily in the wind. Ye Zhan, you can avoid everyone, but you can't avoid me."

"Ye Zhan, you said we will be good brothers for life, so how can you leave me alone and hide here? Now I have leaned on the shore and jumped gently off the beach. Ye Zhan, look at me, I have been looking for you for a long time. How happy am I now? Don't you want to talk to me?"

"Ye Zhan, talk to me. I am your best brother in the world. I am willing to bear all the suffering and sorrows with you..." I stared at Ye Zhan nervously. I don't know if this will work, but I have to give it a try.

"Ye Zhan, I'm so tired. I've been wandering on the sea for seven days and seven nights just to find you and talk to you. Don't you want to pay attention to me anymore? You are sitting on the beach, enjoying the sunshine and breeze, don't you want to share these with me?"

"Well..." Ye Zhan's mouth suddenly moved. My heart suddenly accelerated several times!

"Do you... want to eat coconut?" Ye Zhan said softly.

My tears suddenly surged out, my blood was boiling, and my hands and feet were even trembling.
Chapter completed!