Chapter 31 My Perspective
Sutou can see it.
Why? Maybe it’s the skill of the curiosity game. It’s a high-dimensional mysterious existence different from the three-dimensional world.
So.
so···
So why can't you let yourself be resurrected from the dead?
Just looking in vain.
It can be said that before death, before leaving that suicide note, Suto's feelings for Mizunori Na were just ordinary likes.
In fact, life is not as happy as death or hard as hard as death? If a person who understands that the world he lives in cannot be called the end is about to die, then Su Tou believes that most people will be as calm as he is, and even leave gentleness to those who are watching around him.
Even if there is no unforgettable experience between her and you, the relationship has always been dull. It is not as good as the novels and movies that are often accompanied by bloody plots such as car accidents, cancer, and sister.
The feelings of ordinary people are so simple.
Meet, know each other, love each other. But obviously that love is ordinary and unstable.
What is instability?
If the intention is to have some opportunity, then this ordinary love will undergo a qualitative change. It is like the originally tiny protons that spread in two dimensions and become huge in front of you, and in three dimensions... to the last thing that was originally invisible can become more dazzling than galaxies.
Of course, opportunities can also make the originally ordinary love disappear instantly because it is small.
There is no doubt.
Su Tuo believed that he was dead. Because he saw his body being sent to the funeral home with his own eyes, he turned into white smoke and was removed from the chimney and returned to the white clouds.
There are most of it in the cloud.
But the soul stayed by her and could not move.
It's like a camera, she's been filming her life since she fell into a coma.
I cried when I saw her holding the letter she left behind.
I saw her sending her for the last journey alone, and finally buried her ashes in a double tomb. Everyone knows that kind of tomb is not prepared for one person.
I'm afraid I wanted to die, right? I never imagined that she would do that. I might feel relieved to leave this letter for myself and persuade her.
So let’s talk about how ‘I’ love her deeply again? The body that loves her is dead, and now it is a piece of white paper, which is about the opportunity for the soul to love her deeply.
After that, Mizuki Rina handled Suto's funeral and returned home alone. She didn't cry anymore.
She slept in the room of the two of them, then got up, took two big bags, looked at everything one by one, and sorted it carefully.
Useful to put a bag.
Useless to put a bag.
She donated useful bags to the mountains, such as clean quilts, sheets, beds, books, books, pens, photo frames, etc.
She gave the scrap collector who was useless and didn't ask for money. When she saw the scrap collector's estimate, "These things are about 60 yuan." When she said, her expression became a little dark, but she didn't say anything, and waved her hand and left. Incredible, perhaps because it was attached to her, Su Tor knew why she was angry - it was extremely rude for her to price those things.
As she told her, she quickly listed the house for sale and chose to return to her home. Her family was very nice to her and they had a long talk.
Later she said, "I want to go to Berlin to learn some music."
Everyone agrees.
So she went to Berlin.
Su Tou has been by her side all the time, so he understands.
She still didn't throw some things.
For example, couples toothbrushes and mugs. She left behind the half that belonged to her.
Do you think that this is something that belongs to her, and then want to deceive yourself into leaving memories like this?
"Listen to you, I'll throw it away."
She changed into a new toothbrush and a new cup.
embarked on a journey to Berlin.
Rina Matsuki has changed a lot. She won awards at the Berlin Music Festival and met many people. There are many excellent suitors.
One of them is actually a prince of a country that is neither big nor small. To be honest, just those suitors can beat Su Tou if they can pull out any of them. An ordinary college student may be excellent in the eyes of ordinary people, but it is a joke in that kind of circle.
Her footprints almost traveled all over the world.
In the beginning, Su Tou would never have thought that she would go to Africa to be a volunteer one day, or go back to China and go to a mountain village to teach.
I have done a lot of meaningful things. I have many friends in the circle from top to bottom. It is far from the personality of the introverted lady before.
The age is starting to reach thirty.
Finally, even the family began to lobby for her to get married.
But she communicated patiently, without saying no, just going on a blind date as she said, and then using her knowledge and ambitions to completely use her knowledge and ambitions to defeat every seemingly excellent man. She was quite strong.
In this way, I passed the thirty years old.
Su To start what she was going to do.
That mind is too simple.
In the next few decades, she devoted herself to music education for decades and was also keen to leave footprints around the world. But she avoided all the places she once said that she wanted the two to go together.
All avoided.
But because of this, Su Tuo understood. She remembered everything clearly and never forgot it. The notebook she threw away with the "Planning Book for Two" that she had probably remembered all the contents on it long ago. Then she threw it away without any nostalgia.
At the age of forty, she adopted a girl.
Started the last step in her life. Become a mother.
The girl is called Zhenzhen. She looks very cute.
Perhaps because of her mother's influence, she also likes music. Rina Makoto did not force her to like anything, but she firmly said that she wanted to be a person like her mother.
So Wangyue kept her energy and educated her without any effort.
When she was 21 years old, she received the honor that she once received in Berlin.
At this time, Rina Matsuki was already old, and she traveled around the world all year round to make her grow older faster. Her hair was half white. Although she was still energetic, she had suffered from many illnesses and often needed to be hospitalized.
Zhenzhen has always had a doubt since she was a child.
Things about dad.
It’s not that I feel ashamed to go to school and ask you why you don’t have a father. She doesn’t care about that father, she was adopted. Therefore, she can tell others directly that I was abandoned by my biological parents, but I was adopted by the best mother in the world. She doesn’t feel inferior because she is abandoned, but she will only feel proud because she is adopted by Wangyue. This is a powerful transformation that has been obtained after getting along with Wangyue.
But she was very confused, so twenty years later, she couldn't help asking in the hospital bed, "Mom, why do people as good as you never get married? I heard that when I was young, there were many people who pursued you, and even princes... Can't you like someone like you have someone you like?"
"Do you have a boy you like?"
Rina Mushizuki looked at her with a smile.
If she asks this, she must have seen her love.
“Uh…No…I’m just…”
Really became panicked.
"You said that wrong."
Rina Matsuki glanced out the window, as if she was in a far place, "I'm not an amazing person. Maybe others often say that Matsuki is because of his unmarriage, but it's not like that."
"I used to be a problem girl. Haha."
“But what.”
"Love is really invisible and intangible, but it makes you feel incredible when you exert your power."
The afterglow of the sunset shone out from the window, shining on her face, "I can tell you my motivation to get to this day. I have always had people I like."
"Others can't see it, but I can feel that he's always by my side."
"Don't read it anymore. He died more than 40 years ago, leaving a letter."
"letter?"
Really interested.
"There is no special letter, I just want me to help him fulfill a few wishes."
"But I can't fulfill my last wish anyway."
"sorry."
"It is precisely because I can't forget you, so I feel that every day has never been fulfilled and happy until now."
“···”
Zhenzhen knows that this is not what he said to himself, but to someone from afar.
Chapter completed!