Chapter 42 regret(1/2)
I didn't go anywhere.
It’s not that I can’t go, but that I don’t want to. I always feel that there is something I want to be abandoned now. Yes, I’m facing a choice.
negative?
What should I deny?
What was shaken after hearing that name?
Something overflowed desperately, but something that desperately suppressed it easily.
"ah···"
Su Tou's hands were trembling. The phone had already hung up.
However, the word "peach" seems to be deeply rooted and cannot be thrown out no matter what.
That feeling of loss or incongruity comes again. It is so strong that it almost makes people vomit.
fact.
If that weren't the case, how could everyone gather here?
Why is there such a world? It is so convenient that everyone will not be forgotten.
【This is the perfect world you expect】
Is this answer too unreasonable?
When he was most painful and frightened, unable to face Nari and Saya, and even more unable to face himself, he chose to escape and went to the exchange world.
However, after the exchange world, he lost his body and exhausted the exchange times and went to Renai's world.
After that...Rena was admitted to the hospital and returned to her original world.
There is no reason, I just know that I pushed open the next door and naturally returned to the original world.
The conclusion that it is arbitrarily defined as "because it cannot be solved, it is a historical problem, and it should be like this after memory recovery".
So, who is Taozi?
No memory.
There is nothing.
Only when I am inexplicably entangled with my junior girl, I always look optimistic,
However, the tone in the receiver just now, mocking, cold, contemptuous?
It's definitely a true attitude towards yourself that I have never heard of.
I can't understand it anyway.
The same goes for Ming Lizi.
The feeling of vomiting and loss caused by her tone is also true.
Before we said we wanted to meet, the other party said first, "When we meet again, I hope I can see your desperate expression."
despair?
This means that what she has for herself is completely different from that of Chihaki in her memory. It is the true feelings of her true identity, "Taozi".
Should she be killed?
Thinking is gradually becoming chaotic.
Because there is no memory, because there is only an empty feeling of loss.
So, is it necessary to be confused about this meaningless sense of loss when revealing one's true face to someone who is strongly hostile to himself?
It's better to kill it.
If it is despair, it means that she is very likely to attack the people around her. This is impossible to tolerate no matter what.
This is unforgivable.
This must be curbed.
This is not necessary to endure, nor to keep the beast in the cage.
therefore···
“Buzz.”
His vision was very blurry. But he could vaguely see that Sayah sent a position to come over.
‘Sabbath party’
‘I hope my brother can get the truth I want there’
Such words.
"Why don't you meet me?"
The message was indeed conveyed and read.
But there was no reply. It was just that Sayya unilaterally conveyed something she wanted to know or wanted to do.
“···”
"I won't go."
Therefore, Su Tuo calmed down.
He bit his tongue and pressed down all the throbbing.
What I want is not the truth. I should have understood this long ago and I don’t need that kind of thing.
If this is the ideal world, you have also gained the so-called self-protection ability. Then it doesn’t matter.
It doesn't matter who peach is.
It doesn't mean that something must be accomplished.
It would be better to say that unexplained tasks will always exist. Then this ideal world will not disappear.
The utopian world does not necessarily not exist. At least for yourself.
Just to give up something, some people.
“···”
I started to feel stomachache.
There is a sense of guilt.
But this should be what you call responsibility. You must give up whatever you want.
There are only a limited number of things that people can have. Isn’t it bad to think so?
——
Sen Xiaolu's perspective.
···
Never forget.
Never forgive.
The world will never have the meaning of the word "beauty" at this moment.
【···If you can go to Iceland】
I received news from my uncle before.
At that time, Sen Xiaolu and Xiao Yueer didn't think this was a good choice, but they didn't think it was a bad thing. It was okay to choose to escape when encountering things that could not be solved.
But it won't work.
"Bang!"
“···”
The people around the apartment didn't know who took out such contraband - explosives.
It's really hard to understand.
"Monsters are all bastards, all of them are beasts! The debris of society is transformed! They deserve to die!"
If you follow such a person to argue on the Internet, no one would have thought that you would be searched for by human flesh and be found in reality because of such a thing.
Then... I was killed by the explosives that suddenly threw out.
The whole room became hazy, and the nasal cavity, which was several times more sensitive than before, smelled a strong smell of gunpowder.
“···”
Sister Yue'er's breathing is gone.
The chest no longer rises and falls.
Of course, because my head is gone.
To be continued...