Chapter 36 Her Tomb(1/2)
“Atonement.”
Su Tor looked at the business card in his hand.
I held it cold and didn't seem to feel real about the matter of taking her business card.
But it is indeed holding it.
It seemed that I noticed the motivation for Xia Lier's mother to come here.
She didn't hate herself as much as she thought she wanted. On the contrary, she thanked herself.
What is this?
Isn’t this exactly the same? It’s the same as Xia Lier.
She looked normal and could even show a subtle smile. The expression covered Sutu's invisible hysterical sorrow. But Sutu could clearly feel that there was a huge emotion lurking, reaching a critical point.
Su Tzu understands.
After all, she is the same as Xia Lier. Maybe it is because of her blood relationship or heredity?
At that time, Xia Li'er, who lived in panic all day long, regarded what she did as a life-saving straw, and begged for mercy, and placed all the things she couldn't get, what she wanted, and what she wanted, and all the messy feelings she couldn't get, what she wanted, and what she wanted, hoping to respond to that messy feeling.
And now.
Her mother also regarded herself as a life-saving straw.
It was regarded as a gap.
It is enough to release her regret and guilt, and relieve her deep sorrow.
She also forced herself to stuff something like Xia Lier into a mess. She said thank you and said she didn't blame you.
But I am just an ordinary person.
Just a flesh and blood man.
How can you both mother and daughter treat him as a life-saving straw?
The fire is huge.
It's really hot.
Always care about nothing, just thinking about placing others.
Such a person will never have any good results, and he will never live a wonderful life in his entire life. Even if he dies, he deserves it.
"You have to live well."
"Take that part of Li'er together."
The tall man and his girlfriend said this several times.
The nurse said the same.
Her mother told herself to help her atone for her sins.
And her body had turned into ashes, was thrown into the sea, buried in the grave, turned into invisible smoke, falling into the world of nothingness that the living people could not see.
“Haha… It’s ridiculous.”
How could this be added to a person who can't do anything on a hospital bed?
Don't you feel cruel?
Will anyone come to give me some sympathy?
There won't be, that kind of person will not exist.
"Take me to her grave and take a look."
The next day, when Lin Shuzhi and the others came, Su Tou said this. There was no special relationship, just a very peaceful statement.
"After a while, your current injury is not suitable for going out. If the wound is-"
"I want to go and have a look."
Sutho interrupted him and looked out the window.
White clouds float in the air, isn't part of her also in it?
"Go together."
The three of them had a stalemate for a moment, and it was Chu Yao who spoke up to break the silence.
"The doctor can't get a discharge permit."
"Just go out directly, don't allow it."
"What are you talking nonsense?"
Lin Shu glared at her.
But she simply looked at Lin Shuzhi in reverse and said, "If it were me, I would definitely be crazy if I stayed in the ward."
"So, let's be patient and wait until the injury is almost better."
"If I were dead, would you have to endure this way before going to see my grave?"
"Ah this..."
Lin Shu couldn't speak anymore.
"I have a set of Xiaozhi's clothes in the car, so I'll get them now."
Chu Yao was very straightforward and ran out, and soon took her clothes back.
Su Tor knew that a white shirt would definitely grow a lot when she was wearing it. But it was enough to deal with it.
"Xiaozhi helps him, hurry up."
Chu Yao went out again.
Lin Shu sighed and walked to Su Tou, "My sure to go?"
"There is no reason not to go?"
Suto lifted his arm as much as possible, but the severe pain and pulling sensation caused the left arm to be slightly separated from his body.
"but."
Lin Shu slowly passed her sleeve through Su Tor's left arm and said, "What is the reason for going now?"
"No."
"Is that so? OK, go."
Lin Shuzhi helped Su Tor put on the other sleeve and then buttoned it. As for the pants, Su Tor waved his hand and put it on by himself, but he helped him to make the buttons and belts.
"You must feel uncomfortable and go, that's fine, anyway, you'll have to face it sooner or later."
"Yes, so there is no reason not to go. If you have to say a reason to go, you can only go there sooner or later. Anyway, the hospital is so idle, why not go and take a look?"
"You're so idle, you're really... Forget it, you only understand what you think in your heart."
Lin Shu wanted to help Su Tou, but was rejected.
Not a lame leg.
"Go early and get rid of it early."
Su Tou felt that his current expression might be somewhat similar to Xia Lier's mother who came to visit her yesterday.
Waited for about ten minutes.
After seeing Chu Yao waved outside, the two of them decisively went out and entered the elevator.
Then it didn't take much time to go to the cemetery.
If it is not a specific day, not many people come to the cemetery area. Except for a small part of the deceased's birthday worship, most of them come to worship the new grave like Sutho.
Her tomb was purchased separately standing on the top of the peak in a small area.
‘Xia Li'er’s Tomb.’
The grey-matter tombstone is engraved with these five words, and the small black and white photos attached to the edges are all content.
"Hold this."
Chu Yao picked out a daisy that she thought was the most beautiful and beautiful, and handed it to Su Tou. Then she squatted down and fiddled with the flower basket while saying, "If Li'er received your flowers in heaven, she would definitely be very happy."
"Yeah?"
Sutto carefully placed the best-looking bouquet of flowers on her tombstone and said, "But I think she would be happier for helping her wear it on her hair as an ornament."
"Um."
Chu Yao lowered her head and was still fiddling with the flower basket. But everyone saw her deeply buried head, and there were tears falling from it.
"Don't do this. We're gathering here and there is a small circle of four people. Don't always think about sad things."
Lin Shu squatted down and patted her trembling back.
His words were very round, but did he notice that his face was tight, like a spring straightened, and his words were completely emotional, just an empty word, just a sentence that he felt was more suitable for his words at this time than memories?
To be continued...