Chapter 77 She
I learned about Inspector Muto intermittently from Saya's mouth.
Su Tor sat on the hospital bed, staring out the window silently as before.
He thought.
It's all over.
It's said it's hatred or it's exam, and it's done it.
But why don’t you even understand the expected pleasure?
Outside the window, there is a vibrant tree with green leaves. The remaining rainfall last night fell along the eaves.
"Well, that's it."
Su Tou fully understood at some point.
If you stand on your own personal standpoint, no one will be wrong in the end.
Crazy researchers are like that, so they should be crazy for research. Even if they are crazy to death, they are still what they pursue. Such people are not afraid of death. Whether they are Tojoji or Make, they are such crazy guys.
In a certain position, Muto is just a human being like himself, obeying someone's orders and being ordered to investigate Saya's affairs. It belongs to the category of normal people, and it is nothing more than a special work experience.
It's too difficult to understand this matter.
So, does it mean that Saya shouldn't be rescued? He should have died at the beginning?
It's not that way either.
Since it is inevitable that a crazy researcher exists, it is inevitable that a crazy product will be created and Shayah will exist in this world.
It may sound ridiculous to say this after going through so much.
But really.
If he had not done these things with determination, Su Tuo would never have faced this sentence with a feeling that could be more rigorous and heavier than now.
——All contradictions are the fault of this world.
Perhaps the Creator God never thought about rationality when he created everything. All he left to the world was "existence is rationality".
The existence of a madman is reasonable, the existence of a mentally ill patient is reasonable, the inspection is reasonable, the self who suddenly comes to this world is reasonable, and the existence of Sayya is reasonable.
It seems that everyone enjoys the possibility of pursuing reasonableness.
But the creator forgot that the species of reasonable existence in this world will judge other existences and thus have conflicts and contradictions. This is not only a logic for races other than humans.
Let me give you a lucky and cruel example. Can disabled people who survived a car accident but lost all their lower body still return to the circle of rationality of normal people?
No, no matter how hard you try, you can only be in a reasonable circle of disabled people. They are the same as normal people, but after losing their legs, they have to muster up the courage to welcome those who have stripped them out of the normal circle, either endure them and become careless, or they will never recover from now on.
And beyond the types, this kind of trial becomes more stringent.
Will it be sentenced to kill a dog? Even if you run a red light, you may not need to go to jail because you hit and kill a dog.
Then the problem is very simple.
For normal people, look at Saya with that harsh judgment standard. Is it necessary to study what responsibility she needs to bear? No, she is irrelevant to most people than a kitten or a dog who dies.
Because Saya's original rationality of a normal person disappeared as early as when he was brought to the operating table by Tojoji.
Now she also needs to overcome various difficulties like a disabled person to prove her rationality.
That's why I say so.
No one passed this exam. Even this paper was not qualified.
The questions given by the question set by the question are wrong. Whether the person taking the exam passes or fails, it will not make any sense. If there is no answer to the test, how can there be a qualified person?
There are meanings that are beneficial to oneself.
As the transformed self who was treated the same as Muto and others, now completely eliminated the suspicion, no one will care about such a pitiful self again.
They captured exactly the photo of Sayer's attacking posture on the monitor and repaired it. The monster shape with the scales spreading on their tail became their new basis. They might have been searching for it, but they would never find Sayer again.
There is another key point in this.
Tojoki may have thought of this situation since the beginning and forged an identity for Saya.
It is probably not right to say that it is forged. Because it is a baby created by the fusion of Saya's DNA, which is abroad. It cannot be considered a forgery, it is to create an identity for Saya with his life.
He looks similar to Saya, but his life cycle is estimated to be around 16 years old.
Tojoji wrote in a messy way after the notes. He once thought of creating a reasonable Saya into the human circle with his own hands, and made a lot of preparations for this. But in the end, this plan was negligent, so he could no longer survive as the protagonist and chose to disappear. Leave this possibility to Saya himself and fend for himself.
That's staying in a bunch of clutter he said, "may help you."
There are bank cards, cruel identity for life, various things to pay attention to when adopting Saya, and a detailed and thick growth record of Saya. In addition, the experience Tojoji has learned throughout his life is not interested in Suto.
Simply put, what's the use of learning so much? Even the form of making Saya a normal person can't be done.
After giving Shayah permission to use the computer, she is now becoming smarter and smarter.
Therefore, Suto was relieved to let her go abroad alone and find her rationality to the place Tojoji mentioned. As for how to go, of course, he could only use the night to lie quietly on the voyage ship.
Three days ago, Saya used his cell phone to make several harassing calls to the nurse designated by Sutho. Seeing the nurse pick up the phone and complaining that "it's like this again", he knew that Saya had successfully obtained the rationality and should be on the way back now.
What we need to do next is just hiding. As for the future path, I won’t consider it for now.
These are not the most troublesome and complicated things you have to face right now.
These things are just the most boring imagination after being solved. No matter how you think about it, the result is decided.
"Tu, the weather outside is very good today."
The girl opened the curtains and put her waist on her waist, as if she was breathing fresh air.
But in the ward at noon, what else is there to smell besides the stuffy smell of disinfectant?
Silent.
Watching her.
His haggard and thin body was obviously like a porcelain doll that broke when touched, but he always became harder than steel at critical moments, as if nothing could be defeated.
Cognitive impairment was deliberately revealed by Su Tor half a month ago, and then he was told that he had recovered after several rounds of psychological tests.
But Su To stop talking and pretending to be like this.
They told her, "Although the cognitive impairment has recovered, the sequelae of the car accident that had not disappeared after a longer-term car accident, so...
Anyway, no one thinks they are pretending.
"Hey."
"Look through, what I'm wearing today is the XP style I found on your hard drive. Is it good-looking?"
"Really, I would have worn it earlier if I had known you liked this style. There are several sets of wardrobe at home, hehe..."
She briskly picked up the A-shaped gray plaid skirt and turned around. The blue bow and ribbon on the neckline were floating, and the white calf socks and the already beautiful legs looked very jk-like.
No one responded, but she could always bloom with a brilliant smile in front of herself who was silently watching.
But Su To couldn't praise her, nor could she joke with her like before, let alone hug her.
I just pretended to be silent, feeling the warm sunshine shining on me outside the window in vain thought.
Even she has to hurt her like this.
So cruel to myself.
ps: I found that the duplicate chapters were not posted by the author incorrectly to make up the word count. It means that some chapters were blocked and replaced by the system. I will work hard to change them and try to release them from the small black room as soon as possible.
Chapter completed!