"I···"

Throwing off the cigarette butt, Su Tor looked at the sudden and lit up Huo Xin, and his hand that was placed on her chest did not move.

Even though I have that kind of impulse physiologically, I only feel sad psychologically.

Why do you have to be so polite to yourself?

"through."

"Do you still hate me even if you lose your memory?"

Xia Li'er clenched Su Tuo's hem tightly.

"It's not that I hate it, I just said that I can't do that now."

“Woo…”

"Do I really have no room for being liked?"

"no···"

Su Tuo was stiff and did not dare to look at her. Now her eyes were too direct and it was impossible to answer.

"Then why don't you accept me!"

"It was my fault before I lost my memory! It was because I was timid and afraid of things and people who laughed at my feelings. It was my fault. I was willing to atone for my sins for the rest of my life."

"But why is it now?"

"I don't remember anything and don't know anything anymore. Why are you still unwilling to accept me?"

"What the hell am I going to do?"

"It's obvious that I can finally get along with Tou."

"Or it's still impossible to do anything, I will never do the same as before..."

“Woooooo…”

"Tuo, tell me, what should I do? How can I stay with you?"

She may have collapsed.

While crying, he said hysterically.

Su Tou couldn't say anything, so he could only stay away from her, looked at her face silently and said, "I'm sorry, I can't tell you what to do. I'm already lost my memory and I don't remember your affairs at all. Your love is unequal to me who is not sound now."

If you are a vulgar person, you may say that no matter how many of them, it is also good to accept it physically.

But Sutho can't do it.

It doesn't matter if she is a voluntary woman, but Su Tuo is unwilling to blaspheme her sincere feelings.

"Is this how?"

"Even if I am aware of the Tsubasa, don't you want to look at me more?"

"so···"

"Wow!"

Xia Li'er suddenly took out a fruit knife from the coffee table drawer and murmured: "Then it's not interesting to be alive."

"Sher!"

"Are you crazy?!"

Fortunately, Su Duo quickly grabbed the knife and leaned to the side, otherwise she would have pierced her own heart.

"Ha ha."

Xia Li'er suddenly smiled: "I knew that Tou would never look at me dead. Tou was lying to me, but in fact Tou didn't have any feelings for me."

"It hurts so much? It doesn't matter."

She gently pulled Su Tou's palm, which was still dripping with blood, placed it beside her mouth, and licked it gently.

"Crazy. It's really crazy."

For a moment, Su Tou became afraid of her.

If she had been slowing a little bit just now, she would have died. Su Tou would have known this point when he just held the knife and felt the resolute force.

Just to prove that question, she could hand the knife to her chest without hesitation.

gentle?

Married attributes?

No, it all disappeared. Only the impression of crazy remained.

Su Tuo looked at her muffled, watching her take out a snow-white bandage from the room and wrap it around her palms.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

While apologizing, Xia Lier gently kissed Su Tuo's face.

"Let's go back to the room together."

She held Sutu's arm and took Sutu back to the guest room.

Su Tou was lying on the bed, and she was lying beside her, pressing Su Tou's arms.

"Tuo, you won't be afraid of me because of what happened just now, are you?"

"Don't worry."

"I will never do anything that hurts you. I like you. For example, even if you cheat, I will only look for reasons in myself and ask myself where I didn't do it well enough."

"As long as Tsuma does not reject me, I will be satisfied. I don't want to die just like this, at least in the world where Tsuma is there, I absolutely don't want to die."

Xia Lier's voice sounds very nice.

Su Tou said nothing, letting her twitch in her arms, and she was also indifferent to touching her through her pants. No reaction means that psychologically and physically inevitable things cannot be controlled by humans.

Until she was lying on herself.

"I feel disgusted."

Su Tor spoke: "If you like me who has memories so much, then what is it like to do such a thing to me who has no memories now? If I restore my memories, how will I view you now? Have you ever thought about it?"

"I like it enough, I'm willing to do it no matter what."

"You are willing, and you are willing to keep silent. Have you ever asked me if I have a sound memory or not?"

Sutho asked.

Xia Li'er's movements stopped.

"You obviously want to use my amnesia to escape the mistakes you said, why should you be so righteous and infatuated?"

"Why don't you continue?"

"Come on. I'm also a man with normal physiological needs. Come on, don't be polite."

"You keep going!"

Su Tor reached out and grabbed her shoulder, forcing her to look straight into her eyes.

One second.

Two seconds.

Xia Li'er got off Su Tor, took her coat, underwear, and went out with the pillow he brought.

From beginning to end, Su Tou never stopped her from doing anything.

If she really wants to continue to make mistakes like this, then it’s OK. Su To will use her as a tool, it doesn’t matter.

If even she doesn't respect that relationship, why should Su Tuo respect it?

but···

Just now, she probably defeated her psychological defense line. Su Tor saw all the expressions of losing something in an instant. Compared to crying, that state should be even more uncomfortable.

What else can you cry because of? What else can you want to get or beg for? There are corresponding goals.

And she suddenly woke up, understood what she was doing, or regretted it, or felt a sense of disgust ten times stronger than Sutu. Even Sutu felt disgusted, so it would be normal for her to have ten times more than Sutu as a sound memory.

"well."

Su Tou turned over.

Let's talk to her tomorrow. He thought.

the next day.

When Su Tou got up again, he found that Xia Li'er was dead.

Since she hadn't come out of the room for a long time, Su Tor pushed open the door and entered her room out of concern.

The sun shines on the quilt.

Xia Li'er lay quietly on the bed, with her hands peacefully placed on her abdomen outside the quilt. The expression on her face seemed to be as kind as the Virgin.
To be continued...