Didn't he still have some space in his cargo box? He put in some clothing such as bread clothes and women's coats.

This surprised my cousin: "Okura, the weather is getting hotter and hotter now. It's time to change into cooler clothes. Who are you buying some cotton clothes to sell to?"

Okura smiled: "Sister, it's because I'm going to change into summer clothes soon that I want to sell cotton-padded clothes, and cotton-padded clothes sell better than summer clothes."

At this point, my cousin was completely confused.

But then, she seemed to realize something.

Because after Okura came back, he did not go home, but went directly to the provincial capital.

I went to several clothing stores in the provincial capital and sold the clothes I brought back to others.

My cousin saw clothing stores hanging cotton-padded clothes with signs like "off-season sale" or something like that.

After they had given away all the clothes in several stores, when they came back, the first store's cotton-padded clothes had been "on sale".

He also stopped Okura's car and asked him if he had any more?

This really taught my cousin a lesson.

Selling cotton-padded clothes in summer actually sells better than summer clothes!

What's the point?

Okura then went to the store to deliver the electronic products in the car one by one.

I worked until dark, and except for the electrical cables I bought for my own use, all the goods in the car were sold out.

My cousin has lost count of how much it sold for.

But she knew that her cousin would be old after just ten days out and a trip to the south.

After delivering the goods and finding a hotel to stay, the rest was time for Okura to take the three of them to taste the provincial capital's delicacies.

However, Okura found that he was even more timid about being close to his hometown, and his cousin became more and more preoccupied.

He knew that when he first went out, the farther south he went and the further away from home, the less impact the changes in his family would have on his cousin.

But now, I will be home tomorrow.

Those things at my cousin's house must have come up again bit by bit.

However, Okura didn't want to comfort his cousin yet.

Because the time has not come yet.

Even at the beginning, when his cousin got divorced, Okura didn't try to persuade her.

Because he knew very well that at that time, no matter how eloquent, reasonable, or eloquent you were, it would be of no use to your cousin.

For my cousin at that time, no matter how hard you said it, you could not relieve her pain - unless you could return Zhong Zhenjun to her.

In other words, let's turn back time and prevent Zhong Zhenjun from having an affair.

Only in this way can we save my cousin.

But, is that possible?

No one can give her a flawless Zhong Zhenjun back.

Then any language is feeble.

Therefore, he neither offered any explanation nor asked the ins and outs of his cousin's divorce from Zhong Zhenjun.

Until now, Okura and her cousin have not mentioned a word about their divorce.

We had another big meal at a landmark restaurant in the provincial capital. After eating, we took the three of us to see the night view of the provincial capital before returning to the hotel.

Okura noticed that his cousin was getting more and more depressed.

After bathing the two children, watching Okura making fun of them, my cousin said she wanted to go downstairs for a walk.

The weather is getting hotter, so go out and get some fresh air.

Okura didn't stop him either.

He knew that his cousin at this moment would no longer die.

What she is worried about right now is where to go after she goes back?

How to live next?

Also, since she didn't want to die, she must have regretted giving up her two children to her husband during the divorce.

These are issues that my cousin needs to consider.

Although Okura has already thought about it for her cousin, let her sort out her thoughts first and think about it for herself first.

After she has thought everything over, she will correct her mistakes.

My cousin went downstairs alone, full of worries.

Speaking of the provincial capital, it used to be such a distant and sacred place for housewives who never left home.

However, I got into my cousin's car and spread my wings to the far south, thousands of miles away from home.

When I returned to the north from the southernmost tip of the motherland, although I hadn't arrived home yet, I felt like I was home when I arrived in my provincial capital.

The local accent, climate, and the fragrance of flowers in early summer are all familiar smells from my hometown.

It's hard to imagine my state of mind at this moment. Just a dozen days ago, I was a despairing person who was determined to die.

What a painful ordeal it was!

My heart was so painful that I wished I could vomit, and there were no other thoughts in my mind. The question of why Zhong Zhenjun betrayed him was always lingering around.

After thinking about it once, come back and think about it again, it's like an endless loop of being stabbed by needles.

This kind of pain was so unbearable that for her, every second was unbearable torture.

At that time, she just wanted to send the child back as soon as possible and then die herself.

Death is called eternal sleep, and you will never wake up, and you don't have to endure this kind of torture every second.

When she thought about that kind of relief, she longed for it.

I can't wait to enter that long, painless sleep.

In fact, as soon as she had breakfast that day and followed Zhong Zhenjun to go through the divorce procedures, she knew that she would not survive next year.

The weather was particularly good that day, the air in late spring was particularly fresh, and it was the season of blooming flowers.

Along the way, the fragrance of various flowers filled the whole world.

However, everything in the world in front of her, every flower and every grass, was so dazzling and painful in her eyes.

The bright sunshine above her head shone dappledly on her through the trees on the roadside, and it was like a poisonous light to her.

The fragrance of various flowers has become so pungent.

The last days of spring were unforgettable to her and had an unparalleled level of recognition.

She thought that there would never be another late spring like this in her life.

Because she couldn't bear the season with such a high degree of recognition, as well as the sunshine, flowers and trees in this season.

But now, just more than ten days later, her mood is quietly changing.

She found that her heart didn't hurt so much anymore.

At least she walked quietly on the path under the shade of the trees alone. No matter how her heart was tumbling and the pain rising up, she was pleasantly surprised to find that she could bear it.

I have endured it to the point where I can face it without dying.

In other words, she doesn't want to die.

Since you don’t want to die, you have to consider the practical issues after divorce.

The children must come back, both of them.

Also, where do you live with your two children?

Go back to your parents’ home?

In fact, among the factors that made her determined to die, in addition to the unbearable pain and suffering, she also believed that she would be homeless after the divorce.

She is a traditional woman and has the traditional thoughts of all traditional women of this era.

Divorced women have also been exposed to savages.

When she became a scourge, the first thing she thought of was that she would rather die than return to her parents' home.

You cannot bring bad luck to your parents' family as an unlucky thing.

Now she still thinks this way and cannot return to her parents' home.

Didn't Okura have several factories? She thought that she could go to work in Okura's factory.

They have food and accommodation in the factory, so they have a place to stay.

But what about the children?

She has indeed regretted it. She should not have had a child when she should have divorced.

Now she wants to have both children.

But what if the eldest daughter goes to school with her two children?

There is also a younger one, only two and a half years old. If I work in Okura’s factory, who will look after the child?

All of these are problems.

She felt unable to untie it again.

Of course, if it couldn't be solved, she no longer thought about dying.

Now that she has been able to face and bear the pain of being betrayed by the man she loved deeply, she has enough energy left to think about her children.

As a mother of a child, is it so easy to bear to die and leave the poor child without a mother?
Chapter completed!