As a son and husband, Zhong Zhenjun knows better than anyone how deep his parents' feelings are for their daughter-in-law.

Including the last time he was forced by Wu Xinli to apply for divorce from his wife, he has actually been in a dilemma.

I always knew how much risk I was taking by doing this.

And how much harm it does to my parents, wife and children.

He knows that once divorced, his wife is likely to die.

I know that once they get divorced, their parents will be as sad as if their eldest son died in the army.

However, he has always been unable to control himself.

Since the last incident, when he was controlled by Wu Xingang and beaten violently, he has actually learned a big lesson.

And every time he thought about what happened on the day of the incident, he felt scared.

He made up his mind completely and severed ties with Wu Xinli again.

The relationship was temporarily severed, but because the time together with Wu Xinli was not short, the common hobbies the two developed were still maintained.

That is, although they live in a small town, it does not prevent them from keeping up with the times. At least in terms of spiritual life, they consider themselves to be at the forefront of the times.

For example, they are all movie fans and movie lovers.

"Popular Films", "Liaoning Youth", and "Reader's Digest" are all collected in one issue.

In the past two years, they have also begun to like modern poetry.

I searched frantically for books and periodicals about modern poetry and excerpted verses that I thought were beautiful.

And as the trend of advocating modern poetry in society becomes more and more powerful, they are even more convinced that they are at the forefront of the times.

They heard that in big cities, if any young person does not have a small notebook for copying poems, he is outdated and old-fashioned.

They consider themselves trendy and romantic.

And I firmly believe in the ideas of individual freedom and liberation permeated in these poems.

Even though the relationship between the two broke off, Zhong Zhenjun still reads and collects these magazines.

Especially "Zhiyin", which was launched in January this year, has become Wu Xinli's favorite.

January of 1985 was actually the end of the lunar calendar.

Just before the Chinese New Year, Zhong Zhenjun received a letter from Wu Xinli.

She said in the letter that she was lovesick and felt like she wouldn't live for a few more days.

I've been sick these days.

During her illness, she learned to write a short poem.

It may not be well written and may be very childish, but this is the true expression of her longing heart.

I think I’ve done a great job:

"I thought

Burying the girl's reserve

Why should you

tell your tenderness

If there is a true purity

Enough for you and me to have in this life

originally thought

Missed the flowering period

I won’t be walking in the past

change of seasons

So many stories can disappear.”

I don’t know what Zhong Zhenjun read in the poem, but after reading the letter, he burst into tears.

Moreover, I miss Wu Xinli even more.

Especially when he saw Wu Xinli saying that she was lovesick and that she would die soon, Zhong Zhenjun was heartbroken.

However, after a fierce ideological struggle, he still restrained himself.

Still dare not contact Wu Xinli again.

After the New Year, the first lunar month comes. “The glaciers are thawing, butterflies are flying, bears are having fun, spring is warm, flowers are blooming, and everything is reviving. It’s a good season for mating...”

Wu Xinli wrote again.

This letter did not specifically describe how much I missed him, but just said that I had written another poem.

Or because I missed him too much and felt that I was over-expressing myself, I thought my writing was pretty good:

"The light rain in March

It's a lover's tears

The peach blossoms that have not yet fully bloomed in the courtyard

Being driven into the twilight drop by drop

Lovesickness is so sad

Iron and stone can also be melted..."

Zhong Zhenjun burst into tears again.

He felt that Wu Xinli wrote very well, and every word hit his heart.

So talented.

The keyword words and sentences are full of longing for him, how romantic.

I love him so passionately and deeply.

Coupled with the warmth of spring and the blooming of flowers, this is indeed a season that makes all living things ready to move.

Zhong Zhenjun couldn't bear it anymore and started to contact Wu Xinli again.

Then the woodwork factory contracted by Lao Wu's family closed down, and Wu Xinli moved out of her home. It became easier for the two of them to communicate secretly.

It’s almost to the point of singing every night.

Even after experiencing the lessons of the past, the two of them no longer dared to go to the county cinema to watch a movie together.

This means that two people can go to a movie theater in a larger city to watch a movie.

Anyway, the two of them are not short of money.

Wu Xinli earns a lot of money and has a small treasury of her own.

Zhong Zhenjun's salary is very high. He lives in a rural area and has little expenses. He has also saved a lot of money.

It allows two people to go to the big city and enjoy themselves occasionally.

Not only did they watch movies together in better cinemas in big cities, the two of them also imitated the behavior of city dwellers.

When summer was coming, I bought a swimsuit and went to the beach to swim.

This experience of living the life of a high-ranking person made Zhong Zhenjun intoxicated.

Although Wu Xinli doesn't look as good as Wei Hong, she is still an unmarried girl and has never given birth to a child.

When she put on her swimsuit, the impact on men's vision was something Zhong Zhenjun had never experienced before.

When wearing a swimsuit, you almost don't look at your face.

Only focus on certain parts.

Although Zhong Zhenjun is very familiar with those parts, it has always been his patent.

However, when enjoying patents, it is basically done in the dark.

Watching it up close under the white flowers in the sun can mobilize all aspects of touch, vision, taste, etc.

Reach the realm of color, fragrance and taste.

Zhong Zhenjun was intoxicated.

He knew that his wife Wei Hong was a woman who had given birth to a child.

Moreover, she has never been to school and is illiterate.

Wei Hong would never be able to make him feel like this in his entire life.

It is impossible for him to live a high-class life in his lifetime.

It is even more impossible to give him such a passionate romance.

Especially when visiting big cities, Wu Xinli bought the most fashionable clothes in big cities.
To be continued...