Chapter 56
"At far away from us, there was a young man named Ivan... Yes, yes, his surname is Yi, and his name is Ivan... This is not important.
"He, because of some bad memories of childhood, his life, which should have been smooth sailing, became full of scars.
"One day, he discovered that through a magical diary, it is a book, you can go back to the past. Going back to the past means you can change the past...
"Ivan especially hopes to return to the old days to make up for some regrets. He did.
"He stopped the evil things from happening, and his life with his relatives and friends changed a lot... For a long time, he tasted the sweetness and thought he had succeeded.
"However, the collapse seemed to happen in a moment-"
How could that happen? Jiang Fosang was puzzled when he first heard this story.
Regardless of whether it is true or not, if it is true and a person can really go back to the past, then as a prophet, you can completely avoid all risks. Even if you cannot become a winner in life, you will not collapse.
The middle-aged scholar with a clear face laughed when he heard this: "Ivan probably thought so at first. But he soon discovered that everything he changed in the past had brought unexpected consequences..."
"What consequences?" she asked.
"In the first chapter, he successfully saved his fiancée's unfortunate childhood, but indirectly harmed his fiancée's brother-in-law. Faced with his brother-in-law's revenge, he was too defensive and went to prison for this... In the second chapter, he harmed his friends and became the murderer... In the third chapter, finally, his friends were all happy, but he lost his healthy body, his lover became someone else's, and his mother also suffered from incurable symptoms due to this incident.
"Anyway, whenever he tries to help someone, everything will be messed up...
"A change is changed everywhere, and mistakes are one after another. The regrets of the past have been made up, but they have led to greater regrets. The people he wants to save, his friends, including himself, have also slipped into deeper abyss one after another.
"In this way, in order to make up for one mistake after another, Ivan had to return again and again to correct...
"But no matter how repeatedly he traveled between the past and reality, he would only get one irreversible ending after another... Later, even the simplest vision of the first and most simple ones became a bubble.
"He certainly was unwilling to give up. Through that magical diary, he tried to go back to earlier-
"However, the result seems to have been written long ago, no matter how hard he struggles, it will be futile.
"As long as he tries to change, there will always be more and worse things happening. Even if the change is a trivial little thing, it will affect the future. The greater the change, the more impact it will gradually get out of control...
"For the last time, he returned to his mother's son, and he grabbed the umbilical cord with his molded hand and wrapped it around his neck - he chose to kill himself."
After hearing this, Jiang Fosang felt uneasy for a long time.
She didn't understand, in this story, Ivan was obviously a favored by God, so how could he have come to this point?
But the gentleman said that whether to favor or not depends on two aspects.
"The good side - having the opportunity to regret and come back again and again, life has many possibilities, so how lucky it is. You ask every adult with a flaw in his heart, who has never had a dream of going back to the past and changing his destiny.
"The bad side - you can also see from Ivan that changing destiny is not always easy and happy, it can cause trouble. Even if the purpose is achieved, things will change.
"What Ivan got is not superpowers, but endless choices, and each choice is followed by countless bad possibilities - do you think it's good or bad?"
"Mr. Nayi's meaning, shouldn't Ivan go back at the beginning?"
Although Jiang Fosang asked this, he did not think so.
After all, if there is really a chance to return to the past, who can resist it?
The gentleman also admitted: "If there is really such an opportunity, it's okay to try it, but remember that no one's life is perfect. Ivan may be wrong because he refuses to accept the existence of defects, and he refuses to coexist with defects, so he chases it to the end and only gets a falsehood."
Jiang Fosang heard this silently.
On the one hand, she felt absurd, like a fantasy; on the other hand, she couldn't help but look forward to something vaguely.
"Can't everyone be Ivan? I can't make everything better?"
The gentleman shook his head and laughed at her stupidity, but he didn't say anything.
"Ivan is not everyone, and everyone has the opportunity to return to the past. Maybe, maybe it can make everything better, but that requires extremely strong spirit, extremely perseverance, and... "
"What else do you need?" she asked.
The gentleman smiled, "You must have a heart that is not moved or hurt."
Jiang Fosang asked him: "Mr. Ruo also has such a divine book. Do you want to do it again?"
The gentleman was silent for a moment, shook his head, and said, "No, there is no need."
"Why?" Mr. is obviously a person who loves novelty and try.
The gentleman said nothing, and after a long time he sighed and said nothing.
Jiang Fosang saw a trace of loneliness and fatigue in his eyes.
Sir, tired...
She was a little tired, too.
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"Female, female... wake up."
Since I heard the news that I was transferred to the Xiao family, the lady has become a little wrong, sometimes in a trance and sometimes in a sad mood.
The good mother was worried, so she stayed to watch.
It was fine in the first half of the night, but suddenly I heard the murmurs in the second half of the night, and my mother hurriedly raised the lantern to see it.
The woman was really stuck, and she grabbed the brocade quilt with her hands tightly, and the man shrank into a ball. When the mother touched her, she found that she was trembling all over and was talking nonsense.
What does "she doesn't want to be ten thousand" mean? Who is ten thousand? What's wrong with ten thousand?
The good mother was righted and saw that her face was pale and she trembled even harder, as if she had encountered something extremely terrible in her dream.
He hurriedly pushed her to wake her up.
Jiang Fosang opened his eyes, and the eyes were empty.
Liang's mother reached out to wave her hand, anxious and helpless: "My wife, if you have something to do, please tell my mother, don't hold it in your heart, you'll be so suffocated!"
Jiang Fosang seemed to be unable to hear it, so he got up and left the room before his shoes were worn.
The servant who was guarding the door was gone - the emperor had already given him a marriage, and she had nowhere to go except Binzhou.
Liang's mother reacted and chased her out, and found that the girl was wandering around the yard like a wandering soul.
I won’t find ten thousand yuan anymore, what gentleman is he chanting?
The tone was anxious and urgent, like a lost child calling to his mother, and the sounds made people feel inexplicably nervous.
The good mother was a little scared. What happened to the lady? Don’t just hit some evil spirits…
She didn't dare to think deeper.
The sky is getting colder, and the woman is wearing only her bedding. How can she have a good life if she falls ill again?
He didn't dare to go over rashly, fearing that he would shock her soul.
Until she gradually stood in a certain place, stopped moving, and no longer muttered anything, she went forward to hold hands and coaxed and persuaded her to pull the person into the house.
He resettled the person onto the bed and was about to turn off the lights when Jiang Fosang called out.
Liang Mother turned around and found that the female eyes were no longer foggy, and it was a little clear.
"The lady is awake?"
Jiang Fosang nodded.
The good mother was mixed with joy and sorrow: "The lady was just in a slight moment, but she scared the old slave."
"Don't worry about me, my mother." Jiang Fosang smiled, "I figured it out."
People cannot take the wrong path, it is best not to have a single step.
If you are already wrong, there is no other way. Let go of your obsession, move forward, and don't look back.
Mr. I am right. Everyone will have more or less misfortune and small gaps in their life to accept this incomplete life, rather than living in regret and worry all day long.
Jiang Fosang believes that she will not be the next Ivan.
No matter how bad the situation is, she will never allow herself to be the next Ivan.
Liang Mother thought she was thinking about the marriage with Mr. Xiao Wu.
I was relieved and distressed: "You will be fine if the woman figured it out. The auspicious period is right in front of me. The woman must be careful. If you make a mistake, you may not be able to make a good marriage. Maybe Mr. Xiao Wu is the woman's good man."
Benevolent man? Jiang Fosang curled his lips and his smile flew in an instant.
Chapter completed!