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Chapter 27, I love you and stay safe (27/100)

"It's a sense of security, opposite? Ouni?"

Inna smiled: "This is your own answer, not mine."

"Yes, it's my answer." Ji Eun-chan smiled bitterly. She used to be close to terrorists because of her sense of security, but now she keeps terrorists away from her for the same reason.

Terrorists are right, but they are wrong. They destroy the terrorists' sense of security, break everything up, unable to restore, and never return to the past.

Inna looked at Ji Eun-chan and touched her mind, and advised: "In fact, some people are just a piece of ice in their hearts. They long for warmth, but if they get closer, they will be afraid of melting and losing themselves. So they always have to take a step back and keep the temperature of intimate relationships constant. They can love, but they cannot truly love. Their love is... I have been learning Chinese recently, and an idiom in it is to like dragons, but I was scared away."

Zhien-chan smiled miserably: "It's Ye Gong Haolong. My Chinese has made great progress, because I am really working hard to study... I have worked hard..."

Inna looked at Ji Eun-chan and said helplessly, "If there is a god in charge of love in this world, then this god must be a very perverted god. He often brings two people who are destined to abuse their love together, and entangles those who disappear at any time and those who can never let go. It's actually no big deal to think about it like this."

Ji Eun-chan shook her head, and she was so pitiful that she even tears fell: "No, it's obviously big, big, so big that my whole heart is about to be suffocated."

Inna was stunned and looked at Ji-eun-chan. Ji-eun-chan was also stunned and looked at Inna with grievance. The two of them paused and laughed again. It was not a happy smile, but a helpless smile.

Inna said: "So I said that even separation should be a good attitude of getting together and parting. If the process goes well, people will face separation normally, and if they are injured in this process, they will become two kinds of people."

"Two kinds of people?" Ji-eun-chan asked, "Which two?"

Inna replied: "One is someone who leaves without saying goodbye, and the other is someone who can never say goodbye."

Ji Eun-chan suddenly realized and whispered: "Yes, that's it. He's such a person. He can never say goodbye to someone."

Faced with such a truth, Ji Enchan felt even more uncomfortable. But after thinking about it again, Ji Enchan felt that something seemed wrong.

I just left without saying goodbye this time, but the terrorists' attitude was a bit too serious. In the past, terrorists had never been angry with them to such an extent!

The more Ji Eun-chan thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong. Even when he was hostile to the terrorists, even if he threw cosmetics directly onto the terrorists, even when the terrorist bipolar disorder broke out, he had never been so angry.

So... the root of the problem seems not to be yourself, but to...

The name immediately appeared in Ji Eun-chan's heart: victoria!

They cannot face separation normally, and thus become people who cannot say goodbye. That's right, the reason why terrorists are angry is not just because they leave without saying goodbye, but more because they are still scared!

Ji Eun-chan didn't know anything about terrorists and victoria. So after thinking about this, he immediately understood a lot of things.

So what do terrorists want to do when they come to South Korea?

Ji-eun-chan looked at Inna and asked, "Ohni, if someone was injured like that, would anyone have the chance to trust again?"

Inna nodded: "Yes, but it's difficult. If there is no good enough hug, such a person will either run around and escape from any warmth for the rest of his life. Or he will continue to chase after him all his life and cannot truly have the love he desires. It's probably that. At least I think so."

Ji Eun-chan said: "Actually, in the words, I hate the word 'farewell'."

Inna smiled and said, "Sometimes parting is liberation, leaving the unbearable people, leaving the unbearable past. But most of the time, parting is sad. But even if you hate it, saying goodbye is still a topic that cannot be abandoned. It is also something that most people fear in their hearts. Because every farewell means a new beginning. People are always uneasy about the unknown and depend on the known status quo, even if the status quo is like a bed covered with beans."

"But Oni, you know I'm never afraid to face the brand new." Ji-eun-chan said: "I'm not afraid to face the unknown, I'm never afraid."

"I know. Because this is you! Because of your nature, you can get to where you are today." Inna said: "Life is like this. You want to say goodbye, tell your heart, and take care of the past. Unfortunately, there is no such opportunity. You are always caught off guard and always change. It's like a book, many pages torn in the middle, and once you turn this chapter, the ending will be waiting there for a long time."

Ji-eun-chan looked at Inna and smiled slightly: "Ohni, thank you."

Inna touched Ji-eun-chan's little head: "The older a person grows, the more he will understand many things. This is probably the only benefit that I am older than you, and I can be praised."

"Onie is not old." Chien-chan continued to smile.

Inna said earnestly to Ji Eun-chan: "We spent too much time with our past, and we were young or simply chose to leave quietly. In fact, it was to hide our panic and let ourselves jump into the long river of life and become mature, complex and sophisticated."

"All girls once thought they were princesses in their youth, and they were persistent in finding another person in their lives, and even indulged in their emotions. But they would eventually understand that they were the only ones who could really stand up straight in the end. We looked for our own shadows in movies and novels, so we resonated with each other. But from that, we could never find our own life, so we should never guess our own life with other people's stories, and we should not punish ourselves with other people's affairs."

Ji Enchan nodded: "So Oni said that life is not a movie or novel. The plot gives readers, audiences comfort and be moved by the plot, and life should be truly experienced by yourself. Enjoy a decisive farewell and decisiveness is the best way to say goodbye. No matter what kind of obstacles you face, the experience you face is another meaning of life."

Ji Eun-chan will never forget that on that summer night, she was lying on an old sofa, watching the terrorists busy in the kitchen. Amid the buzz of insects and the terrorists complaining, the uneasiness and fear disappeared, curious and expecting, the unknown tomorrow.

At this moment, it was like returning to that night, in the sky full of colorful clouds, I was looking forward to the beginning of a new day.

Ji-eun-chan finally showed a smile from the bottom of her heart: "I understand."

Inna asked, "What do you think after you understand? What do you think? What do you want to do?"

"Nothing." Ji-eun-chan said, "I'm just not afraid."

What is Ji-En-chan afraid of? Perhaps no one knows except Ji-En-chan herself.

Life is nothing more than six words: love cannot be achieved, hate separation.

This is probably what terrorists are like, they love but cannot get it, and they hate them to part.

Ji-En-chan is probably much better than terrorists, because Ji-En-chan understands that the only thing that can be repeated in this sea of ​​joys and sorrows and separations is nothing more than six words.

"If you love, love, hate, hate!"
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