Chapter one hundred and thirty-six, a new life, refuse to be hypocritical
"Depending on how you look now, I bet that your bipolar disorder is not good at all, right?" Dr. Bai is worthy of being an expert and saw through Wang Taika's thoughts at once.
Wang Taika woke up from a dream and then suddenly realized. No wonder his emotions suddenly changed so much at that time, and even said so many sour words, so pretentiousness, and even felt a chill when he remembered it. It turned out that... the depression caused by bipolar disorder has begun again?
"Doctor, I did get better before! Nothing happened!" Wang Taika said: "I always felt heavy and restless before. But then I suddenly got better and nothing happened. But this time, I just..."
"First of all, I want to correct it!" Dr. Bai said: "Presentment is not a disease, but a personality. So don't treat pretentiousness as a disease, it is wrong. When pretentiousness comes, it is usually the most vulnerable manifestation of human personality. When people want to express something very much, but find that language is powerless, they will become pretentious. This is a person's personality. Or, everyone has pretentious factors. But this depends on everyone's personality. If a person is decisive enough, he will cut off everything before pretentious."
"I'm a little confused. Sorry, I'm a foreigner, please slow down." Wang Taika said.
"I mean, pretentiousness is not always sick, but it is really fatal to deal with it. But pretentious people still enjoy it. Pretentious personality is usually the same." Dr. Bai looked at Wang Taika and said, "That means he hasn't grown up."
"Didn't you grow up?" Wang Taika was stunned and said, "Doctor, I'm blunt, how big is it to take out?"
"You..." Dr. Bai said helplessly: "I mean, mind! It is immature mind! It is as the saying goes, childish! Just like you just now."
"I'm childish?" Wang Taika smiled absurdly: "Doctor, I dare say that the dangers I experienced were countless times more dangerous than you. I remember when I was a videographer, I was in the wild..."
"Stop!" Dr. Bai still smiled: "Can I understand this way? An adult will not often show off his former glory to others? Or only children will say how powerful he was before?"
"You..." Wang Taika was a little speechless. It's not a psychologist. He saw a lot of things very thoroughly.
"So, this is immature naivety. Because of naivety, there is no accurate expectation of many things, which leads to extreme disconfidence when facing many things that cannot be controlled, and even give up on oneself and become neurotic. In the end, it can only rely on language and spiritual cheating to gain some attention. This is no different from the fact that children roll around on the ground in order to ask adults for candy! And this is the source of pretentiousness!"
"Stop talking! Stop it!" Wang Taika covered his head, feeling a little...why? Although he didn't want to admit it, what this psychologist said really hit the nail on the head!
Wang Taika knew before that he could not keep Song Xiangcai. In desperation, he only hoped to use many hypocritical words to move Song Xiangcai, but it was obvious that it was useless. Instead... he disgusted himself!
Even at this moment, Wang Taika realized something else, such as Song Xiangcai's departure. Perhaps the reason why Song Xiangcai left was that Wang Taika was too immature, like a child, and was pretentious. Perhaps because Wang Taika like this, he could not give Song Xiangcai a stable sense of security, so...
"Immaturity, childishness, so pretentious." Wang Taikamo read it once, then sighed: "I didn't expect that such a simple truth can only be understood now. No wonder, haha, no wonder the more I said those words, the more she wanted to leave. I thought that what I said was not emotional enough, but it turned out that it was because I said too much and became pretentious."
Wang Taika wanted to laugh because she was really ridiculous. She thought that the way to keep her was actually the reason for forcing that person away. How ridiculous? What's even more ridiculous is that after so many years, she still didn't know it.
When Dr. Bai saw Wang Taika's reaction, he knew that his language stimulation had achieved results, so he quickly continued to ask: "Now stabilize your emotions and answer a few questions from me. The first question is, when you are emotionally out of control and become pretentious, do you feel like you are collapsed and depressed when you recurrence of bipolar disorder?"
"Yes!" Wang Taika answered very decisively this time.
"The second question is, what was the reason when you were depressed?"
“Because...one person.”
"The third question, you mistakenly thought bipolar disorder was cured, why?"
"It's because...one person."
"Same person? Don't hesitate, follow your heart! Answer me!"
"yes......"
“Is that right?”
"yes!"
"So you like her, right?"
"right!"
In this quick question and answer, Wang Taika had no chance to think at all, and could only follow Dr. Bai's question and quickly answer his initial answer.
"Very good!" Dr. Bai nodded and said, "Actually, you are not very strange. I have seen hundreds of people who are depressed by love. Even people who come here to see a doctor are probably divided into two types. It has always been because of the pressure of life and work, and the other is emotion. So you don't have to be so nervous."
"Is it so exaggerated? Then, can I save myself like this?" Wang Taika asked.
Dr. Bai frowned and said, "To be honest, your current symptoms are really one of the most serious ones I have ever seen. Judging from your current psychological state, if you don't even adjust, the next step will be two outcomes. One is to give up on yourself due to depression, or even commit suicide. The other... probably schizophrenia. I even suspect that you already have precursors. After all, bipolar disorder itself is a bidirectional disease."
"It's so serious!" Wang Taika was startled: "Doctor, it's not right!"
"Actually, it wasn't, but..." Dr. Bai thought about the words and said, "If this disease comes little by little without interruption, then it's understandable. But after the question just now, can I understand this way that your bipolar disorder has been temporarily improved because of the appearance of a certain person. Or it's not good, but hidden. But because of this person, your bipolar disorder has relapsed. For anything, the result of this temporary relief will definitely be the next more serious recurrence."
"That's not to the point of schizophrenia or even suicide, right?" Wang Taika asked.
"Uh, it's not here yet, I'll give an example!" Dr. Bai laughed: "That's the most serious consequence. To be honest, many of the patients I received have suicidal tendencies. I can't disclose patient information, but I can tell you that there are idols in it. Moreover, mental illnesses are not a big fuss in Korea. As long as you treat it well, you don't dare to say that you have to stabilize and have a stable life. "
Wang Taika clenched his fists and wanted to kill the bastard doctor with one punch, but in the end he smiled dryly and nodded: "How to treat it?"
"We need multi-faceted treatment, I..." Dr. Bai was about to speak, but was interrupted by Wang Taika.
"Wait a minute!" Wang Taika turned around and pointed at Zhien Jiang in the corner of the wall: "I'm looking for her for medical expenses, and I'm like this because of her!"
Chapter completed!