A few days ago.

Wang Taika used the self-harm girl as a problem to test Snowball.

Snowball is also very talented and soon notices some minor truths.

At that time, Wang Taika felt that Snowball was a little strange. After all, it would take a while for normal people to recover from this kind of thing. But Snowball seemed to have suddenly lost his memory and forgot about it. He looked happy and heartless and cute.

Wang Taika was confused and asked casually: "Are you afraid of reading those things just now? Why do you feel like you are completely unaffected?"

Snowball replied: "I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid. But at this time I'll look even weaker. It's better to pretend that I don't know anything. Forget it and hypnotize yourself, as if these things were not experienced by myself. In this way, at least it won't be too uncomfortable at this moment."

When Wang Taika heard this, he was amused by such self-deception, but the next moment he suddenly thought of something terrifying.

"Is this the case?"

......

Today, when Wang Taika faced Huang Dongcheng again, he was already confident.

"Hong Dong-sung, aren't you already a god? Then why do you still like to watch "RM"? Isn't this Huang Chun-jae's habit?"

Wang Taika pressed step by step, but asked softly: "Because Huang Chunzai's marriage is not harmonious. Watching TV shows is one of the few ways you can get happiness, right? So... even if you go crazy, you retain this habit. You kill those who hurt you, set a fire, and then escape. You run to Seoul, and your first goal is these MCs in "RM".

Huang Dongcheng laughed: "So what?"

"You actually don't like Song Ji Hyo at all. You just want to use a way to possess that kind of happiness. In your eyes, Song Ji Hyo is just a symbol of a beautiful sense of ritual. You just want to destroy this sense of ritual."

Wang Taika took another step forward: "And this matter is evidence that you are still Huang Chunzai!"

Huang Dongcheng, who had been calm, was crazy: "I am not Huang Chunzai! I am Huang Dongcheng, I am a god! I am no longer a mortal!"

"No, you are Huang Chunzai." Wang Taika smiled and said, "I have a student's words that inspired me. When people encounter huge pain, they are afraid of appearing weaker. It is better to pretend not to know anything. Forget it and hypnotize yourself, as if these things were not experienced by themselves. In this way, at least they won't be too uncomfortable at this moment."

Wang Taika said: "So what you call becoming a god is not an enlightenment, but an escape. You deny everything you have encountered as Huang Chunzai, and you only admit that you have experienced as Huang Dongcheng. Because even now, you cannot accept the dark experiences that Huang Chunzai has experienced. You are afraid, you are afraid, you are trembling, you are panic, you are trembling, you are trembling, you are escaping!"

"I don't!" Huang Dongcheng: "I am a god! I am not Huang Chunzai!"

"You are Huang Chunzai! Those things are what you experienced. You just can't accept them, so you created a man named Huang Dongcheng out of thin air. You denied your first half of your life, you denied the relationship between Huang Chunzai and you. You lived in the name of Huang Dongcheng, and seeing Huang Chunzai was like looking at a stranger. Because you can't even accept your own past and face it. So you escape, until today, you have been escaping! So you call yourself God, because God has no emotions and six desires, and you are smart enough to think that there is no connection with those pain!"

"But! Huang Dongcheng, Huang Chunzai, you are wrong! You are still you, you are not a god! You refuse to contact ordinary people and forcefully determine that you are a god, just because you dare not face your own life! You imitate yourself just to escape! What kind of rituals to become gods are essentially just your abandonment of your own consciousness. A person can even give up on himself, which is really worse than ordinary people!"

Huang Dongcheng finally revealed his madness that he had never experienced before: "No, those who are not my life, I don't have that kind of life! My life, my life...ah, that's not my life!"

"Becoming a god is just an imaginary, you escape your past!" Wang Taika said: "You just think, ah, I become a god, then the pain of human beings has nothing to do with me. The things I experienced have nothing to do with me. The relationship with the past has been cut off, and what Huang Chunzai encountered seems to be struggling in the sea of ​​suffering in your previous life. You feel that your suffering is not in vain, becoming a god is reward. But you are wrong, this is just a ridiculous reason you find in order to find psychological balance. Your suffering is in vain. You hate the injustice of the world, so you become like this!"

Wang Taika pointed at Huang Dongcheng: "You have opened such a dark web to traffickill and enslave other people in order to vent the pain you have endured. You feel that you are a god, so you have the power to abuse all living beings! So you have become the so-called master, right? How ridiculous, someone who dares not face himself!"

"You know what I want to do!" Huang Dongcheng shouted wildly: "I want, I want to establish the supreme kingdom of God, and the pain will be rewarded. I, I am God! I am, me!"

Wang Taika sneered: "But Huang Chunzai's life is your life! You can't escape! What people fear the most is that they discover the least unknown secret of themselves, which has been discovered long ago. And I have discovered your secret. Your ritual is fake! You just want to escape from those pains! You are not God!"

"Ahhhh!" Huang Dongcheng's last line of defense completely collapsed.

Snowball's words were right. When people encounter pain, they always have sudden whimsy, fantasizing how good it would be if all these encounters did not come to them!

This is human nature. Everyone will think so when they encounter difficulties. Why is it me? Why am I so miserable?

From beginning to end, Huang Dongcheng could not face such a tragic life, so he finally chose to give up his former self and make himself another person!

From a victim to a perpetrator!

Wang Taika continued: "The sense of ritual, in fact, the sense of ritual is very important to everyone. The sense of ritual is separated and the sense of ritual is together. But in order to escape your miserable life, you have a so-called ritual of becoming a god. This ritual of becoming a god is just a psychological hint. You are deceiving yourself and telling yourself that from that day on, Huang Chunzai's pain has nothing to do with you, and you cut it off with one knife! After experiencing such a sense of ritual, you seem to have gained a new life!"
Chapter completed!