Chapter thirty-six, the sense of security lost and found
After hanging up the phone, Ji Enchan sat alone on the chair, looking at herself in the mirror, speechless for a long time.
Just like Wang Taika has a rational side named Albert, Ji Enchan also has her serious and serious side, but no one has seen this side except a very few people. And those few people they saw... are enemies.
This is an extremely real Ji-En-chan that has never been revealed to the public. In addition to the youthful and lively nature that is already in this age group, Ji-En-chan has another layer of depression, and this source comes from Ji-En-chan's experience.
What experience? Perhaps only Chien-chan herself knows it.
I remember a long time ago, Ji Eun-chan asked a question about the terrorists.
If one day you find that someone who is extremely familiar with you has another side, and even many unknown things, will you hate or even alienate that person?
Although she has always appeared in a cute image in front of the public, Chien-chan’s experience since childhood proves that she is not such a simple person.
Since childhood, I was staying at my grandmother's house with my younger brother. I was already sensitive and suffered a lot of rolling eyes and ridicule. When I grew up, I made money early because of the family's debt repayment problem. The pain and sadness behind this are more than others.
But Ji Eun-chan has been safe and sound all the way, and is getting better and better in the idol circle, relying on not just a good voice and cute appearance.
There are many more, but Ji Enchan will never let others know about these things. Or, Wang Taika will never let them know about them.
Some words are very unpleasant to say. But that's the truth.
If Ji Eun-chan is a simple person, she will not be able to get to where she is today. She also has her own thoughts, her own calculations, her own ideas, and good and bad. The national sister is a burden of honor, but no one is perfect, so is Ji Eun-chan.
In fact, people in this world are almost the same as Wang Taika, and they have so many shortcomings, but Wang Taika doesn't care what others think, but directly shows all the shortcomings. And more people wear gorgeous clothes, but what is hidden under them is extremely deliberate shortcomings.
Everyone in this world, if you look closely, they are covered in blood and darkness. The best way is not to think too much and accept the character.
You can accept the character when chasing an idol. But what about chasing a person you like? Can you accept all the shortcomings?
So love is a paradox. Is it because I fall in love with someone's strengths or accepting someone's weaknesses?
Ji-En-chan didn't tell Wang Taika about the program about Victoria. Although Ji-En-chan knew that if Wang Taika saw that program, she would definitely shake her feelings for Victoria, Ji-En-chan still did not do so.
Do not do to others what you do not want others to do to you.
Ji-eun-chan doesn't want to be treated like that, so she doesn't want to treat others like that.
My thoughts are getting more and more messy.
Ji-En-chan tapped his fingers on the table, making a regular sound, but he felt a little panicked. This mysterious call made Ji-En-chan's sense of security quickly lose, and the feeling of panic became stronger and stronger, which was suffocating.
No longer hesitated. Zhien-chan picked up his phone, opened the address book, and found the one marked "terrorist".
Well, since I decided to fight for it, then the stupidest decision was to do nothing. Ji Enchan thought about it and still felt that she was doing it right.
Then... call!
“Dudu…”
After a brief wait, the phone was finally answered.
Wang Taika's smile came and asked shamelessly: "Zhien Jiang? Are you full of energy today?"
Zhien-chan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, feeling extremely real, and the upset in her heart subsided slightly. Then she pursed her lips and asked, "Terrorist, what are you doing?"
"Don't mention it. Today, the variety show was filmed, and the actor was transferred by the company halfway through the shooting. Now the people from the program team and I are taking a car back to Seoul!" Wang Taika's voice was a little strange.
Ji-eun-chan frowned: "What's wrong with you? Are you eating? Why is he talking like this?"
"That's not to mention, yesterday I...well..." Wang Taika suddenly thought of the fight that Zhien-chan didn't know, so she changed her words: "I was having fun with others, but I encountered it. When I woke up in the morning, my face was swollen. Now it hurts a little, and my voice has changed."
"How did it happen? Is it serious?" Ji Enchan said caringly: "Have you gone to see a doctor?"
"Not yet, I was filming early in the morning and I just went back. But I just looked in the mirror and looked at it. It seemed that I had touched the teeth inside, so it was a little loose and a little painful." Wang Taika's voice was a little funny because of the toothache: "It should be okay to pull out the teeth inside, but it really hurts!
Listening to Wang Taika's voice, Ji Enchan felt inexplicably at ease, and his original panic disappeared completely. He said, "Then remember to see a doctor!"
Wang Taika smiled and said, "Wow! It's amazing! I'm still a little uncomfortable when Zhien-chan suddenly spoke to me so gently! I'm flattered! Do you want to call "Opa" to help you liven up?"
Zhien-chan smiled and said in a relaxed tone: "Horrible! Horrible! Son!"
"I'm so angry, but I still have to keep smiling." The call from Ji Eun-chan, who answered Wang Taika, was in a good mood and said, "By the way, when will you come back?"
"Hmm? Why are you asking this?" Zhien-chan smiled again.
"That's right. I'm looking for a house recently and planning to move." Wang Taika said: "After all, that place is a bit messy now. You know. And it's very troublesome to go back and forth to get to get off work. So I plan to change to a more convenient place."
"Well..." Although Ji Eun-chan answered this, she felt a little worried. After all, if the terrorist changed the house, it would be impossible to say whether there was any place he had.
However, Wang Taika seemed to have a mind reading technique and said, "Don't worry, I haven't forgotten yet, you are still my creditor. So let me take a look when I go to see it. It would be better if there are two bedrooms and one living room. If not, I will continue to live in the sofa. How about it? Zhien-chan? Are you very moved?"
"No!" Although Zhien-chan answered so stubbornly, she had a smile on her face on the phone, just like a child who was not caught stealing candy, and her cute expression could not be hidden.
"If I find it, I will send you the new address at that time." Wang Taika continued.
Ji Eun-chan said with a smile: "Forget it, I'm kind-hearted. I have a lot of houses, otherwise I'll move into my house!"
"Uh...No." Wang Taika refused: "These are completely two concepts. Although they are both under the same roof, in that case...no."
"Macho!" Ji Eun-chan snorted, "Then you go find a house by yourself. If you don't have enough money, I can lend it to you first."
"Thank you then! I won't be polite to you. Haha! Are you surprised?" Wang Taika and Zhien Jiang's relationship has long since disappeared from those hypocritical polite conspiracies, and they all say whatever they say.
Such closeness did not make Ji Enchan feel burdened, but the anxiety that originally arises from that phone call also faded.
Yes, now I am no longer the trainee who is ignored, not valued, or even driven away.
Now I am a popular idol, a national sister, and I am IU. I already have the ability to protect what I value.
Chapter completed!