After coming out of Xu Darong's office, Wang Taika sat back in his seat, always feeling that he had missed something.

No, there is one more thing!

Wang Taika thought for a while and suddenly realized that this time his mental state seemed to be particularly stable. Even if he was a little upset, it only made him speak a little more hastily, instead of being unable to control his bipolar disorder like before.

Live and do something terrible.

This shows...that your bipolar disorder is really under control?

Wang Taika took out his mobile phone and was about to call his psychiatrist. This matter was very important and he had to ask clearly.

After a short wait, the call was connected.

"Hello, Dr. Bai, I am Wang Taika, do you remember me?" Wang Taika asked.

"Well, I have met many patients who want to hit me over the years, but you are the only one who has actually done so. So I have a deep memory of you. And Mr. Wang's bipolar disorder is very unique. I am also waiting for feedback, even if there is no

I will make this call soon." There was laughter from the other side: "Is Mr. Wang confused? But it sounds like he is in good spirits."

"Can you hear this?" Wang Taika asked in surprise.

"Mr. Wang, I am a professional psychologist."

"Okay, then I really have some strange troubles now." Wang Taika thought for a while, briefly explained his mental activities when he was irritable just now, and asked: "I was really irritable at the time, but I

I didn't do anything particularly outrageous, I just said a few dirty words at most. The main reason was the change in my mentality at that time! It was so big! I felt like I was a different person! Is this a good performance? Or are there any hidden dangers?"

"How big is the turning point? How big is it? Mr. Wang, please describe it." asked the psychiatrist.

"It's just that... I used to be very afraid of someone, so scared that I would die!" Wang Taika said while thinking back: "I was really in front of her before, and I didn't dare to breathe. Let me say it first,

Either I have some leverage in that person’s hands, or I just...have a little..."

"Like it, right?" the psychiatrist asked.

"Well, it seems that there is such a thing..." Wang Taika said vaguely: "So it's pretty cool, you know. And then today I suddenly got horny! I mean

My momentum became stronger! I... made a huge turn over! I was so tough that I did all the things I wanted to do but didn't dare to do before!

But I'm really a little weird. This kind of character is a bit unlike myself, but this is my choice when I'm sober. I feel like I'm a little confused. Because the change of this character is too sudden, I am still me, but just

It's like changing a person, this... makes me a little panicked, is it that medicine..."

"Did you take the medicine on time?"

"On time! Well... sometimes it will be a little later, but I eat it every day." Wang Taika said: "One pill at a time, never take more. I remember your advice."

"Well, take one pill a day, and you must not take more. Unless you encounter particularly serious psychological ups and downs, you can take one more pill for stability. If you take one extra pill on a certain day, you can't take it again for at least a month.

I can't take two pills at a time.

Take it continuously. The most important thing is that two pills is the limit. Any more will be very dangerous. This is what I reminded you when I prescribed the medicine. Now I ask you again, you have indeed taken the medicine on time.

, you don’t eat more, and you don’t eat less, right?”

Wang Taika nodded: "Yes!"

"It's actually only been a few days since you left my clinic." The psychiatrist said, "In such a short period of time, the effect of the medicine is partly responsible, but it won't be so obvious. How is your mood recently?"

"Very good, I'm very happy." Wang Taika answered truthfully: "Only today is a bit strange, I...I suddenly felt that my whole thinking has changed, it's that...

.It’s a bit like when my bipolar disorder broke out, but I’m very sober.”

"So you suddenly become tough in front of someone who used to be unable to be tough. Do you think you have a mental problem?" The psychiatrist asked: "Because this turn of events you suspect is stimulated by drugs rather than your true ability."

It’s made, right?”

"A psychiatrist is a psychiatrist, he is really amazing! I do have this worry." Wang Taika said: "Although I am very happy, but... if it is because of the medicine, I can't maintain it, I still

You will be beaten back to your original shape."

"Hahaha!" The psychiatrist laughed: "Then you can rest assured. This drug only has the effect of stabilizing people's mood. It is not a stimulating drug and will not stimulate any other mental problems."

"Then you still said it was so dangerous?" Wang Taika asked strangely.

"If you are irritable, this medicine can suppress your irritability. If you are depressed, this medicine can also make you stable. But if you are a normal person, neither irritable nor depressed, and you take this medicine, the consequences will be serious."

The psychiatrist explained: "If the condition worsens, it will be mild, and it may cause people to go crazy."

Wang Taika sweated silently. He didn't expect this medicine to be so powerful. Fortunately, he was really sick, and it was not serious. Otherwise...

"Of course, this consequence is just a guess. After all, there is no clinical response to this drug on people. After all, no one would take the wrong medicine." The psychiatrist smiled and said: "I reminded you before you left.

Regarding the issue of this medicine, now I remind you again and remember it!"

Wang Taika asked curiously: "Doctor, that person who is completely crazy, can he still have his own consciousness?"

"Yes!" the psychiatrist said with a smile: "The so-called complete insanity is mental instability after drug stimulation, so from psychological stimulation to physiological stimulation. For example, it is like a person is in a state of physiological ecstasy twenty-four hours a day.

, the joy of sex will make a person's moral values ​​and feelings be ignored. It would be weird if he were not crazy! Have you heard the story of the dancing mouse in Africa?"

Wang Taika thought for a while and said: "During the famine in Africa, many rats got together and danced crazily until they died of exhaustion. In this way, a large number of rats died, and then the remaining rats could

If we survive the famine era, the number of rats will be balanced to that level in the future. Isn’t it this?”

"I didn't expect you really knew. That's it." The psychiatrist replied: "It's not just famine, it will also happen if the number of rats is too large. We won't discuss life and inheritance. What I said is,

Research has found that once the number of rats in a local area becomes too large, some rats will automatically secrete some extremely excitable dopamine from their bodies, prompting them to dance excitedly until death."

"Nature is really..."

"I'm not talking to you about nature!" the psychiatrist emphasized: "I'm talking to you about this medicine! Understand!"

Wang Taika replied: "I understand. But what happened to me today?"

"Oh, don't worry about this. According to your description, since you are awake, it means that the drug is working very well. You have been in a good state of mind recently, so the treatment effect is great. You may have been confused for a long time and finally woke up.

Instead, I don’t get used to it.”

"What do you mean?" Wang Taika was a little confused.

"The thing that was timid and afraid before was your protective character, that is, the resistant character that was developed to protect yourself. You were not confident in anything, you resisted, and you used this closed way to protect yourself. Including you and me before.

I have said that when I have been working as a photographer in the wild for so many years, I do not communicate with others, which is also the same kind of character. Because you are afraid, you are afraid, so you are timid, and you can only

Patience. But your true character is wrapped up and rarely shows up. This is what I said before, you are not a schizophrenic, your body just automatically produces a defense mechanism under excessive suppression, and your personality splits into two extremes, and in

Choosing a closed personality to protect oneself from the two extremes also leads to the inability to integrate the two personalities. That’s why there are recurring episodes of bipolar disorder.”

Wang Taika heard this and thought deeply.

"Human personality is like a maze." At this point, the psychiatrist suddenly smiled: "But congratulations, you have come out of this maze!"
Chapter completed!