Chapter 418: A thousand years at a glance(1/5)
Nuan Nuan was immediately aware of Lu Jingxing's gaze, but did not raise his eyes to meet them.
Lu Jingxing's eyes lingered on her for a few seconds before he turned to Mother Wen and walked over, "Uncle and aunt, happy wedding."
Because he didn't accept favors, Lu Jingxing carefully prepared the gift and handed it over.
After a brief exchange of greetings, we took photos together.
After Nuan Nuan finished taking the photo, she stood outside the crowd and looked at her mother and Uncle Zhang who were smiling brightly. The corners of her lips could not help but slowly rise.
She used her experience to repair the character flaws brought to her by her native family.
When she was burdened with a heavy family burden, she also felt resentful.
But in the end, they all gave up.
Letting go is not only letting go of others, but also letting go of yourself.
Nuan Nuan had just talked too much and was a little thirsty, so she turned around to get some water.
At this moment——
A voice rang in her ear, "Aunt Wen, here."
When Nuan Nuan heard the voice, she turned to look at Lawrence Lu who was standing behind her. He was holding a bottle of water in his hand.
"Dad, help Aunt Wen unscrew it."
Lu Yuzhe handed the water to Lu Jingxing who was standing next to him.
He can do it too, but this opportunity for performance must be left to his father.
Lu Jingxing reached out to take it, unscrewed it and handed it to Nuan Nuan.
Nuan Nuan reached out and took it, "Thank you."
After that, there was no words.
Just stood quietly like this.
Lawrence Lu looked left and right and saw that the two of them were silent.
The little mouth pursed, the sun was so good today, there was no need for his light bulb.
He let go of Lu Jingxing's hand, "Dad, Aunt Wen, I'm going to find the young minister first."
Wherever the young minister is, his sister is there, and he kind of wants to see his sister.
After saying that, the little adult had already ran away.
After running a little distance away, he stood behind Nuan Nuan and made a cheering gesture to Lu Jingxing, silently saying with his lips: "Dad, come on!"
After Lu Yuzhe left, Nuan Nuan and Lu Jingxing stood quietly on the grass a step apart.
Lu Jingxing looked deeply at Nuan Nuan.
The love in his eyes is unhidden, strong and hot.
Nuan Nuan stood quietly.
Fast forward ten years.
No matter how time passes, when the man in front of her appears in front of her, her heart will uncontrollably ripple.
Those days when you spent your youthful years silently paying for love without any regrets or asking for anything in return.
All the pain and sweetness brought to her by loving him have been deeply engraved in her heart and cannot be erased.
Bit by bit, stroke by stroke, Lu Jingxing's name was engraved on her heart.
Deep into the bone marrow.
She loved Lu Jingxing too deeply and passionately, wholeheartedly, like a moth to a flame, giving everything she had.
She could never remain indifferent to him whom she loved deeply.
I remember that she once saw a passage in Xu Zhimo's collection of poems, which was written like this: "At least once in your life, you should forget yourself for someone. Don't ask for results, don't ask for companionship, don't ask for what you once had, or even ask for nothing."
You love me and just want to meet you in my most beautiful years.】
In her most beautiful years, she met this man who had fascinated her for thousands of years.
If you ask her, do you regret it?
Now she answers with reason, she will say she regrets.
But if it were just about emotions, she would say she has no regrets.
In a person's life, if you can love so passionately, how can you say you regret it?
Lu Jingxing and her met the right person at the wrong time.
Whether it was a trick of fate or not being brave enough and firm enough, we still loved each other deeply.
Nuan Nuan slowly raised his eyes and looked at Lu Jingxing.
Her eyes fell on his facial features that were engraved deep in her heart. He was nearly forty years old, and although time had been kind to him, it still left some marks on his face.
He is no longer the same person he was when she first met him at the age of twenty, always aloof.
At that time, she had an unequal relationship with Lu Jingxing. Even when they were most intimate, she could not always see through him.
At that time, he was aloof, and she loved him humbly and cautiously. She was afraid that he would know that she was attracted to him, and that he would end the relationship and she would never see him again.
The happiest time for her was when he was looking for her. He was looking for her for physical needs, but she was looking for him because she loved him and wanted to see him.
At that time, in the eyes of many people, she was committing an act of debasement and was willing to degenerate. How could she debase herself in this way?
But if you are really deeply in love, you won't be able to say such things. Who hasn't been mean when facing the person they love deeply?
The precipitation of time.
Now that he is in front of her, the two of them have an equal relationship.
All his emotions were written on his face and eyes, allowing her to see them clearly.
He is no longer aloof, in fact, he has already lowered himself to a place where she can see her as long as she is willing to lower her head.
"Nuan Nuan——"
The two of them were silent, but Lu Jingxing finally spoke first.
There was one thing that he wanted to ask from the moment he learned about her divorce, but because he didn't want to embarrass her, he suppressed it with his reason.
He knew that after four years of marriage to Gu Yanzhi, a man who treated her so well and had feelings for her even if she didn't love her, Nuan Nuan couldn't get over it so quickly.
If they had not experienced four years of life and death, there would not have been four years in which Nuannuan chose to marry Gu Yanzhi because of his inability to control his emotions.
He will never know what Nuannuan means to him.
What's more, I don't know that when you love deeply, you really don't care about anything and just want to be together.
Nuan Nuan feels so miserable because she loves him.
After going around in circles for so many years, he really wanted to be with her, take care of her, and make up for her and her daughter.
My son is right, men should be more proactive in their emotions.
He wants to be brave for love once, not just wait silently.
If you don't ask about the exit, how can you know Nuannuan's answer?
He wanted to know what she was thinking about them now.
Nuan Nuan could see his feelings for her in his eyes, and he could also see her unchanging affection for him in her eyes.
Her thin lips moved, with a bit of caution, and with the expectation that was about to overflow from her heart, she asked the words deep in her heart, "Can we start over again?"
A word is like a stone thrown into the lake of the heart, causing ripples.
"Nuan Nuan, come here to take a family photo."
It's Uncle Zhang's daughter Zhang Ling. In the past month or so, because of the relationship between her parents, they have become very close.
She interrupted the atmosphere with a voice.
"Here we come, Sister Lingling."
Nuan Nuan turned around and responded.
Before leaving, he turned his eyes back to Lu Jingxing, looked at him, and shook his head slightly.
Then, leave.
Soon she walked over to Mother Wen and Uncle Zhang.
Lu Jingxing stood there without following him, just looking at the quiet warmth of the smile, his eyes were moist.
He already knew her answer.
But time is the best medicine and can cure all diseases.
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In the afternoon, the banquet ended and the group walked out of the hotel.
To be continued...