Although the specific situation, the causes and consequences, the whole story are not clear, just these two questions and answers can make you feel the tragedy and sadness of the story.

One is a woman who is willing to live for you for a thousand years and resolutely dies.

The other is to pursue the time of meeting and forge ahead.

There was already room for the two of them to intervene by others.

So Lin Yan said that his love had been left to the past for a long time, so he could not give it to Xingxian at all.

"Just just now, the young master once said that he loves and does not love, so what does this mean?"

Xingxian asked.

Lin Yan took advantage of the drunkenness and smiled haggardly, saying, "Haha, because what the woman really loves is not me, but my previous life; I can't accept her feelings with peace of mind. I just feel that her love can travel through thousands of years, but it can't be conveyed to my hands. I am just fulfilling my long-cherished wish for myself for thousands of years."

"Since the young master has no memory of his previous life, why don't he start over? I really ask myself if he loves her?"

"How easy? The past life and present are the real self? I can't even tell the difference between myself. Should I love her instead of the one I was a thousand years ago, or should I use Tang Xuanzang's identity to face up to her who entrusts her life to me?"

After saying that, Lin Yan was laughed at by himself and couldn't help but line up the tables.

Suddenly, Xingxian grabbed Lin Yan's collar, sucked tears in the corner of her eyes, and said fiercely: "I don't care. You have to ask yourself clearly, do you love her?"

"But, what does this have to do with Miss Xingxian?"

Lin Yan was slightly drunk and vomited bubbles in confusion, and said.

"If you can't even say whether you love or not, what reason can you give me a chance to reject me?"

Xingxian pear blossoms said in the rain, forcing Lin Yan's heart.

"I...I..."

Lin Yan, who was forced to ask, suddenly felt at a loss. He buried these questions in his heart for granted. Now when he regained them, he realized that he had forgotten the most important point.

"For me, she has a life-saving grace, she has a peerless face, she... has always thought that I would not marry, and I can't let her down..."

Lin Yan said that the word order was a little confused, as if he was facing a somewhat cruel problem.

“…………”

Quietly, Xingxian felt relieved.

Seeing Lin Yan like this now, she couldn't bear to continue asking questions.

She knew very well that Lin Yan did not have any love for him.

From Lin Yan's words, Xingxian roughly figured out something - he had a sad emotional entanglement in his past.

Among them, the woman paid the price of her life for him.

Therefore, his inner regret and guilt gradually emerged from his love for her and thought that he should satisfy her hopes.

And the woman naturally had only one look of hope, that is, the two people were in love.

He understood this in his heart, so he always implied that he loved her and that his love should be left to that she.

Such feelings are extremely complex, mixed with a distorted view of love, regret, regret, inferiority, and indebtedness...

If it is in normal times, when someone is forced to ask questions about whether to love or not, Lin Yan can cover it up or deny it without thinking.

But when I drank the apricot blossom wine and could only express the truth, when I was asked whether to love or not, Lin Yan had to face such complex feelings and extract the part related to "love" from it, so that he was incoherent when answering.

In Xingxian's opinion, such love is not love, at least not pure love.

Xingxian looked at the man in front of him who was unreliable and suddenly understood.

"It's not easy for the young master to keep such bitterness in his heart... Compared to the young master's scars, my melancholy is no longer worth worrying."

Xingxian smiled bitterly and said lightly.

The sky outside the window was already a little dark, and the bright moon and the galaxy had quietly climbed to the night.

While drinking, Lin Yan, who was still revealing his true feelings, was already sleepy at this moment. Looking at Xingxian in front of him, he seemed to have forgotten what he had said just now and smiled at her.

Xingxian finally let it go.

At least she also learned something from Lin Yan. If you don’t have fate, it’s better to let go as soon as possible.

Also, loving someone does not necessarily mean staying together forever. Sometimes watching silently is also a good way.

"I will not harm you anymore, Mr. Xuanzang, but at least in the end, I have to ask you to answer my small question."

Xingxian leaned on Lin Yan's shoulder, greedy for the last trace of tenderness, and said reluctantly.

"Hmm? What is it?"

Lin Yan, who seemed to be awakened, smiled faintly and murmured.

"If, I mean, if, before that woman, will our meeting become eternal? If the person you meet first is me, can you share your love with me?"

Xingxian said.

"...I can't explain clearly what has not happened... I only know that no matter what story happened if I meet you, I will never regret it..."

Lin Yan whispered from the bottom of his heart and finished his last sentence.

Then, he fell asleep in a deep drowsy manner like a kite with a broken string.

"... Maybe this is the most satisfactory answer that young master can give me, right?"

Xingxian smiled, and the knot in her heart was completely untied.

This was originally a good night, and it should have been spent in a more ambiguous way.

But just like this, snuggling up to each other, taking advantage of the cool breeze, enjoying the moonlight, and then falling asleep, is great for Xingxian.

Time flies, and soon, the next day's dawn shines in through the window.

The apricot blossom brew had a great momentum, so that Lin Yan barely opened his eye from a trance until it was almost noon.

When I woke up, I found that Gu Zhigong, Jin Jiegong and other four people were looking at him kindly.

"Haha, how can you sleep soundly with Your Excellency Xuanzang?"

Gu Zhigong asked with a smile.

With the help of Ling Kongzi and Fu Yunsou, Lin Yan barely stood up, and his head was a little swollen and painful due to the effect of alcohol.

When Lin Yan recalled what happened last night, he felt dazed, as if it was true or false.

He looked around and was a little confused.

"Where is Miss Xingxian?"

"Haha, she said, she has put you down, so there is no reason to see you again."

At this time, Lin Yan discovered that the apricot tree outside the window had disappeared at some point...
Chapter completed!