I feel that many people are asking why the protagonist is crazy, and that the writing has collapsed...

The protagonist was born with consciousness (traveling through time), and knew very well that the history of [the Western Regions returned to the Central Plains only after a thousand years]. He lived with this endless despair for more than twenty years.

When I was a child, I vowed to change history and learn from Chen Qingzhi's army and horses to avoid white robes. But children who grew up eating a hundred families spent their whole lives watching their relatives leave him first. The barbarians were like an ant nest that could never be destroyed, and there were groups of people who came. Normal people would be tired when they walked for too long, let alone killing people?

Actually, it’s good. The key protagonist will heal the next day after his bruises, but the severe pain can be clearly felt at that time, just like if you don’t have anesthetic surgery, day after day, who doesn’t feel tormented?

The last straw that defeated the soul was plague. He killed 10,000 corpses and won heroic spirits, but he could not even dispel the plague. The protagonist will inevitably be schizophrenia: "If you don't kill these ten thousand barbarians, will there be no plague, and the nine relatives will not die?"

His soul is broken, and he must have wanted to die. Death means liberation, but his belief will never collapse. Keeping this territory is the simplest belief, so the protagonist has been torturing himself in conflicts.

The deepest pain hidden is that the protagonist can clearly walk.

He could completely leave the lonely city and lie down on the desert for thousands of miles, but the responsibility on his shoulders was too heavy.

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Just as I started writing about one person, one city, the author is planning to write a protagonist in the style of God of War, powerful and indestructible, taking the pure and cool writing route, but after making the outline, it was overturned.

In the lonely city for more than 60 years, there is a god of war who always has high fighting spirit. The characters have no soul at all, and they even have no sense of substitution.

The lonely city must be accompanied by despair, darkness, and powerlessness.

I rubbed penicillin with my hands and invented the gunpowder machine gun, pushing it all the way, but it was inconsistent with what I wanted to write about.

So I wrote this self-abuse protagonist, which is not pleasing to the performance. At the end of the second round of recommendation of the previous book, I had already collected 15,000 yuan, and this book has just exceeded 5,000 yuan. It has been on the top of the new book list, thanks to your insistence on following and voting.

The main reason is that there are few copies of the lonely city and few characters. After all, it is limited to a city, and it also restricts the creation of supporting characters. This is a contradiction between the subject matter, and it will be better only if the outline is gradually unfolded.

When the torch is passed, it will definitely be the process of despair slowly. At that time, you will see the plot of self-abuse and excitement (hahahaha)

Finally, I still want to read it. If you want to save it, you can turn to the end of the latest chapter. I can't get on the Sanjiang author. I can't afford to eat (cry)

And please give me a monthly ticket!!

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