"I place my hope on my future self. Isn't this an escape?"
Take one step back, take ten thousand steps back!
Lin An slowly opened his eyes and stared at the sun.
Before his eyes he seemed to see himself on a rainy night.
When he encountered the Ghost Infant for the first time, as the only one who was not affected, the theoretical optimal solution was to abandon everyone and flee immediately.
Anyway, he has a savior system. Anyway, he is already an awakened person. He can solve it later even if he runs far away.
But in that heavy rain, he chose to fight for his life and live towards death.
How stupid
Why?
It's because he knows that he can never escape when encountering difficulties or desperate situations. He is too eager for power. Having died once, he is willing to risk everything to fight for his life.
If you are afraid of death, you will really die.
He actually wants to save everyone, even if he, Lin An, is not a good person.
"Watching these children die and watching these people suffer, what is the difference between watching one million or ten million people die?"
"I can give up on them because of the current difficulties, but what if it's half of the human world? What if it's all of humanity? Even An Jingtian and the others?"
"Waiting for a month to clear it all up? What's the difference between waiting for a year or ten!?"
"I'm afraid of being killed by alien species. What's the difference between being killed by a fire wolf?"
"I'm afraid that this group of scavengers will lose control after being transformed. What's the difference between this and a sudden outbreak of zombies?"
"If I don't know, I don't see, I can't do it, I can't do anything, I don't even have a chance to struggle, then I can run away."
Silently clenching his fists, Lin An slowly turned his head and looked at the child behind him who was working hard to pile stones.
Is losing power a desperate situation?
How about compared to a sixth level suddenly descending on the earth!?
The former is just a trivial difficulty, the latter is the real desperate situation!
During this period of time, he was so afraid of death that he almost didn’t dare to do anything except "cheating" food and carefully exploring the power of faith!
He is afraid of attracting attention, but does he really know how the other party can find him?
Maybe the alien species will locate him in the next second!?
Now, while his destiny is in his own hands, he doesn't want to escape anymore!
So what if it attracts attention?
Then hurry up and hurry up! Do everything you can to absorb the power of faith, do everything you can to contact Long An! Do whatever you can to regain your power!
Instead of waiting like a coward for a month! No one knows what will happen in this month!
If he wants to die, he will die at the hands of the monster he created!
Or
Trembling all over, Lin An raised his head high and looked at the increasingly hot sun. Even though his eyes stung, even though his body could no longer withstand the cold wind on the top of the mountain.
But at this moment, a surge of understanding and belief seemed to burst out from deep within his heart.
"In this apocalypse, we actually have nothing."
"No strength, no wisdom, no reliance"
"some
"There is only one heart, forever! Never! A heart that will never retreat! Face disasters and all difficulties head-on, and always solve them as soon as they arise!"
"Don't think about tomorrow! Don't think about the future! Don't think about the future! Don't think about relying on luck!"
"Give up your illusions! Fight forever!"
"What's worse, I'll become a monster again!"
"Sir, enlightenment tower"
On the top of the mountain, Anduin looked with some surprise at Lin An, who was slowly walking down from the highest point of the mountain.
The words are not finished yet.
Subconsciously, he wanted to help Lin An, who seemed about to fall down at any time.
But for some reason, when he looked at the extremely weak pace and this not-so-tall man, he felt like his heart was trembling.
Watching Lin An step by step under the scorching sun, he felt that Lin An seemed to be a different person.
If before, he just thought Lin An was mysterious, someone who held secrets that might be god-like to him. But in essence, he was just a taciturn ordinary person who seemed to be hiding himself all the time.
But at this moment, he suddenly felt that Lin An, who was walking down from the top of the mountain, seemed to be detached from this world, but he returned to the world with something.
Nodding slightly, Lin An stared at the pyramid built according to his requirements.
Under the sunlight, the pyramid made of bluestone and bricks looked so rough, but under the sunlight, it actually reflected a faint light.
Walking forward, Lin An carefully adjusted the three pyramids according to the structure in his memory.
He didn't want to wait any longer, and he didn't want to run away anymore.
According to the three structures with the strongest effects tested in memory, the three pyramids soon changed their appearance slightly.
It was obviously just a slight adjustment to the internal structure, but in the eyes of Anduin and others, this strange pyramid seemed to be able to absorb even sunlight.
It feels like it’s even more mysterious than what Master Ling’an built before.
Half an hour later.
Looking at the sun that had reached its highest point, Lin An frowned slightly and looked down the mountain.
According to the agreed time, he has asked Anduin to notify Angus and others to gather here today. It stands to reason that given the level of desire of the scavengers for divine revelation, they will definitely arrive early, not late.
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Before Lin An realized what accident might have happened, the next second, a panicked shout suddenly came from the foot of the mountain.
I saw twelve scavengers carrying a middle-aged man up to the top of the mountain, shouting, their voices full of sadness and anger.
"Lord Ling'an!"
"Angusta"
Standing beside Lin An with some rickets and dejection, holding a bag of bloody food tightly in his arms, Old Put looked at Lin An with a sad and angry face, but seemed to accept his fate.
"We wanted to bring more food when we came here. You told us that we might have to stay here for two or three days."
"So I took Angus and the others to where I live, and I planned to take out all the food I had hidden."
With a trembling voice, Old Put wiped the dried blood on his face and couldn't help but tighten the bag in his hand.
In his heart, those foods are offered to God! They are what Master Ling'an needs!
If they can't even do this, what if they offend Lord Ling'an!?
Patting Old Put's shoulder, Lin An told him that he didn't need to feel guilty, but looking at Angus who was pale and had his arms cut off, his heart suddenly felt a little heavy.
"Angus had his hand cut off by Fire Wolf and those guys in order to keep food!"
"Fortunately, we all had weapons with us. Those bastards were afraid that we would try our best to steal most of the food and then ran away."
Everyone looked sad and unwilling.
Although they are scavengers, Angus once served as a soldier and helped them after the apocalypse.
If Old Put is the good old guy in the team, then Angus is the captain in everyone's hearts.
Lying on a simple stretcher, Angus' eyes were dull and his chapped lips opened and closed.
He struggled and looked at Lin An in a daze, looking at the pyramid he had built.
Losing a lot of blood, he felt like he might be dying.
"grown ups"
"I'm really unwilling to accept it."
To be continued...