"..."

Song Yang tasted it for a while before he understood her mentality.

So he was a bit dumbfounded: "What? I don't miss you anymore and I'm looking for someone else, so you can let go of me? You have to give yourself a reason like this. Isn't that embarrassing yourself?"

Shen Qingxue could only lower her head and say nothing.

Song Yang also sat quietly for a while, and then he spoke: "It's not like I haven't thought of you all the time. I rarely come to see you and rarely call you."

Shen Qingxue sighed: "It's all written into a song."

Song Yang was dumbfounded: "When we were good in the past, didn't I also write it?"

Shen Qingxue became firm, walked to him, sat down, and leaned into his arms: "It's been almost half a year, and I've thought about it a lot. Song Yang, I know that my mother will want me to be happy and well. I also know that

, I have too many things in my heart. I can’t forget you, I can’t let you go, and I can’t continue to be with you with peace of mind.”

Song Yang missed this close feeling a little.

But the girl continued to say: "The most important thing is that I have figured it out. When I stay by your side, I don't know what I should do or what I can do. I am miles apart from you, and I don't know what to do."

I like the feeling that I am just a vase that you like."

"...You're not." Song Yang returned his hand, smelling the familiar smell.

"Really." Shen Qingxue murmured, "Actually, after I told you to go find Sister Yao, I felt a lot more relaxed. I originally felt that I didn't deserve to be with you, so why do you act like you have no flaws?"

"I have shortcomings." Song Yang paused and said, "If the time is longer, maybe I won't want to save you. Love is mutual. If you want to leave, I won't pursue you anymore."

Shen Qingxue's heart trembled, and her eyes were sore.

Before that, she was just saying things to push him away.

Now, for the first time, Song Yang told her frankly that if he continued like this, he would turn around and leave.

Isn't this exactly what I wanted? But after all, I still feel sad about it.

Song Yang paid attention to her reaction, held her shoulders and looked into her eyes: "Do you understand? If you really think it is better to leave me, I will no longer wait and see if you can figure it out.

It’s not because I want to atone for my sins, and I must take good care of you in the future. You are a living person, and so am I. We all have hardships in our lives, but I am willing to be with you, and you are also willing, then we can face it together.

For the future.”

Shen Qingxue looked at his serious eyes: "Is this the last time you ask me?"

Song Yang was silent for a moment and said firmly: "Yes!"

Shen Qingxue actually smiled: "I have thought about it a long time ago. If I can't forget you, I can't forget you, but I really can't just stay by your side. Mom must think that only you can take good care of me. I

I feel that I can't continue to be with you. I want to take revenge on you, take revenge..."

Seeing that she was still so determined, Song Yang could only ask bleakly: "How to take revenge?"

"Let me have a child this winter." Shen Qingxue hugged him, "But I won't be with you."

Song Yang couldn't speak for a long time, and finally murmured: "You are crazy..."

"No." Shen Qingxue said with a tearful smile, "I can't let go of your good deeds, and I don't want to stay by your side anymore. I also want to punish you and myself. If I have a child, I don't have to just miss you, but also want to punish you."

I’m afraid I’m dreaming about my mother.”

"Crazy!" Song Yang gritted his teeth and said, "I'll take you to see a doctor!"

"Otherwise, you should stop coming to see me and start a new life." Shen Qingxue hugged her hands tighter and tighter, as if this was the last hug, "I don't want you to continue to worry about me, unless you have

Other reasons. It’s like we were married and then divorced, okay?”

Song Yang felt that she was probably really autistic and crazy here alone.

Is it revenge?

Yes, Song Yang and she have a child, who will not have to face this fact when they are together in the future?

But taking revenge on him would allow her to face Lin Qixia in her dream?

This is obviously just deceiving myself.

After having a child, she really has something to rely on, and she even feels like she is punishing herself by living the life that Lin Qixia had when she raised her child alone.

In the final analysis, she still felt that she was disobedient and caused Lin Qixia's death.

Song Yang felt terrible about this feeling of guilt.

He gritted his teeth and said, "Is it because your aunt and your cousin-in-law always come to persuade you, but you don't know what to do, so you come up with such bad ideas?"

Song Yang knew what happened in Jiangcheng.

What is the reality and the complexity of society? He feels that Shen Qingxue needs to experience it.

And then that’s it?

Shen Qingxue shook her head: "I won't force myself for them."

"Do you think your choice like this is good for the child?" Song Yang asked with a bit of resentment.

Shen Qingxue's body trembled slightly, she let go of his embrace and sat down, lowering her head and her tone became indifferent: "I'm like this now, so don't miss me anymore. It doesn't matter if I'm crazy or insane.

, do you still like me now?"

Seeing her look, Song Yang felt very upset.

If it really ends here, God knows what will happen to her later.

After all, Song Yang was reluctant and uneasy.

After all, she was the innocent girl who moved his heart and made him willing to create a perfect relationship.

Nowadays, the complexity of human nature is smeared messily on her white paper.

I was reluctant to give up and felt uneasy, so I came up with such an idea, which was both a punishment and an excuse.

He stood up and walked around the room. Shen Qingxue looked at him as if he wanted to lose his temper and actually smiled: "This is the first time I've seen you do this in front of me."

He was always gentle and funny, but now Shen Qingxue felt good about his dark face.

He is always so perfect, so perfect that it always feels like he is dreaming.

Now that she woke up from the dream, he was still shining a light in such a dark world, so she couldn't help but look at him from afar.

She knew that this beam of light was just giving her time, and it would always shine over her from time to time, trying to warm her up.

At that time, she always wanted to hide away.

It seems that I am only worthy of sinking in the darkness.

Either you have a reason to hold on to this light, or you sink completely.

This is what Shen Qingxue thought, and Song Yang stopped: "That's it. Isn't it easy for people to be bad? If you want to suffer, I can't stop you!"

…

Song Yang seems to have really left this time.

Even the people in Jiangcheng who were arranged to take care of Shen Qingxue Zhouquan also withdrew.

Song Yang specifically went to Lin Jianfeng and told him that he had completely broken up with Shen Qingxue and asked him to take care of his wife and daughter-in-law and not to persuade her again.

Lin Jianfeng was a little embarrassed and a little angry.

Song Yang no longer cared about what his family thought.

After he returned to Yanjing, he went to Lin Qixia's grave and paid his respects silently, which was considered as a formal farewell to the past.

People can't just live in the past. Everyone knows this, but some people just can't do it.

From this we can also see that once Shen Qingxue shows affection, it is extremely deep.

At this point, Song Yang is actually unable to flatter him, which also shows that his heart is actually more ruthless and hardened.

Song Yang thinks this is a good thing, after all, he has to face the same harsh world.

After Yao Peihua learned that he had made a trip to Jiangcheng, Shenlong Motors subsequently sent a request that Jiaoyang Advertising would come up with a more specific plan in the previous general direction.

But Yao Peihua also knew that Song Yang went to Jiangcheng to meet Shen Qingxue. After returning from Jiangcheng, Song Yang became even more confused.

Even a little unbearable.

In the eyes of the outside world, Song Yang is now repairing his relationship with Li Ru.

But the method is a bit informal: we take a sauna together and work on new projects for next year with people in the entertainment industry.

There were also those who helped him develop a relationship with Huatong Company.

In December, after Sun God Group went public, Mr. Huai invited Song Yang to Guangdong Province.

After the listing of Sun God, it fell below the issue price. This happened unexpectedly.

Faced with a senior management team that was riddled with holes, Huai Xinhan felt very complicated inside.

He took Song Yang's original proposal to him seriously again, but when they met again this time, there was an added embarrassment between them.

Liu Zhi, who was the actual planner and executor of the death of his own sister and soon-to-be mother-in-law, was mentioned by Song Yang when the two met.

I once learned from the Sun God Club that the executives of the Sun God Group were targeted by some financial people in order to make profits through the operation of Sun God stocks in the future.
To be continued...