Chapter 408: Mutual Complaints
Inside the car.
After Lin Fan sent the message, he suddenly raised his eyes, looked at Ling Xuefei through the rearview mirror, and slowly asked, "How have you been... good in the past few years?"
Ling Xuefei's eyes were slightly stunned. Unexpectedly, Lin Fan would suddenly ask this question, then pretended to be indifferent, tied up his hair, and said, "It's not bad, I'm doing well."
"I'm sorry." Lin Fan sighed and said softly.
This "sorry" made Ling Xuefei's eyes turn red. She sniffed and turned her head to look out the window.
Lin Fan took a deep breath and continued, "I'm sorry, I never knew you were pregnant, otherwise I wouldn't let you bear this by your only son."
Ling Xuefei looked at the retreating street tree outside the window and said, "You don't need to apologize, you can't blame you for this. Speaking of which, you saved me at that time, otherwise, I really wouldn't dare to imagine what would happen."
"I just didn't expect that...afterwards, I became pregnant. When I knew I was pregnant, I was confused, panicked, and helpless. I had no idea what to do. I had never even talked about love, and fate seemed to be a big joke with me, which actually gave me a baby."
"The night I just found out that I was pregnant, I didn't fall asleep all night, so I thought about aborting the child. I was still young, and if I gave birth to a child, my life might be ruined. But the next day I got up and washed my face, I changed my mind. That was my child. How could I bear to deprive her of the right to see this beautiful world?"
"But I dare not let my parents know, let alone let the people in the family discover it. You also know that in such a big family, many things cannot be decided by themselves. I am worried that I can't protect my children, so I had to secretly run to Australia with An An. Life in Australia is very difficult and sad. I can't find anyone to help me even if I am bullied. Fortunately, An An is with me, otherwise, I really don't know if I can hold on."
As he spoke, Ling Xuefei's tears couldn't help but flow out, and her voice became even more swallowed.
Born unmarriedly, single mother, traveling far away from a foreign country, without relatives...
It is hard to imagine how Ling Xuefei spent this period in Australia with her big belly.
Heartache flashed in Lin Fan's eyes and said, "It's all my fault."
Ling Xuefei pursed her lips, calmed her emotions, opened her red lips lightly, and her tone became much calmer: "You can't blame you, you don't know."
"After I found out that I was pregnant, I didn't even dare to say anything, but just told An An. An An was so angry that I almost took a plane to Yang'an to settle the score with you. Actually, I wanted to come to find you, but I didn't know how to face you. To be honest, I didn't have any hatred for you at that time, but... I didn't have any good feelings for you. At that time, you were indeed a... a very bad person. I couldn't bet on my own happiness and the future of my children. After thinking about it, it seemed that there was only one way to go abroad."
"In Australia, the days at the beginning were really hard, and as my belly grew day by day, it not only brought a lot of inconvenience to life, but also faced strange looks and criticism from many people. During that time, I even suffered from prenatal depression and locked myself in the room all day long, no one saw me or talked."
"Fortunately, God saw that I worked so hard and gave me the cutest little angel. When I saw Qiqi for the first time, I knew that I had to be strong and I had to take good care of my children. Seeing Qiqi grow up day by day, I felt that no matter how much suffering I suffered, it was worth it."
"When she was just born, she was only such a small one. Now I can't hold her..."
Ling Xuefei looked down at the little guy sleeping in her arms, her eyes full of love, and her whole body exuded the glory of motherhood. At this time, Ling Xuefei might have less charm, but her charm did not diminish at all, and even shining brightly.
Listening to Ling Xuefei's story, a young woman with a big belly appeared in Lin Fan's mind, living a hard life in a foreign country. She must have lived a very hard life over the years.
Ling Xuefei looked up at Lin Fan, looked at his angular side face, and a moving smile appeared. Her red lips opened and said, "I originally planned to stay in Australia and would not return to China again, but this idea also changed as Qiqi became sensible."
"Since last winter, Qiqi often asked me, where has my father been? Why do other children have fathers, but I don't have one? Does dad want Qiqi? Faced with these questions, I really don't know how to answer them, and deceived her and said that my father went to another place? But the child always has to grow up, and this kind of lie cannot be deceived by her for the rest of her life."
"Seeing the smile on Qiqi's face getting less and less, and her personality gradually became dull. I know I can't continue like this. For Qiqi's growth, I have to take her back to find you."
"But I only realized after I returned to China that something happened to you shortly after I went abroad. I found a lot of friends and asked from many sources before I found out that you were in Longcheng. I learned that you were in Longcheng, so I brought her to Longcheng to find you."
"To be honest, as soon as I saw you, I had the urge to turn around and leave, because I really didn't feel at ease with the child who was with you like that. But Qiqi didn't care. She only knew that the man in front of her was her father whom she was longing for. The light in her eyes was so obvious that I couldn't bear to force her away, so she was left to stay with you for a while."
"I originally thought that when Qiqi comes into contact with you more, she will naturally be completely disappointed with you. I'll take her away when the time comes, but I didn't expect..."
Speaking of this, the light flowed in Ling Xuefei's eyes, and there were many indescribable things in her eyes when she looked at Lin Fan.
Lin Fan smiled and continued: "I didn't expect me to be so outstanding, did you?"
"She is so pretty." Ling Xuefei gave Lin Fan a blank look, angrily, then changed her tone, and her tone became more and more relaxed: "But I am indeed very glad that you are no longer the playboys four years ago, and you are indeed very outstanding now."
"Also, I'm qualified to be Qiqi's father."
Lin Fan laughed and said confidently: "No matter what, I am Qiqi's father, and my blood is thicker than water, and no one can deny this."
"Okay, okay." Ling Xuefei said helplessly, "No one robs you. This little guy is not good at kissing you now, and no one can rob her."
"Haha..." Lin Fan laughed twice and said, "Of course, my Lin Fan's daughter, of course, will kiss me."
Ling Xuefei pursed her lips and smiled. For some reason, she would open her heart to express so many thoughts to Lin Fan tonight. Even with her parents, An Yanan and Lu Shihan, she had never mentioned these words. Perhaps, that grand figure had already entered her heart without realizing it.
Chapter completed!