Chapter 138 Traveling alone
"Doctor Fu, your heartbeats." The nurse pointed to the machine and said.
Su Jieran was excited and held Bai Ya's hand, pressing it deeply on his lips. Hot tears flowed down and fell on the back of Bai Ya's hand.
"Xiaoya, just live, just live." Su Jieran said even more.
He said this for himself, looking at Bai Ya's pale face infatuatedly.
Even if she falls asleep, she is beautiful.
Beautiful so chic, and... unique.
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Bai Ya was awakened by the scorching pain on her wrist and opened her eyes.
The eyes are as quiet as water.
What catches your eye is the white ceiling.
The smell of disinfectant is found between the nose.
She knew very well where this was.
When you die, you don't feel pain.
When I woke up, in addition to feeling distressed, there was also pain on my wrist.
The Buddha said: In order to overcome the tribulation, the mistakes made in the human world are here to repay them. If you pay them back, you can achieve the right result.
She made too many mistakes in her previous life, so, in this life, have she not paid off yet?
"Xiaoya, are you awake. Are you hungry? I asked someone to buy you your favorite osmanthus cake and porridge, remember to peeled egg porridge." Su Jieran said with a smile.
Bai Ya looked at Su Jieran with a light look, extremely calm, "You... shouldn't have sent me to the hospital."
Su Jieran's eyes were a little red, and panic flowed.
He was afraid that she had decided to leave.
The hospital can save people who are seriously ill, but cannot save people who are determined to die.
"Have you forgotten your child?" Su Jieran asked even more.
"What I want to forget the most is myself." Bai Ya looked out the window.
It was dark, and nothing could be seen outside the window except darkness.
"Maybe your child is suffering now? Don't you want to save him?" Su Jieran asked worriedly.
Bai Ya had no expression on her face.
He was afraid that she would not have any ups and downs, so he turned around and walked to Bai Ya, moved the chair and sat in front of her bed.
"Xiaoya, I promise you that I will help you find the child. I don't need you to marry me. As long as you are happy, I'm talking about sincere words. If I force you again, I won't die a good death."
"Based on your Su Jieran's ability, you can't find it for so long. That child must be dead, right?" Bai Ya said rationally.
"No, I'm not dead yet, I already have a clue. When you gave birth to a child in City K, those people came prepared, not by chance. I suspect it has something to do with Gu Lingqing." Su Jieran said in a deep voice.
"He doesn't know the existence of the child." Bai Ya said.
"I found out that he was drugged by people from the terrorist organization.
I escaped and happened to meet you who escaped. So I forced myself to have sex with you.
You fainted, and he fainted.
When he faints, it is very important for him to take him away.
The person who took him away knew his relationship with you. Could it be the person who took Gu Lingqing away who kept staring at you?" Su Jieran guessed.
Bai Ya lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes covered her eyes.
It turned out that Gu Lingqing was forced to have sex with her after being drugged.
"Since that person saved Gu Lingqing, he will treat his son kindly. His mother is ominous, which may be a good thing for the child." Bai Ya said lightly.
"Don't you want to watch your child grow up?" Su Jie frowned.
Bai Ya raised the corner of her mouth slightly, and her eyes fell on Su Jieran's face.
“Many things are not something I can do as I want?
Gu Lingqing lost his memory. No one would know who the person who took him away was.
Even if you know, do you think Gu Lingqing's parents will give me their children?
It was just a knife inserted into her heart." She said so calmly, as if she was not talking about her own business.
"I will help you and help you get the child back." Su Jieran said sincerely.
"If you don't receive any rewards without merit, what do you want to take away from me?" Bai Ya asked rationally, not trusting Su Jieran at all.
"I don't have to take anything away. I love you, Bai Ya, I really fall in love with you." Su Jieran swallowed even more.
"Go out, I want to rest for a while." Bai Ya closed her eyes, looking like she was alienated without any strangers.
Su Jieran dared not leave.
He was afraid that Bai Ya would do stupid things as soon as he left.
He called and asked someone to buy osmanthus cake and crusty egg porridge.
Bai Ya didn't eat it.
He called Liu Shuang again.
He hopes that Liu Shuang can convince Bai Ya.
When Liu Shuang heard the news of Bai Ya's suicide, she rushed over.
She saw Bai Ya lying on the hospital bed.
Bai Ya had gauze stretched on her left wrist and water hung on her right hand.
Liu Shuang's eyes turned red in an instant and tears came out.
"Xiaobai, why do you do this? What should I do if you die?" Liu Shuang walked in crying.
Bai Ya opened her eyes and looked at Liu Shuang, her eyes softened a lot.
If there is still a little bit of this world worth her nostalgia, it is Liu Shuang.
"I'm sorry." Bai Ya said softly.
Liu Shuang lay on the bed, howling and burst into tears.
Su Jieran exited the room, but did not dare to leave and leaned against the wall.
Xing Jinnian called and was already the twelfth one. He didn't want to answer, so he hung up.
"Xiaobai, you can't just leave me behind." Liu Shuang begged, "You are my best friend."
Bai Ya looked at Liu Shuang calmly and wiped her tears.
Liu Shuang was still crying and begging: "Don't do stupid things in the future, okay?"
Bai Ya didn't say anything.
Liu Shuang held Bai Ya's cold hand.
She didn't say anything, but she didn't agree.
"Xiaobai, if you die, you will have nothing. It's a dark world, no people, no light, no water, no friends, no coldness, don't die." Liu Shuang said crying.
Bai Ya looked at Liu Shuang with deep eyes.
"You are not afraid of death, why are you still afraid of living? Xiaobai, I will be pitiful when you die. You know, I am usually careless, but I speak too straightforwardly, and no one is willing to be friends with me. They all say that my emotional intelligence is too low and there is pressure to get along with each other, so I am the only one." Liu Shuang became more and more sad as she spoke.
Bai Ya's eyes fluctuated and turned red. She finally promised, "Okay, I'm not dead."
Liu Shuang hugged Bai Ya, "Xiaobai, I will be with you, I will not make you feel lonely. It's because I shouldn't let you go to Jinyang City alone. I will go wherever you go in the future."
"I want to go abroad." Bai Ya said.
Liu Shuang looked at Bai Ya in surprise, "Where should I go abroad?"
"Look for the direction of life." Bai Ya said lightly.
Liu Shuang was worried, "You won't go abroad to seek death, are you? The public security abroad is very bad."
Bai Ya shook her head, "I promised you that you will not seek death, you will not, I said, and you can do it."
"I'll accompany you." Liu Shuang was worried.
Bai Ya smiled slightly, "The mobile phone is in your hand, and the world is just a village. I want to travel alone."
Chapter completed!