Bai Ya looked at Gu Lingqing calmly, her eyes deep and distant.

She lowered her head and ate.

"What's wrong?" Gu Lingqing asked in confusion.

"When the child was born, it didn't grow and didn't see who he looked like, but his skin was white, his eyelashes were long, his mouth was small, and his eyelids were double eyelids." Bai Ya mentioned the child, and finally there was a smile on her face.

"How did that child die?" Gu Lingqing stared at her.

"I don't know, when I gave birth to him, he was snatched away by a group of people. I don't know who it was, nor can I find who it was. I have been looking for it for more than five years. He was so sank to the sea. If he was alive, he would be five years old." Bai Ya said sadly.

Gu Lingqing ignited hope, "So, you are not sure if he is dead?"

Bai Ya stopped talking and lowered her head to eat.

"Can it be your ex-husband?" Gu Lingqing guessed.

"Impossible. He didn't know that I didn't take the child away. He didn't know that the child existed at all. I asked him to find the child later. He searched for it for more than three years but couldn't find it." Bai Ya said with certainty.

"Nonba, that child is not your ex-husband's. Is it useful to ask him for help?" Gu Lingqing frowned.

"Then you look for it, and I'll marry you if you find it." Bai Ya said casually, taking a deep breath, realizing that she had said the wrong thing, "Just kidding."

Gu Lingqing's eyes dimmed, "Let's have dinner first."

Gu Lingqing's cell phone rang. He saw that it was Zhou Hailan's, so he hung up the phone.

The phone rang again, but it was Zhou Hailan's.

"Come on, I'll go out with you later to see her." Bai Ya said calmly.

"She is in a bad state."

Bai Ya curled the corner of her mouth, "I can do it if I don't go."

"I don't mean that." Gu Lingqing hesitated and looked at Bai Ya.

"Are you afraid that I will hurt her?" Bai Ya guessed.

"She is in a very unstable state and is very susceptible to frightening. She will do things that hurt others. Don't go for the time being," Gu Lingqing explained.

Bai Ya smiled.

He was still afraid that she would hurt Zhou Hailan.

She has tried to help him, just do whatever she wants, treating him kindly as a donkey's liver and lungs.

"You go. Otherwise, it would be bad if she hurts others." Bai Ya said with a smile.

"I'll be back later." Gu Lingqing promised.

Bai Ya was eating with her head down.

But she watched him leave from the bottom of her light.

If in marriage, every time she and her husband eat, she leaves for other women and lie on the same bed together, and he will leave for other women, then it would be too frustrating to be together like this.

Wait for three months, it's very soon.

Having said that, I still feel uncomfortable and unhappy.

She wanted to call Liu Shuang, but Liu Shuang went to work during the day and was so late, so she should have fallen asleep. She had to go to work tomorrow, so she didn't call her.

Go out of the military region, fight, and go to the nearest KTV, and book a private room and sing.

Sing all the old songs you can sing, what is the joy of breaking up? It’s always quiet, the rain keeps falling, to the track.

"How to hide my sadness, my place of losing you... Close your eyes and you can still see the traces of your departure... I will be dazed, and then forget you, thinking that that day, someone will replace you... The tears in my heart have blurred the world..." She sang while crying, singing while crying, until the tears broke and could no longer sing. She lowered her head, clenched her fists, and her shoulders were trembling.

The door was pushed open.

Bai Ya looked up alertly at the door.

Su Jieran walked in, "I know you are alone, and I have always been alone, so I will accompany you."

Bai Ya cried even more and she didn't think about anything. She just wanted to cry for a while, for fear that she would get confused again after thinking too much.

Su Jieran sat next to her and put his hand on her shoulder.

Bai Ya pushed him away, "Even if I am sad, even if I am sad, even if I am desperate, I don't want to start a period of ambiguity casually."

Tears shed in Su Jieran's left eye, and Bai Ya was slightly shocked.

"I'm not just starting an ambiguous relationship with you casually, I just want to give you the warmth I can."

"Do you think your warmth is what I want?" Bai Ya was excited.

"It's your business to think about it or not, and whether to give it or not is mine. You can reject me and refuse it all the time, just like when I rejected you, Bai Ya, do you know the real reason why I didn't touch you after three years of marriage?"

Bai Ya passed her face away. There were too many tears that had covered her sight. She wiped away her tears handsomely, and the tears still flowed out.

"Because your father is my father-killer, I know that one day the fire of my revenge will burn you. I like you from the first sight, because I like you, but I dare not approach you. I am afraid that it will ruin my persistence, but in the end, it will ruin my revenge plan. I am willing to give up everything for you."

"Su Jieran." Bai Ya raised the decibel, "Do you think more than three years have faded my memory and made me forget the pain of being with you!

It is the fact that you hurt me, it is the fact that you sleep with other women, it is the fact that you force me to be the fact that you almost kill me. Although I am not smart, I am not forgetful."

"That's because I added my hatred to you. I'm sorry Bai Ya, I'm sorry, I won't know anymore. I've been punished. Seeing you crying, my heart hurts too. Seeing you commit suicide, my heart that was already painful also died. I love you, I love you very much, I love you very much, I love you very much." Su Jieran said excitedly.

"Okay, do you love me very much, right?" Bai Ya took out a fruit knife from her bag and threw it in front of him.

"I will be castrated by wielding my sword and stay by your side and stay with you for the rest of my life. What I want is never sex, but sincerity and eternal companionship. Did you do the Tao?" Bai Ya said impulsively.

"Okay, what you said." Su Jieran picked up the knife and cut it into his abdomen.

Bai Ya closed her eyes and blocked his hand.

A sharp knife stabbed into her arm.

"Bai Ya." Su Jieran shouted guiltily.

Bai Ya smiled, tears flowing in her swollen eyes, "I started to go crazy again, Su Jieran, I am mentally ill like my mother."

Su Jieran looked at Bai Ya in surprise.

Tears flowed through her pale face.

"I'll take you to the hospital." Su Jieran said with heartache.

"I want to leave, but I haven't adjusted it. I want to go back to the United States." Bai Ya said crying.

"Okay, you can go anywhere you want, I will accompany you. Even in hell, I will accompany you." Su Jieran tightly held the wound on Bai Ya's arm, and blood stained his palms red.

Bai Ya stood up in a daze, her eyes turned black and she fainted.

I didn't hear the ringtone of my phone in my bag...
Chapter completed!