Chapter 264 He will always be there, no matter what she becomes
"I will take the injection with you. As long as you are willing to be with me, I am willing to do anything for you. You actually know this." Su Jieran confessed tenderly.
Bai Ya supported her face and looked at Su Jieran, "I'm really willing to do anything?"
"I am willing to do anything." Su Jieran said without thinking.
"I understand, go to the bathroom." She got up, walked towards the bathroom, washed her hands, looked at the enchanting herself in the mirror, and confusion flowed in her eyes.
In the knowledge she has learned, love is called dopamine by chemical elements. When people feel that they love, this chemical substance will be produced, which will make people feel sweet and radiant, immersed in the fairy tale world, and their IQ becomes zero. All they see are the other person's strengths, and all they miss are the other person. If they can't see it, they will feel uncomfortable.
However, this chemical component will also disappear with metabolism, and will last for only three months in the body.
Three months later, it is not dopamine that maintains the relationship between men and women, but personal cultivation, the strength of responsibility, and the attitude towards life.
Reason becomes the dominant one, and the standard of consideration is to see the other person's strengths and weaknesses from a rational perspective without temptation.
Because you are looking for a partner, you will have higher requirements for the other party and will expand the other party's shortcomings. There will be quarrels and running-in in life until you give up and take another dopamine journey.
Why is Bai Ya and Gu Lingqing becoming more and more love? What is the continuous occurrence of dopamine? Why is Su Jieran’s love for Bai Ya?
"Xiao Ya." Gu Lingqing's voice sounded.
Bai Ya saw Gu Lingqing in the mirror, her eyes flashing slightly.
"Why are you here?" Gu Lingqing asked, walking towards her.
Bai Ya frowned her eyebrows in defensively, turned around, and faced Gu Lingqing, "I think what I said before is clear enough. You are the source of Bai Ya's pain. Don't see you again in the future. Even if you see each other, you will treat it as if you don't know each other."
She walked outside with her head down.
Gu Lingqing blocked her, grabbed her wrist, turned around, and pushed her to the wall at the door, "I am Bai Ya's source of pain, is it yours?"
Bai Ya paused and looked at Gu Lingqing in confusion, "What does it mean?"
"I think you should know more about Bai Ya's feelings for me than me. After all, you have been with her and experienced everything she has experienced. You know her better than anyone else. I ask you, does Bai Ya want me to be with her in the end?" Gu Lingqing asked with a burning look.
Bai Ya clenched her fists, "You can't be together."
"Why is it impossible?" Gu Lingqing asked back, pain flowing through his eyes, and his sword eyebrows frowned.
Bai Ya raised her chin, "I don't think there is anything to hide. You should also see that Bai Ya's past was too painful, too helpless, and too sad. Every day was heartbreaking for her. She was worried about too much, burdened too much, and endured too much, so that her condition became more and more serious and could no longer bear it. If it continued, she would be like her mother, and could not do anything. She was locked in a sanatorium until she died.
So, at the moment when her spirit was about to collapse, she hypnotized herself. I am the derivative of her hypnosis. She doesn't know love, doesn't have love, doesn't know pain, no longer needs medicine, and will never suffer from insomnia. She should never come back, and I don't love you."
Gu Lingqing's heart skipped a beat and his hands relaxed.
He would rather she pretend to not love him to protect him than to become another person.
He doesn't know what to do?
Bai Ya crawled out from Gu Lingqing's arm, looked back, and looked at Gu Lingqing in a daze. "Bai Ya hopes that you can live a happy life with Zhou Hailan. She is sincere. From now on, you will be promoted and arrogant, and you will be invincible. If you love her too, do what she wants you to do."
"Gu Lingqing will not be happy without Bai Ya. Does she know this?" Gu Lingqing asked in a deep voice.
Bai Ya pulled the corner of her mouth, "You have a strong sense of responsibility. Zhou Hailan gave birth to your child, you should marry her. The so-called dopamine is not long-lasting. Love will disappear in the passage of time. Not many people can get married after a relationship. Even if they get married because of love, they may not be able to last until their old age. This is life."
"Don't you feel too sad about your views on life? There are many people in history who have ended together, Bai Ya, don't be disappointed in life." Gu Lingqing said worriedly.
Bai Ya shrugged her shoulders, and didn't even look at Gu Lingqing, "If you were Bai Ya, after experiencing what she experienced, you wouldn't still have hope, and you wouldn't be kind to the world, and live your own life well. I don't want to hurt you, but you have to bother me again, don't blame me for being rude."
After she finished speaking, she left decisively from the bathroom.
Gu Lingqing looked at Bai Ya's back with deep eyes, arrogant and cold, like a lonely female warrior.
He probably knew what Bai Ya had experienced.
Born in a cold home, I saw my mother being fed medicine by her father and divorced. When I was a child, I lived with my mother. My mother cut her wrist and committed suicide by cutting her wrist.
She crawled out of the bathtub, walked to the door, looked outside, and found that there was no place to go, so she returned to the bathtub, waiting to die, and was rescued by her neighbor.
My mother was sent to a madhouse, but she had no one to adopt her, so she went to the orphanage.
When she grew up, she could support herself, and her mother took it out and fell in love. However, on the eve of her marriage, she was kidnapped by her fiancé and her ex-girlfriend and encountered a strong man.
She finally gave birth to a child, but the child was stolen before a week.
In the more than three years of marriage, all I saw was the betrayal of my husband, and she was alone and guarded day and night.
Finally, he appeared, but she lost her job and lost her little finger. His amnesia, forgetting her, and only remembering Zhou Hailan, was the biggest pain for her.
She chose to commit suicide. After being rescued, she went to study psychology. Seeing that they could be together, something happened again.
She was full of disappointment and pessimism about the world, and he could not give up on her. Even if he spent his whole life gamble, he would let her see that it was not just despair. At least, he would always be with her, no matter what she would become.
Bai Ya returned to her seat and the waiter had served four dishes.
She said nothing, and she looked expressionless and lowered her head to eat bamboo buns of meat.
Su Jieran grabbed a lion's head for her, "You should really eat more, you're too thin."
Chapter completed!