Chapter 472 He Loves You More Than You Think
Bai Ya was reading a book, a desk lamp, a pot of tea, and her shadow fell from the bookcase, and the quiet shadow hit the wall, giving him a warm feeling. His eyes were unconsciously softened a little, raised the corners of his mouth, and shouted: "Xiao Nian."
Bai Ya glanced at him and saw Shin-chan.
Shin-chan pursed his lips tightly and looked at her, his face was strangely awkward, his eyes flashed, his hands twisted, and he was uneasy.
Bai Ya raised her smile, "Here I'm back."
"Talk to him?" Gu Lingqing said.
Bai Ya nodded, "Okay, then I'll call you later."
"Yes." Gu Lingqing turned around and came out.
"Dad." Xiaoxin shouted, but Gu Lingqing ignored him. He took a deep breath and looked at Bai Ya. He found that Bai Ya was also looking at him. He subconsciously took a step back.
Bai Ya didn't say anything, looking at her book, turning one page, one page after another.
Time seemed to be exquisite, he stood still, she looked at her book.
Ten minutes later, Gu Ruoxin slowly walked towards Bai Ya and stood in front of her.
Bai Ya closed the book and asked gently: "How old are you this year?"
"It's 7 years old." Gu Ruoxin said, not looking at her, and lowering his eyes.
"You are seven years old, still a child, not even the Young Pioneers. Let me guess, you have to talk to me and you will be sure you have to stay or not, right?" Bai Ya said directly.
Gu Ruoxin looked at Bai Ya in surprise, "Will you drive me away?"
Bai Ya took out a piece of paper and said, "Tell me, you have a reason to stay here."
"Here, I can see my father often." Gu Ruoxin said.
"Your father goes to the military district every day and goes on business trips. Maybe he stays at home for 20 days a month. You go to bed at 8 pm in 20 days. He has other things to be busy with. Maybe he communicates with you for five minutes, a total of 100 minutes a month. Are you satisfied?" Bai Ya asked.
Gu Ruoxin nodded. "Please don't drive me away."
"If I fulfill one of your wishes, what do you hope?" Bai Ya drew a sun on white paper.
"I need my parents to be together." Gu Ruoxin said.
Bai Yayang raised the corner of her mouth, "You are with your dad, but your mom can't be with you, or your dad and your mom, but you can't be with them. Which of the two choices do you choose?"
Gu Ruoxin thought for a while, "My father and my mother are with me."
"Then where are you going?"
"I can support myself alone, but my mother is sick and she needs someone to take care of her." Gu Ruoxin said worriedly.
Bai Ya painted green grass, red flowers, big trees, and children on the paper.
"If, I said, if, one day, you find that your mother doesn't love you, will you stay with her or return to your father?" Bai Ya asked again.
Gu Ruoxin's eyes turned red, "My mother doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me to stay by her."
"So, even if you know she doesn't love you, you will still love her, right?" Bai Ya handed him the paper and pen holder.
Gu Ruoxin looked at Bai Ya with little understanding.
Bai Ya smiled slightly, "Put the color of this picture."
Gu Ruoxin lowered his head and drew.
Bai Ya looked at him and remembered her when she was a child. Although the reasons were different, the result was that her father married a new wife and gave birth to a new child.
Her mother is not good, but because she is a weak person, the one who is hurt will naturally sympathize with her.
In fact, the little guy looks very similar to her.
Bai Ya looked at the painting he drew, "Do you hate me now?"
Gu Ruoxin stopped, held the pen hard, paused for three seconds, and said, "Dad said, it's not your business to separate my mother from him, so I don't hate you."
"Xiaoxin, my aunt likes you because you are kind, dare to take responsibility, protect the weak, and have a clear distinction between love and hate. Because of emotional relationships, it is normal for you to not like me. My aunt doesn't want you to lie to stay." Bai Ya said earnestly.
"I don't like you, I didn't like you from the beginning." Gu Ruoxin clenched his fists and tried his best to find out.
"Because you thought from the beginning that my appearance would destroy the relationship between your parents. In fact, the relationship between your parents has become worse, so I can understand your mood, but the aunt has something to say, and you will hear it clearly."
Gu Ruoxin looked at Bai Ya with defense.
"One, I know you don't like me, you just want to be with your dad, you don't want to be with me.
2. You are still young and cannot understand the adult's emotional world. Being responsible for adults' love, hate and love is too heavy for you. I hope what you have to do now is to study hard, grow up well, and wait until you grow up to understand everything, who your father is, who your mother is, and who you are. We all love you very much, but sometimes, things develop beyond our expectations.
3. I have a good suggestion. Let me discuss with you. Your father will find another place for you. If you have someone to take good care of you, you will stay here and communicate with your father only 100 minutes a month. I promise you that after you go there, your father will also accompany you for 100 minutes a month.
4. It’s not that we don’t love you in the past, but that I know that you will be unhappy with me. Auntie hopes that you can be happy. When you grow up, you may understand. Can you accept it?" Bai Ya said angrily.
"Is that place abroad? I don't want to go abroad." Gu Ruoxin said worriedly.
"It may not be abroad, just in City A."
"Can I still meet my mother?" Gu Ruoxin asked expectantly.
"Xiaoxin, you think your mother is the best mother in the world. Because of different positions, we think your mother will harm you, but even if we think so, you still have your own determination. Because you love you, the best choice is to do what you want. If you perform well, I will apply for you once a month. However, it depends on whether your mother is willing to see you. Is it OK?" Bai Ya said in discussion.
"Okay, then that's all. Tell your father not to send me abroad, I'll be good." Gu Ruoxin said with promise.
Bai Ya rubbed Gu Ruoxin's head, "Love yourself well, don't abuse yourself anymore. Only those who love you will care about you and worry about you. Similarly, the ones who abuse you will hurt the people who love you the most. Those who don't care about you and those who hate you, the happier you will be when you see you are unlucky, do you understand?"
Bai Ya took off her scarf and put it on Xiaoxin's neck. "People's hearts are full of flesh, so live a positive life well."
Bai Ya took the paper in his hand. The tree was green, the grass was green, and the flowers were red.
She raised her smile slightly and rubbed Xiaoxin's head again, "Go out, your dad will settle you well, because he loves you more than you imagined."
Chapter completed!