Instead of dying in madness like her mother, she would rather end her life.

But after the end, she still had nothing.

No love to wait, no place to go...

Perhaps the best way is to hypnotize yourself.

She hypnotized once, probably a second time.

This time she hypnotized, she wanted to forget Gu Lingqing and forget everything about Gu Lingqing, including Gu Lingqing.

Only when the root of her pain ends can she no longer feel sad.

Xiao Xia saw that something was wrong with Bai Ya, so she took Shoushou to the room to play.

Time passed by minute by minute, and she stared at the wall clock on the wall, like a sculpture, and no one could hear anyone talking.

Song Xiyu felt distressed when she saw Bai Ya like this. She walked to Bai Ya again and said, "Don't wait for the child." It's almost twelve o'clock. You didn't eat all day yesterday and didn't sleep all day and night, so your body wouldn't be able to stand it.

Bai Ya slowly looked at the clock hanging on the wall.

It's eleven fifty.

She waited for more than twenty-six hours.

He really won't come back, so he left her, guard, and his mother, so decisive!

Bai Ya stood up slowly, covering the place where she was heart.

My heart hurts very much, maybe because I haven't been sleeping, and my feet are all floating when I step on the ground.

Xiaoya, eat something before going to bed. Song Xiyu said softly.

Bai Ya shook her head, said nothing, and was very weak, slowly climbing the stairs.

Song Xiyu was really afraid that she would fall down, so she looked at her worriedly.

She walked into her room without looking, closed the door, climbed onto the bed, closed her eyes, and felt distressed as if it wasn't her own.

She forced herself to think about nothing and fell asleep.

But, I didn't sleep well. I woke up once every few minutes and once every few minutes. The pain was so painful that it was almost exploded.

Just as she woke up while she was sleeping, it was already seventeen hours later.

She went into the bathroom to brush her teeth and took a shower.

Wake up. Song Xiyu said with a smile.

Her cold eyes swept across the room. Where is Gu Lingqing?

Song Xiyu's smile calmed down and hesitated.

She is a psychologist, and Song Xiyu's expression has already told her the answer.

In fact, I knew it a long time ago, so when I was sure that Gu Lingqing had not come back, his mood could be as indifferent as water.

Mom, I'm hungry. Bai Ya said, and sat at the dining table.

I will prepare breakfast for you immediately. Song Xiyu hurriedly said and went to the kitchen.

After a while, I brought the lean meat porridge with peeled eggs and prepared fried dough sticks and eggs.

Song Xiyu sat opposite her and comforted: Ling Qing is a child who knows what he is doing. I believe he will come back one day.

Bai Ya had breakfast with her head muffled.

We just need to wait patiently. If you still feel unhappy, I can accompany you on a trip. You, I, take Shoushou, Xiaoxia, Shulan, and go out together. Song Xiyu continued.

Bai Ya still didn't say anything and was eating breakfast seriously.

Song Xiyu didn't know what to say for a moment, and the cold Bai Ya made her feel a little uneasy.

Ten minutes later, Bai Ya finished her breakfast, put down her chopsticks, and looked up at Song Xiyu.

Mom Bai Ya shouted.

Song Xiyu had a bad premonition, and her nose was astringent,?g.

I was not going to wait. Bai Ya said lightly, there was not much emotional fluctuation.

OK, we won’t wait, let’s live together from now on. Song Xiyu said as Bai Ya’s words.

Yesterday, when I waited for him, I thought a lot and recalled a lot. What he wanted was to govern the country and pacify the world, but what I wanted was just small love. When our values ​​and outlook on life were different, we would feel wronged, sad, quarreled, angry, and always be in the heat of water. Bai Ya said softly.

This mother is a veteran, mom understands. Song Xiyu's eyes were wet.

Bai Ya raised the corner of her mouth slightly. I couldn't live a heartless life. Every day I waited for him, I felt wronged. When the grievances accumulated to a certain extent, they would turn into resentment, heartbreaking, paranoid, crazy, and even, I wanted to give up on myself and make Gu Lingqing regret what he did yesterday.

Song Xiyu touched her tears, you are a rational and good child.

But I finally felt wronged. He could give up everything easily, and I wanted to give up everything.

Song Xiyu became nervous, Xiaoya, what do you want to do? You still have Xiaoyan, Shouguan, don’t do stupid things.

Mom, there are both gains and gains. With a mother in a bad state, she will be accompanied by her and her environment of growing up is not good, and she will be affected by her mother. Just as I have been influenced by my mother, I am prone to depression, mental breakdown, and more likely to collapse and extreme. Bai Ya explained.

Xiaoya, you are still young, everything will be fine. Song Xiyu said worriedly.

I want to leave, maybe I will never come back in my life. Bai Ya said softly.

Song Xiyu burst into tears, and Ling Qing left, do you want to leave too? Why can you all be so heartless? Tianhang is, Ling Qing is, and so are you.

This is what the world is, and the injured are always sentimental people. Believe me, I will stay. For you, every day is suffering. Bai Ya said.

She knew herself. If she stayed, she would be crazy one day, and when she was crazy, she would become a burden to them like her mother.

You have already decided, right? Song Xiyu asked.

Shouguan, please mom.

If Ling Qing comes back one day, where are we going to find you? Song Xiyu asked with red eyes.

Even if he comes back, don't come to me. Even if he comes back, I won't forgive him. Once, twice, three or four times, I don't have such a strong heart. Moreover, what I want is just a small love, a happy and ordinary life with my husband's sincerity. Bai Ya said resolutely.

What if Shoushou misses you?

There was a wave flowing through Bai Ya's eyes, dark like dragon scales on the black dragon's body, shining with water. And, even deeper, you say to him, I'm dead.

Will Shoushou resent you? Song Xiyu is still making the final efforts.

Mom, believe me, I will stay and guard will resent me. I... Bai Ya frowned and her eyes became a little bloody.

What's wrong with you? Song Xiyu asked worriedly.

Bai Ya felt that Song Xiyu was kind to her, but she couldn't bear Gu Lingqing's departure.

As a psychologist, I understand very well that my emotions have reached the zero point.

Every day from now on, she will suffer from insomnia, feel uncomfortable, unable to get out, and become no longer like herself.
Chapter completed!