Chapter 361: I can't let go of Ji Feixu
Zhou Yanqing pursed her lips and then picked up a cup of tea.
"Don't escape!" He held her arms.
Zhou Yanqing was a little helpless: "Is it not good to be friends?"
Ji Feixiu opened his mouth and said with red eyes for a while: "Chu Liumu once asked me, is it because of my own heart or because of Liang Wensheng?"
He said he liked her, and it was the first time he had expressed his feelings so frankly.
He bit his own lips, and the crimson at the corners of his eyes seemed to be a little deeper.
"I think about how it started, it doesn't matter. I just know that I've fallen, I know I can't let it go."
He grabbed the hand of her arm and couldn't help but tighten a little.
Zhou Yanqing put down the teacup, and she looked at him for a while... "Although you are essentially the same, I must admit that since I knew... my mentality has indeed changed."
She took a deep breath.
"I have to admit that I can't handle this. My reason tells me that since I like someone, I should accept all the advantages and disadvantages. It's like you are the same person, and I should accept all the same."
"But I have only one heart. When I was young, I gave Liang Wensheng the past, and now I have given him another one."
"I can't grasp the distance between you."
It was like her correspondence with Xuanye, like she tried not to think deeply after having sex with Jiang Jianchen.
Sometimes she thinks she is a scumbag. Maybe she is naturally fickle and passionate, she will feel guilty, feel guilty, and be ashamed, but she cannot exclude it all.
Besides, when we count these things in detail, there are almost all coincidences. For example, she and Xuanye were because Xuanye had been given medicine. She and Jiang Jianchen were because her physique was too weird.
There are always many irresistible factors mixed in, and the development of the situation is beyond her control.
At present, in addition to asking questions, the friendship that she can accept with these people... including Mr. Qian is friendship to the greatest extent.
Ji Feixiu stared at her for a long time, and suddenly he felt like he was deflated and he collapsed on the chair.
"You were born to defeat me."
He looked at the blue sky and white clouds, and didn't know how weak he felt in his heart.
He pulled the corners of his lips forcibly.
"I have always been self-indulgent. For you, if you can lose one of these ambiguities, you dare not refuse directly. You deceive yourself that you can be friends with Xuanye. Is it really open-minded or afraid of hurting someone's heart?"
"Are you afraid of hurting the young master back then? Because he is too special to you, and you know clearly that we are all part of him, but you contradictoryly regard us as separate people. Are you afraid that the rejection will make him sad? So what are you looking forward to?"
"Looking forward to him loving you?"
"If so, what should you do if you ask?"
He laughed, but his eyes seemed to be hazy.
"You are really too complicated, but if I were you, I would probably be complicated too. No... Maybe I was wrong."
He looked at her: "I speak without saying anything, I apologize. I forgot that you said that your heart was given to him in the past, but now it is not in him."
He smiled hoarsely again.
Some emotions are above any emotion.
For example, she treats Mr. Feng...
As for between her and Liang Wenqin, Ji Feixiu felt that she liked Liang Wenqin, but she was not love.
Chapter completed!