recalled the battle that made people want to be mentally collapsed, and Lu Xuan's tears fell quietly. The man did not shed tears easily, but he was not sad.

    Lu Xuan carries too many things. Sometimes he really feels very tired, but he has to bear it because he can't let go of it and the pain he used to be.

      killed his brother with his own hands. How many people can bear this pain?

    Lu Xuan opened the bottle cap of Erguotou, poured a sip on the tombstone, then took a big sip, muttering to himself: "Brother, to be honest, I have never regretted slapping you with my own hands. Even if I come for the second time, I will still do this because this is my duty as a soldier, but I really want to know why the person who killed you with my own hands must be me!"

    The situation at that time did not allow Lu Xuan to hesitate at all, otherwise the end would be annihilated, so Lu Xuan had no second choice. Even if time returned to that moment, Lu Xuan would still do this.

    "Do you know how I came through these years? I can't forget it, I will never forget the look of your death in my arms. You want to live, I know," Lu Xuan wiped his tears and his voice trembled even more.

     Tang Yun listened to his words, but she didn't know why. The crystal tears were also falling. Lu Xuan seemed to live more and more nourishing than anyone else, and everyone was happy. So many beauties liked him and were willing to be his girlfriend so that he could enjoy the treatment of the emperor. With Lu Xuan's ability, it was not a problem to do how much money he wanted...

     But even so, Lu Xuan still lives in the shadow of the past and is unable to extricate himself. Lu Xuan lives very tiring and hard. All everyone sees him as he looks calm, but under that cynical mask, there is a heart that will be broken at any time.

     Tang Yun took a step forward, wrapped her hands around Lu Xuan's tiger waist, and hugged her tightly. Her soft and elastic body was tightly attached to his back, wanting to warm his trembling body.

      , but Tang Yun didn't know how to comfort Lu Xuan, so she could only hold him tightly and make him feel that his existence. Even if the sky collapsed, I would be with you.

    This is Lu Xuan’s charming side. His inner world is full of sadness, fascinating and making people want to explore. At this moment, Tang Yun’s love for Lu Xuan is even more difficult to extricate herself. She hopes to use her heart to warm him.

     The scorching sun is in the sky, and my heart is like an abyss!

    This is the most true portrayal of Lu Xuan. He cannot forget Xiao Kai's death and never forget it. Even with the understanding of Xiao's father and Xiao's mother, he still cannot overcome the hurdle in his heart.

    "God, do you want to kill me!" Lu Xuan said loudly, and then drank all the remaining Erguotou.

    "Lu Xuan, don't do this," Tang Yun hugged him tightly and said even more.

    However, Lu Xuan did not listen to Tang Yun. He shook his head and said, "Brother, you died at such a young age. You are only 20 years old. I hope that in the next life, you can be an ordinary person, instead of joining the army again. In the next life, I will protect our vast China for me and fight for you in all directions!"

     Lu Xuan finally felt better after venting his breath. With the help of drinking, he sat in front of Xiao Kai's tombstone and stroked the tombstone, as if he was stroking Xiao Kai's head.

     "Brother, I have left the army. I know that even if you know you in the yuzumi, you won't hate me, but I still can't forget that I killed you with both hands. I will live well and get rid of those pains on the battlefield," Lu Xuan murmured.

    "I will also help you take good care of your parents and take good care of your son Xiao Xiaolong. Xiaolong is your bloodline. I am really happy for you..."

    Lu Xuan's mood improved, as if he was a brother who had not seen Xiao Kai for several years. Lu Xuan whispered to him and kept talking, even though Lu Xuan was alone talking to himself.

      Seeing that Lu Xuan was still very guilty and in pain, he was no longer as crazy as before, Tang Yun breathed a sigh of relief.

     Unclesed, the sun had already set off the mountain, and the sky gradually became darker, but Lu Xuan was still sitting next to Xiao Kai's tombstone, talking about the past events in the army.

    "Lu Xuan, it's getting late, let's go back?" Tang Yun couldn't help but whisper.

     Hearing Tang Yun's words, Lu Xuan realized that it was almost dark. He looked at Xiao Kai's tombstone, his eyebrows were still full of depression, and his whole body looked extremely sad.

    "Brother, I'm leaving. I'll see you next year. I'll come to see you every year." Lu Xuan clenched his fists, then turned around with difficulty, and walked down the steps of the cemetery under Tang Yun's embrace...

      vented in front of Xiao Kai's tombstone, chatted with Xiao Kai and chatted about family matters, and Lu Xuan felt much more comfortable.

    Xiao Kai carries Lu Xuan’s most sad memory. If Lu Xuan wants to get out of this nightmare, he must rely on himself. Tang Yun understands this very well. Lu Xuan really needs to be stronger.

    Lu Xuan and Tang Yun walked to the gate of the cemetery. Xiao’s father had been waiting for a long time. When Xiao’s father saw the gloomy face of Lu Xuan, he knew that he must be in a low mood.

    Xiao's father walked up and patted his shoulder heavily, everything was silent...

    Lu Xuan grinned with a smile, and reluctantly raised his energy. Tang Yun hurriedly said, "Lu Xuan, let me drive."

     After all, Lu Xuan had just drunk a lot of wine and still smelled a little drunk. Tang Yun suggested, Lu Xuan nodded and agreed.

    So, Tang Yun drove the car and took Lu Xuan and Xiao's father back to Zixin Community. When Xiao's father was about to get off the car, he looked at the sky that was completely dark and said seriously: "Lu Xuan, it's already dark. Why don't you stay here for one night and leave tomorrow morning?"

      Without waiting for Lu Xuan to agree, Tang Yun said, "Uncle Xiao, that's going to bother."

    Lu Xuan was stunned and wanted to refuse, but it was too late. He smiled helplessly and could only go upstairs with Tang Yun and return to the Xiao family again.

     Seeing that Lu Xuan agreed without refusing, Tang Yun's pretty face immediately showed a blushing look, a little embarrassed, because as long as she returned to Northeast City, Lu Xuan would definitely send her back to the hotel and was about to part.

     So, I stayed here for one night, and in the room where Xiao’s family only has two bedrooms and one living room, Tang Yun of course had to sleep with Lu Xuan. In the eyes of Xiao’s father and Xiao’s mother, Lu Xuan and Tang Yun were lovers, and Lu Xuan wouldn’t go to the sofa to sleep, so Tang Yun’s little thoughts made her blush herself.
Chapter completed!