"Yanran, what's wrong?" Xia Mei asked with distress.

Xia Yanran felt that her heart was so blocked, and the feeling of being unable to get it turned out to be hidden deep in her heart.

It was hidden all the time before, but at this moment, it was infinitely magnified.

Xia Yanran's father abandoned her mother and her when she was 6 years old. Then, he formed another family with another woman.

Her mother left the house alone and took her to live on the top floor of the tube building.

Eighteen years ago, this tube building was very old. Eighteen years later, this tube building is still there.

When she was a child, her family was poor. She wore clothes that other children didn’t want, and she would always eat the last rotten vegetables left in the vegetable market. When it came to summer, she couldn’t use a fan and sweated heavily. In winter, she couldn’t use the heating, which made her body stiff.

When she was in school, she was the last one to pay for the tutoring fee every time she taught, which made her feel embarrassed.

At the parent-teacher meeting, she never dared to notify her mother, because her classmates laughed at her after her mother appeared.

When she was very young, she swore that when she grew up, she would make a lot of money and marry a rich man.

She has been studying hard since she was a child. When other children are playing, she is reading books. When others are sleeping, she is staying up late to read books.

With all the efforts, she just wanted to get a scholarship and to alleviate the financial difficulties of her family!

She successfully got into the best high school in Ninghai, where she met a classmate named He Jinyin.

They are classmates, and he is as poor as her. Not to be precise, he is poorer than himself.

I am just a single-parent family, and I have a mother, but he doesn't. He is an orphan.

However, he was obviously just an orphan, and he was so poor, but she could always see the spirit of never giving up from him. Even in the darkness, he still wanted to be the sun, heat up, shine, and illuminate himself, while trying to illuminate the people around him.

At that time, she was with him, and there were so many laughter and joy, and she had thought that she would continue like this forever.

He spends less time studying than himself, but his studies are better than himself.

He was good at singing. He used to sing "Li Xianglan" to her with a bad guitar abandoned by others next to the lake in the school and under the willow trees.

He was also good at carving. On her birthday, he once carved a piece of pine wood and gave it to himself.

He was also good at painting. Once, they went to the beach of Ninghai. She sat on a stone by the sea. The sea breeze blew her long hair, and the afterglow of the setting sun fell on her face. He engraved her back under the setting sun for eternity.

At that time, it was really beautiful.

It is also the happiest time for her in her life.

However, the good times did not last long.

Her mother is sick and needs money and needs tens of thousands of dollars for surgery.

They have no money.

Once again, she understood the importance of money.

At that time, a rich child was pursuing her.

The rich child made a bet with others that he would chase her within one week and let her be his girlfriend for a week. Then, he paid the tens of thousands of dollars for her.

Xia Yanran agreed!

So, Xia Yanran became the girlfriend of the rich second generation for a week.

Of course, they didn't do anything that week.

The most outrageous time was the day before Christmas, when the rich second generation drove a car and invited her to play at the bar.

As soon as she got into the co-pilot, the rich second generation wanted to kiss her forcibly, and she quickly resisted.

She pushed the rich second generation away and got out of the car.

She will always remember the situation on that day. On that day, it was drizzling heavily in the sky. When she opened the car door, she saw a familiar back and ran away.

She recognized his back, it was He Jinyin, and he saw the scene just now.

In front of her, there was an apple, an apple for Christmas Eve.

However, the apple fell to the ground and was broken, and it was stained with rain and sludge.

She wanted to catch up and explain to him, but instead, she smiled bitterly again.

What should I explain? How can he help himself? He can't help himself, he can't help at all!

Just like that, did he think he is really the sun? Do he think he can really shine, heat, illuminate himself, and illuminate the people around him?

No, he is just an orphan, just a poor man. What ability does he have to illuminate himself?

He even had difficulty in solving his own food and clothing.

He is just a fool! A fool who can't even care about himself!

She was wet in heavy rain and silently picked up the apple.

The rich second generation got angry and drove by her in a car.

The car splashed water, splashing her school uniform and splashing dirty.

Since then, He Jinyin has never come to find her.

And she didn't take the initiative to find He Jinyin.

Later, after graduating from high school, I heard that he had a car accident while saving a little girl during the college entrance examination. He did not take the college entrance examination the next day, and because he failed the exam, he went to a technical school.

When she arrived at university, she was still paying attention to him silently. He heard that after graduating from technical school, he returned to Ninghai and became the son-in-law of the Jiang family.

And she was even more determined to become a rich man and marry a rich man.

After graduation, she returned to Ninghai and met him again.

At that time, she didn't know what her mind was. Every time an excellent man pursued her, she wanted to bring her to him and use it to humiliate him.

That will bring her some pleasure!

Xia Yanran now recalls everything and thinks of Jiang Xue’s birthday party today. Her heart is so blocked.

The fireworks in Ninghai were originally meant to bloom for her, but those became someone else's.

That gorgeous seven-colored peony flower should have bloomed for her, but it still became someone else's.

Also, the envious eyes of everyone originally belonged to her, but now it has become someone else's.

"Yanran, what's wrong with you today? Why are you crying? Don't cry, don't cry, mom is here, mom wait, I will make braised pork for you! When you were a child, you liked to eat braised pork the most. Do you still remember? Once, the braised pork fell to the ground, and you couldn't bear to throw it away..." Xia Mei said.

Xia Yanran suddenly thought of that Christmas Eve and the apples that night.

"Mom, I don't want to eat braised pork, I want to eat apples..." Xia Yanran swallowed even more.

"Okay, okay, okay, mom will buy it for you right away." Xia Mei said, then walked out of the room and really went to buy apples.

Suddenly, Xia Yanran was the only one in this narrow room.

She walked to the bedroom in silence, which had a desk from more than ten years ago.

There was a drawer in the desk, and the drawer was locked.

In that drawer, what Xia Yanran had when she was a child was holding. Those things were all that she cherished so much, so she put them in the drawer and locked them.

She hasn't opened the drawer for a long time, just like she hasn't recalled the past for a long time.

At this time, she found the key, then took the key and walked towards the drawer.

I walked to the drawer and immediately opened the drawer.

When I opened the drawer, it was full of the previous items, and it was covered with dust.

There is another one of the moldy apples that have been killed or even moldy.

She looked at the moldy apple quietly and smiled bitterly.

Some things are rotten and should be thrown away, right?

Otherwise, putting it there will only rot more and pollute the surrounding environment.

In addition to this moldy apple, there are many other things in this drawer.

For example, one is a wood carving, one is a wood carving he gave to himself back then.

At this moment, she picked up the wood carving and looked at it.

The wood carving was a 17-8-year-old girl. She blushed and wore a simple but clean school uniform.

At that time, she smiled like a flower!

Looking at the wooden sculpture with a smile like a flower, she suddenly burst into tears.

"Bang bang bang bang~~~~" At this time, my mother Jiang Mei had already bought the apples and came back.

When he opened the door, Jiang Mei said, "Yanran, my mother has bought apples and bought two kilograms of pork. I'll make braised pork for you!"

As he said that, Jiang Mei put down the apple, carried the pork, and went to the kitchen to cook.

Xia Yanran was the only one in the bedroom.

She just now, with her back facing her mother Jiang Mei, and Jiang Mei didn't see it either, and tears were covered with her face.

Turning her head, she picked up an apple and started eating it.
To be continued...