Chapter 10 'I once thought about it for a hundred times'
It seems okay?
Everyone was surprised when they looked at Xiao Mo on the stage.
I thought Xiao Mo himself would have a saliva song without any connotation. While everyone was curious, they were ready to be tortured by their ears and souls.
But now... they were surprised to find that this song was actually a bit good?
"Let's listen."
The audience gradually began to change their prejudice. Of course, it was just a prelude and could not have an explosive effect. They needed to listen to it again.
but--
The four music circle masters on the judges obviously don’t need to listen to it to determine whether it is good or bad. For those who are experts and professionals like them, they can hear a lot of things by just listening to a prelude.
"Is this really written by Xiao Mo himself? Does he have such a strong creative foundation?"
"It should be written by him, right? If he dares to impersonate such a thing, he should know how serious the consequences will be."
"Although there are still some flaws, it is incredible that the first creation can achieve this level, at least much better than me."
"If this is true, then Xiao Mo is simply a genius. I'm curious, why has he never shown his creative talent before?"
"Stay listening to it first. I have a premonition that this song will not be that simple, maybe there will be surprises."
"I'll listen first, and then ask clearly later. I thought Xiao Mo was just here to go through the motions, but I didn't expect..."
The four judges whispered, silent on their faces.
...
On stage.
Xiao Mo did not care about the strangeness of the audience and the judges. He devoted all his thoughts to singing. The only thing he had to do now was to express this song carefully.
For Shaw Mo, it's more than just a song.
"I thought about it all over again.
When I saw the apricot blossoms bloom
Wrapped in the mottled spring ~
Sleeping under the shade of the tree ~
Whether it can turn into dust will not be asked why..."
"Like a trapped beast longs for freedom~
There is no exit, just roar hard~
Cover your eyes and you can see the ugly ~
Who will investigate my pain?
All this is just fighting myself~
The result is absurd, regardless of whether you win or lose.
I know ~ I know everything ~
But..."
A song was slowly finished, and the whole audience was silent.
Looking down at everyone in the audience, Xiao Mo pondered for a few seconds and said softly: "I was a depressed patient. I once thought about suicide, and even practiced it.
But when I wanted to leave this world, I suddenly thought of those who cared, so I mustered up the courage to face it again...
My depression has recovered.
Then, I thought of people who had the same pain as me, so I wrote this song.
As the lyrics say-
‘I once thought that when I was over, I could have someone like you in this world when I couldn’t meet you, and quietly awakened the joy in my sleeping heart. It was possible that someone like you in my heart would be a little bit looking forward to this world’
I hope I can use my meager strength to help those who have a common situation with me.
Believe in yourself and in this world, we will eventually overcome all difficulties and reap the sunshine and joy again...
Not long ago, many people asked me many questions on Weibo. Because there were too many questions and I had limited energy, I put them together to answer them.
The song is called "I once thought about the end of the whole world". This is my answer to these questions. I hope it will satisfy everyone...
Today I went on this stage to sing this song and sang it to more people.
Do your best to let more people pay attention to the ‘depression’ group, so that more people in need can get help…
Thank you everyone.”
After Xiao Mo said that, he bowed deeply.
The audience was silent for a long time, and then the applause was endless.
Many viewers at the scene were a little prejudiced to Xiao Mo at the beginning because he suffered from depression and committed suicide. As the Internet said, being a star may have some negative impact on society. In particular, most of Xiao Mo's fans are young groups and are prone to imitating idol behaviors.
On the other hand, it is also because Xiao Mo, as a traffic artist, does not have outstanding talents. In the eyes of the public, he can be a big star with just a handsome face, without any effort or effort. This is really unfair to other stars and makes it difficult for the public to balance psychologically.
But today, on this stage, Xiao Mo used his wonderful performance to completely change the audience's view of him.
"It is true that Xiao Mo is indeed depressed, but I don't think what is said online is right. I think he can bring positive and positive effects to society."
"I once thought about the end of the world"... It's such a good song. I haven't been so shocked for a long time. If anyone dares to say that Xiao Mo has no talent in the future, I will be the first to be dissatisfied."
"So what about depression? Should people with depression die? Can't depression become celebrities? I really don't know when society became what it is now."
"I used to be very disgusted with Xiaomo, but now I like him a little."
"Are you sure it's not because he's handsome?"
"Handsome is just a temporary moment. There are not many other people in the entertainment industry. There are so many handsome guys and beautiful girls. If you can like this today, you can like that tomorrow, but... Compared to appearance, morality and temperament are the most important."
"If you don't say anything else, just rely on this song and Xiao Mo's attitude, I will give you full marks. When this song is on the digital music platform in the future, I will support it as soon as possible."
The audience whispered.
Before, many people had prejudice and hostility towards Xiao Mo, but now, these ideas have disappeared.
Calm down and think about it carefully, what did Xiao Mo do wrong again?
A person suffering from depression attempted suicide. He should have received help from society, but what did everyone do?
Not only did he not have any voices to help him or encourage him, but everyone was scolding, repelling, and unimaginable and incredible hostility.
When we realize this, many people feel scared.
When... society became what it is now?
What about their morality? What about virtue? What about conscience?
...
On stage.
The host walked onto the stage quickly, and his eyes looked at Xiao Mo with a complicated look. He was ashamed, apologized, and admired...
He quickly adjusted his mindset, looked at the audience and judges, picked up the microphone, and chuckled, "Thank you very much for Xiao Mo's wonderful performance, a song "I once thought about it," I am not an expert in the music field and can't give any professional evaluations, but I personally like this song very much. I hope I can upload it to the music platform earlier so that more people can listen to this good song that heals the soul like me... Below, four judges are invited to evaluate and rate Xiao Mo's wonderful performance."
The right to speak was handed over to the judges.
Xiao Mo looked at the four people, and the audience also looked at them.
"Let me talk first."
A female judge said: "Please allow me to apologize for my previous blindness and prejudice before making a comment."
As she said that, she stood up and bent down to apologize to Xiao Mo on the stage.
The scene was in an uproar and the audience felt a little incredible.
This female judge is not an ordinary person. She is a top boss in the Xia Guo music circle and a very famous gold medal musician - Du Yuwen.
With her status and value in the entertainment industry, even if Xiao Mo is still in the heyday of popularity, she is a junior in front of her. Now, she actually apologized to Xiao Mo in public, which is really difficult to understand.
“That’s how it is.”
Du Yuwen said: "When I was decisively resisting this contestant before, I didn't want Xiao Mo to appear on this stage. Why... I shouldn't need to explain more, everyone can guess."
The audience burst into laughter.
What other complicated reasons can be found? It’s just the “black spots” on Xiao Mo.
At first, Xiao Mo's various black materials were overwhelming, and he almost settled down on hot searches.
Secondly, this kind of artist who can be a top star with just one face and dares to sing and show off without professional talent is the most boring thing in the music industry.
Du Yuwen doesn’t like Xiao Mo, and everyone on the scene can understand.
"I always feel that if a traffic artist like Xiao Mo doesn't understand music, and doesn't know how to respect music, he shouldn't come to the music circle to seek development. Now he has to bring his broken songs to me to show off... This is simply a humiliation to me."
Du Yuwen spread his hands, his expression and tone were full of unacceptableness.
The audience continued to burst into laughter.
“But now—”
Du Yuwen continued: "I have to admit that I made the mistake of prejudice and arrogance. I did not know a person personally, and did not listen to a song, but directly judged the person's character and the quality of the song... This is something that professional musicians should not do, so I want to apologize.
In addition, I also want to say that the song "I thought about the end of the world" is very good, very good. I give it 100 points here. I hope Xiao Mo will not care about my mistakes, and then... if you are interested, we can communicate music together."
Slap sex-
The audience applauded.
Du Yuwen is very popular, not only because of her outstanding talent, but also because of her character and temperament, she dares to love and hate, which is very real, and she cannot see the airs of a big shot in her.
"Thank you, Teacher Du Yuwen."
Xiao Mo bent down to thank him, and responded: "I am honored to be appreciated by Teacher Du Yuwen. If Teacher Du wants to communicate music with me, I will be on standby at any time."
"So……"
Chapter completed!