Chapter 288 Commitment
"Senior Brother, you really... nothing happened, and no one said anything. It was my own problem. It was just my senior brother, how did you see that I was in a bad mood? It's almost a day and night. I have almost digested it myself. You can still see it!" Xie Zhao was picking up the chopsticks and heard Ji Mingxuan's words. He took back the chopsticks. Xie Zhao looked at Ji Mingxuan with some confusion.
She always knew that Ji Mingxuan's attention to her was not ordinary, but was it a bit too much to care about it? After all, she has always been good at enlightening herself. She felt that she had almost digested it last night. How did Ji Mingxuan see it? To be honest, even Xie Xuan, who grew up with her, did not see that she was in a bad mood today. Is Ji Mingxuan a little...
Ji Mingxuan picked up a chopstick for Xie Zhao and said gently: "Zhaozhao, you should know that I care about you very much, more than you imagined. You can see your emotions in your eyes. I don't know if others can see them, but from your tone of speaking, from your eyes, I can easily tell whether you are really happy. Zhaozhao, tell me why you are in a wrong mood."
"It's nothing. It's just that after hanging up the phone last night, I thought about seeing you. It might take at least several days, so I thought about getting everything at hand. But after I made the arrangement, I realized that there are so many things and I don't have much ambitions. I just thought that I could live my own life comfortably without worrying about survival. But now I find that this is impossible. I don't know what causes this result, so I feel a little irritated."
Xie Zhao was a little irritated when he mentioned these things. He glanced at Ji Mingxuan, then lowered his head and said softly: "Senior Brother, I also know that something is wrong with my situation. After all, as long as people live in this world, there will always be one or another. But I have no ambitions and no great desires. My heart is very small, and I just want to be safe for my family, and the people I care about are happy and healthy, and I can do something I like."
"Zhaozhao!" Ji Mingxuan put down his chopsticks and reached out to hold Xie Zhao's hand and said seriously and seriously: "Zhaozhao, people will do this, but people's desires are endless. There are very few calm minds like you. You feel that you have too many things, different from what you think. This is normal. When people are busy, they always have a negative emotion, even if I do this sometimes, Zhaozhao, no matter how bad you are, you still do what you think you should do when you face things."
Ji Mingxuan took a deep breath and continued, "Zhaozhao, I know what kind of life you want to live, and I can promise you that you will try your best to give you such a life, but Zhaozhao, you still don't understand yourself, you can't do the life you yearn for at all. You value love too much, family or friends, and there is also me, these are all existences that you can't let go and you can't just take care of nothing but a leisurely life."
"Senior brother, I, I just feel very tired sometimes. I don't know if I do this right. Everyone has their own life. Is it not good for me to do this? After all, I can do only a limited amount, but if I don't care about anything, I feel uncomfortable. I always wonder if I can help more. I will not be so tired if I help others. But if I do something, I will feel that I have taken care of too much."
Xie Zhao looked at Ji Mingxuan and smiled bitterly, and said in a vague voice: "Senior Brother, is it a bit pretentious for me? Whether it is you or your family and friends, these are sincere to me, but sometimes I think it is appropriate for me to do this? Will it be bad? Will it make people feel that I have taken care of too much? If I don't do anything, I will feel that I am too deserted. Others treat me with sincerity, but I will think about whether it is right or not, should I do it?"
"Zhaozhao, why do you think so? You have done a good job. Whether you are family and friends or my fiancé, you have done everything you can do. You will be worried about gains and losses, and it is normal for you to think more and be sensitive. People will subconsciously protect themselves first. You just subconsciously want to protect yourself from harm. Zhaozhao, I know that you have let go of those bad pasts, but those things still leave traces in your heart."
Sighing, Ji Mingxuan stared at Xie Zhao's eyes and continued, "Zhaozhao, you must understand that everyone's personality will not be the same. You just need to remember that your beauty is sensitive and thoughtful. In my opinion, these are you, the unique you are what I want. Just like what we said before, all love at first sight is to be lustful, including me. The first impression of you is that a beautiful little girl with a cold temperament makes people feel happy when they see you."
"Later, I will pay attention to you intentionally or unintentionally. It starts with appearance, fall into talent, and be loyal to character. It is my emotional experience for you over the past few years. From the beginning to the beginning of being shallow, to the end of being obsessed with you. Although it has not been used for a long time, it is indeed my mental journey. Zhao Zhao, you have done well enough. We are now unmarried couples. You have to try to slowly regard me as your support. You must clearly understand that my feelings for you are your greatest confidence!"
Xie Zhao frowned and whispered in a low voice: "Senior Brother, I know you are good to me and I believe you will give me confidence, but I always feel that everyone can run around, and I will be at ease with my heart. I either don't believe in you, or I think, I think..."
"I think things in the world are unpredictable, right? Zhaozhao, it's right for you to think like this. I will say and do this because I care about you. I don't want you to be unhappy. I hope my little girl will always be safe and happy, but you and I know that this may not be realized. After all, just like you said, things in the world are unpredictable and unpredictable. I am not worried that people's hearts will be unpredictable. I understand you as if I know myself."
Ji Mingxuan looked at Xie Zhao who was obviously very entangled and continued with distress: "Zhaozhao, you and I will not change, but we cannot guarantee that the impermanence of the world will be like what you hope. It is also good for you to give yourself confidence. After all, none of us knows which one will come first tomorrow or accident, but Zhaozhao, you still have to try to rely on me and find me to solve the problem. It is natural for me to help you with confidence."
"We won't talk about this anymore. I'm just irritable for a moment. It's nothing, but I might be a bit pretentious. Senior brother, are we off topic? If we don't talk about it, we won't talk about it anymore. The food is cold. Let's have a meal first. After dinner, we are talking about it. I'm fine. Senior brother, don't worry about me. My ability to self-regulate is very powerful. I'm actually almost ready now. What kind of life is not life. Besides, I'm not resistant to this situation."
Chapter completed!