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Chapter 44(1/2)

Xu Zhilu's smile froze, and she looked at Chen Siyan in disbelief.

At her surprised gaze, Chen Siyan slowly approached: "Don't you feel it?"

Xu Zhilu didn't say anything.

What she wants to say, do you say that she actually has feelings, but you are not sure?

The main reason is that she felt that Chen Siyan was chasing her a little unreal.

It’s not that he is not true to him chasing himself. As far as they know their identities now, there is actually not much difference between chasing and not chasing.

The two of them just didn't break the window paper.

Xu Zhilu pursed her lower lip and looked at him: "No."

She was quiet for a few seconds and said, "I just think...it's quite unnecessary."

Chen Siyan looked at her and smiled: "I think it's necessary."

He whispered, "This is what I owe you."

"no."

Xu Zhilu didn't think about it and said, "You didn't owe me anything."

The matter of love cannot be described as owing or not owing. It has always been an illusory thing that makes people unable to hold it.

In the world of love, no one owes anyone.

If you fall in love with the first one, you will definitely suffer a little more than the one you fall in love with the later one. But this is everyone's willingness. Xu Zhilu actually does not regret her liking for Chen Siyan, she is just more self-moastering.

It would be great if she had said it earlier and Chen Siyan understood her feelings earlier.

Then they would not have the messy stories behind them, and maybe they would not have rebirth.

With Xu Zhilu, she had complained about Chen Siyan, but that was when she was unknown and she thought Chen Siyan had agreed to break the appointment again. At that moment when she remembered that day, her estrangement about this matter had long disappeared.

In short, Chen Siyan was also a victim. He didn't know anything and had been resentful for so long.

Xu Zhilu didn't know how to describe it. In short, she just felt that she was quite sorry for Chen Siyan.

All the things are wrong, but the mistakes made seem to be more daily and many people will make them. For a moment, many things can't be explained clearly.

...

Chen Siyan lowered his eyes and looked at her: "What did you say?"

Xu Zhilu raised her eyes and looked straight at him: "What I'm talking about is the facts. You don't owe me anything. The whole thing... I'm wrong in the end."

Chen Siyan's lips moved, and just as he was about to retort, Xu Zhilu continued: "If I had a better personality and said whatever I had like An An, I wouldn't have been like this."

She looked at Chen Siyan: "The reason I am escaping from the fact that we once obtained a marriage certificate is because I am not fully prepared yet."

She whispered: "Chen Siyan, give me some time, I want to take care of it."

Chen Siyan's face froze slightly, looking at her: "Give you time." He pursed the corners of his lips: "Just don't leave."

Upon hearing this, Xu Zhilu looked at him with a funny look: "Where am I going?"

She said: "I'm all working here."

Chen Siyan: "Then don't stop me from coming here." He said: "It's okay to be at home, just relax when you get here."

Xu Zhilu: “…”

He said this, and she really had no reason to refuse.

"Then let it go."

"Yes." Chen Siyan looked at her: "There is one more thing I forgot to say."

Xu Zhilu raised her eyebrows.

Chen Si extended his hand, rubbed her head and said, "Since I've said it, I'll just click it tomorrow."

Xu Zhilu didn't know so he looked at him: "What?"

"Chasing you."

Chen Siyan said: "We have wasted four years. Since we have returned, it means we are giving us a chance to make up for it." He paused and looked at Xu Zhilu with a bright look: "I don't want to leave any regrets, nor do I want to miss this time again."

Xu Zhilu blinked lightly and said nothing.

Chen Siyan bent down and said softly: "I want to start chasing you seriously from now on." He held Xu Zhilu's hand: "What was the past is the past, start all over again this time, don't be busy rejecting me."

Chen Siyan looked at her: "After chasing her, are you willing to agree? Look at you, I will not force you or force you."

He didn't dare to blink his eyes, and the Adam's apple rolled up and down: "Xu Zhilu, I haven't told you."

He said: "I like you. I like you very much."

I don't know when it started, but I seemed to like it. Unfortunately, he was slow to react and always confused feelings with family affection.

After entering the house, Xu Zhilu went into the kitchen and poured a glass of water.

She took a sip, but her movements gradually slowed down.

For some reason, the two words Chen Siyan said kept playing in her ears.

like.

He likes himself.

I like it very much.

Xu Zhilu actually heard it many times in her previous life. Chen Siyan seemed to know that she was insecure in her emotions and would tell her again and again that he liked her and loved her.

When he said this, he was not impatient at all. He was so open and direct.

But now it sounds a little different from the feeling I felt in my previous life.

Xu Zhilu vaguely discovered that her heartbeat seemed to be a little faster.

It is because of the heart-wrenching of the person you like when speaking.

She had to admit that even if she had a resuming life, she could not control herself and was once again moved by Chen Siyan, and once again fell in love with this not-so-perfect boy.

After thinking it through, Xu Zhilu drank the water in the cup.

She walked towards the bathroom.

After taking a shower, the message from Chen Siyan was already lying on his phone.

Chen Siyan: It’s time to get home.

Xu Zhilu: Yes.

Chen Siyan: Go to bed early and good night.

Xu Zhilu lowered her eyes and looked at the words for a while, and replied in a normal manner: Good night.

In the next half month, Chen Siyan really did what he said.

He said that chasing Xu Zhilu openly means that he is really chasing him.

He would give Xu Zhilu flowers every day, occasionally deliver food to her, and take her out to play from time to time.

If you have time, Xu Zhilu would not refuse. The two of them could get along well and harmoniously.

After Xin Anan knew that Chen Siyan was chasing her, she couldn't help but come to the milk tea shop with her.

When she arrived, Chen Siyan had not arrived yet.

"Where is Chen Siyan?"

Xu Zhilu glanced at her: "No."

Xin Anan stood in front of her: "There are not many people in the store now."

Xu Zhilu nodded: "I know."

Xin Anan looked at her: "Aren't you going to gossip with me?"

Upon hearing this, Xu Zhilu found it funny: "How do you want to gossip?"

"Just Chen Siyan chases you."

Xu Zhilu looked at her: "What do you want to drink?"

“Lemon tea.”

Xu Zhilu nodded, ordered a cup for her, and then started making it.

"no."

Xin Anan looked at her back to her: "Zhi Lu, I'm telling you seriously."

Xu Zhilu turned around and looked at her and smiled: "I know."

She whispered, "I'm thinking about what to say."

Xin Anan blinked and said, "Just say that, what else should I say?"

She asked curiously: "What do you think?"

Xu Zhilu pondered for a while, "Let's talk about it."

To be honest, she didn't think of anything. As far as her personality is concerned, she enjoys the life she is now with Shen Siyan.

It is plain and light without much ups and downs, which is enough for Xu Zhilu.

Xin Anan heard it very helpless: "It's gone?"

Xu Zhilu smiled: "Yes."

She was quiet for a while: "I still like Chen Siyan very much."
To be continued...
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