Chapter 35 Consideration(2/2)
"I don't know either. I have long identified you as a relative. Now you suddenly tell me this. It's really hard for me to adjust it in a short period of time."
Because of anxiety, Hou Ranxi sat up again, held Chai Meicen's hand and said as if coaxing him: "I'm being smart, don't be angry, okay? Especially don't ignore me."
"Then I ask you, when did you start to like me?"
"I started when I was sensible. At that time, I thought I must find a girlfriend like you. Later, I suddenly thought, am I stupid? Isn't it better to just find you as a girlfriend? So it has been going on until now."
"So early?"
Hou Ranxi nodded.
Chai Meicen immediately felt a headache and asked her the question she was most afraid of: "Then you haven't been in a relationship for so many years, is it because of me?"
"Um."
"Are you a fool?!" Chai Meicen was about to go wild and asked directly.
"I just like you." On this point, Hou Ranxi was not very normal stubborn.
Chai Meicen felt a little dizzy in an instant, not excited, but felt extremely burdened in an instant.
He obviously did nothing, but he seemed to have let Hou Ranxi down.
A kind of "passive" "feeling guilt".
"I have been following your footsteps, wherever you take the exam, wherever you take the exam. But you suddenly had a quarrel with your family and suddenly disappeared, and I suddenly panicked.
After that, I found out that you suddenly ran away at night, so I checked where the tickets you could buy temporarily at night lead to, casting nets from one city to another.
All the money I used for part-time jobs in college to find private detectives. Fortunately, I found you and have been with you for so many years."
Hou Ranxi's family conditions are not good.
At that time, he was still a college student, and he had no relationship or background, and no decent means, so he could only use the stupidest method to find it.
Fortunately, Chai Meichen's surname is not a big surname, and the number of names is not high, so he really found it.
But the hardships I have worked for the past four years have started again and again after disappointment. Only he himself knows the feeling of not seeing hope after waiting for four years.
"Is it worth it?" Chai Meizen felt it was not worth it. When she asked this, her voice was trembling.
"Because I like you, I can't like anyone except you. As long as there is a chance, I will wait for you."
This speech was like a heavy blow.
She once thought that she met Hou Ranxi again was accidental, but now it seems that it was the result of Hou Ranxi's efforts.
She looked at Hou Ranxi and felt unspeakable.
"I'm sorry, I only realized." Chai Meicen raised her hand to wipe her tears.
Hou Ranxi quickly reached out to help Chai Meichen wipe the corners of his eyes, with a hot temperature on his fingers: "Don't cry, I don't want you to cry the most."
"You also know that I am at my age and have been here for so many years, but I feel that feelings are unnecessary. Zhou Rui is already old, and I no longer need anyone to help me take care of my children. I also have money and don't need to live with anyone. I am living a good life myself.
So, if I really fall in love one day, it must be because of love.
You are a very important person to me, so I treat the relationship between us with great caution. I cannot be with you hasty because I am reluctant to leave you.
Or because of being moved, because I feel that you have paid so much, I cannot let you down, and agree to date without feelings.
Similarly, I will not reject you because I think you will not leave me and are confident..."
After Chai Meicen finished speaking, hesitated for a moment.
Hou Ranxi whispered to her: "Well, continue to say, I'm listening, I understand everything."
"I will think seriously. Can you wait for me?"
"Yes, that's OK." Hou Ranxi laughed at this sentence, feeling relieved, "I've been waiting for so many years, and it's not so long."
Chai Meicen wanted to adjust her posture, but she realized that Hou Ranxi had been holding her hand.
She immediately panicked and pulled her hand back. Then she heard Hou Ranxi tease her in a low voice: "Your fingers are so hot. Do you have a cold too? Do you want to lie down with me to recuperate?"
"Get out!" Chai Meicen cursed.
After being scolded, Hou Ranxi could still laugh.
The smile was a little sweet, making Chai Meicen even more at a loss.
Hou Ranxi never flirts on purpose, but his inadvertent actions always make people overwhelmed.
Chai Meicen pinched Hou Ranxi's cheek and asked him to face him, then slapped Hou Ranxi in the face.
The slap was not heavy, but it still made Hou Ranxi confused: "When your sister did this, I scolded her like this. Zuojian himself attracted the attention of another person is the most unworthy. Not to mention whether that person is worthy or not, do you really think the other person's care will be more uncomfortable than your own body?"
"But I think it's worth it this time."
Chai Meicen slapped Hou Ranxi again: "It's a big deal. I would have made it clear to you. After you did this, I became even more angry."
"I'm sorry." Hou Ranxi didn't dare to fight back, and he didn't even dare to be angry, so he could only bow his head and admit his mistake.
Anyway, it doesn't hurt to beat.
She said everything was right.
Chai Meicen finally sighed, hugged Hou Ranxi through the quilt, and rubbed his head: "Thank you for your hard work, you must have been very uncomfortable in the years you have been looking for me, right?"
Hou Ranxi was stunned by the hug, and tears unknowingly overflowed from his eyes and fell silently.
A big man actually cried like a child.
He pressed his forehead against Chai Meichen's shoulder, nodded, and said vaguely "um".
"Fool." Chai Meicen felt a little distressed.
However, my heart is warm.
It’s not that no one cares about her. There is a little fool who has loved her for many years.
The nose can smell the not-so-sweet smell of rock sugar pear when it cools. The body is still heating up, but it feels that this hug is particularly warm.
The person he loved deeply hugged him, rubbed his hair, and scolded him softly, and he felt very happy.
Loved for twenty years.
The sea of people has been searching for four years.
She has been by her side for twelve years.
Chapter completed!