Chapter 58 Experience(1/2)
Zhou Rui has been keen on studying basketball games recently, and today is no exception.
He watched the game in the gymnasium, studied the opponent's path, and analyzed whether they could win.
Something happened in the end.
He came out with Yang Ming to watch the fun. When he saw that it was Zhang Rucheng, he was so scared that he found a tool. In a panic, he ran to the top floor in one breath.
There is no elevator in their school, and the teachers are not as fast as Zhou Rui.
Zhou Rui is good at sports and is still young. He has long legs and takes three steps at a time. He soon arrives next to Zhang Rucheng.
He was still gasping violently while sitting next to Zhang Rucheng.
He knew that it was not suitable to stand outside and talk to Zhang Rucheng at this time. If he didn't pay attention to his words, he would be stimulated to jump down directly.
Only by sitting by Zhang Rucheng equally will Zhang Rucheng relax and facilitate his operation.
Zhang Rucheng looked at him blankly, still reminding: "What are you doing? It's very dangerous here."
"Do you still know the danger?" Zhou Rui was so angry when asked. He held the railing behind him tightly with one hand, and slowly approached Zhang Rucheng with the other hand.
"Your mom is so nice... If she sees you here, she will go crazy."
"Yes, when I saw you here, I almost went crazy. Do you have to call me dad?"
Zhou Rui is like this. He doesn’t spoil you when he commits suicide. He says whatever he wants. He is keen on taking his son and will never be able to change his life.
Especially now he is quite angry.
Zhang Rucheng pursed his lips: "I really can't stand it anymore. I used to think it would be better to get used to it, but I really... can't stand it anymore."
Why is my father so hideous?
He didn't leave any gap for him, so that he could not breathe anymore. He was also a human being.
His father's words were still circling in his head, and he was asked to die again and again.
What he thought of when he saw the device being smashed was: Oh, then let's die, anyway, you don't want me to live anymore.
He really didn't want to bear this anymore, but he didn't want to take Zhou Rui with him, and he didn't want to implicate others.
He originally wanted to find a place with fewer people. If he hadn't thought of other methods for a while, he wouldn't have chosen this method, causing trouble to others.
However, how can a person who wants to commit suicide think a lot?
"I can't stand it anymore. My mother asked me to study every day and bought a stick to hit me." Zhou Rui complained with Zhang Rucheng, his hands moving little by little.
He found a hook downstairs, which was on the trolley. It was a cart that was connected by an iron ring between the two hooks, which could connect the two small trolleys.
There were trousers on the trousers in autumn's school uniform that could be worn with belts. Zhou Rui turned his head and looked at it. He suppressed his fear of height. After hooking two of them with one end of the hook, he quickly hooked the other end on the railing.
After doing this, Zhou Rui quickly held the railing and jumped back to the roof carefully.
The moment he really landed, he realized that he was not as brave as he thought, and his legs were weak when he stood firm.
For the first time, he found out that he was actually afraid of heights.
He was really afraid of sitting on that edge. If he asked him to choose again, he would definitely not go again, and he was also afraid.
However, without thinking too much just now, he chose to sit next to Zhang Rucheng.
Zhang Rucheng looked behind him in surprise, and before he could react, Zhou Rui grabbed his shoulder.
Zhang Rucheng wanted to struggle, but his body almost fell down in a flash. Fortunately, the hook on his pants made Zhang Rucheng's body stabilize again.
I saw that Zhang Rucheng's body was almost falling downstairs, and a scream came out.
"Come here to help me!" Zhou Rui used his hands to pass through Zhang Rucheng's armpit, clasped Zhang Rucheng's body and roared at the roof.
The teacher who was already nervous and moved his eyes away quickly came over and helped Zhou Rui move Zhang Rucheng in.
Zhou Rui took off the hook behind Zhang Rucheng so that he could be controlled on the roof.
Unexpectedly, just as Zhang Rucheng was controlled, Zhou Rui punched Zhang Rucheng.
"You are going to fuck me to death, right?! Do you believe it or not, I will beat you to death?" After Zhou Rui punched Zhang Rucheng, he pressed Zhang Rucheng's body and let him lie on the ground on the rooftop of the shed, and raised his fist again to punch Zhang Rucheng again.
Zhang Rucheng looked at Zhou Rui blankly, as if he hadn't reacted to what had happened.
In fact, the moment when his body almost fell down, Zhang Rucheng did not feel relieved, but instead was unwilling to accept it.
And finally there is fear.
At the same moment, he felt Zhou Rui hooking his body hard and becoming his only support.
Zhou Rui became the only bond that he continued to "entangle" with the world.
However, just as he was rescued, he was beaten by Zhou Rui.
This is the first time a good student like him has fought with other students or has been beaten up.
He looked at Zhou Rui and found that he had no power to fight back for a boy like Zhou Rui.
"What are you watching me stupidly? Oh, I want me to beat you to death, I will follow you, you can save yourself from posing there, right? I tell you, don't think so, I will beat you half-death, making you feel uncomfortable." Zhou Rui looked at Zhang Rucheng's appearance, and his body was so angry that he was trembling.
Zhang Rucheng wanted to explain, but he cried as soon as he opened his mouth: "You actually hit me..."
Zhou Rui was embarrassed instead, and he coughed and continued to attack him: "Do you deserve a beating yet?"
Zhang Rucheng didn't speak, just lay on the ground and cried. A handsome boy cried so hard that he cried. He was not handsome at all, but rather ugly.
I couldn't cry, but I finally could cry without any scruples.
Zhou Rui couldn't stand it anymore and let go of Zhang Rucheng: "Okay, okay, don't fight."
When Chai Meicen ran up, she happened to see this scene.
The first thing she did was to pounce on Zhou Rui, holding Zhou Rui's arm and watching him feel relieved.
Then he squatted beside Zhou Rui, covering his face, and started crying.
Zhou Rui was confused.
Chai Meicen was really scared to death just now.
Seeing her son on the roof and sitting outside the railing, she was so scared that her heart stopped beating.
When she ran, she felt that she was not stepping on the real ground, and she just came up on the ground regardless of the whole process.
She was even afraid that she would come up, but her son went down.
The journey was so long that she couldn't even hear the sound around her. She was still thinking in her head, "I won't scold you for being stupid!"
As a result, after seeing that Zhou Rui and Zhang Rucheng were fine, Chai Meicen just squatted on the ground and covered her face and cried.
I'm really scared to death.
I relaxed for a moment and couldn't do anything. I just wanted to cry with gratitude.
"What's wrong?" Zhou Rui pushed Chai Meicen's shoulder. He didn't know how to coax girls, especially his mother.
"It's fine..." Chai Meicen, who was originally going to curse, finally said this only thing.
She patted her forehead and felt that her head was a little hurt. She recovered and then looked at Zhang Rucheng.
Zhang Rucheng sat up, his shoulders were still being pressed by the teacher, and the teacher was afraid that he would do anything impulsive.
He looked at Chai Meicen and knew Chai Meicen's identity. After reason came back, he apologized seriously: "I'm sorry, I didn't want to implicate anyone."
"You dare to die, why don't you dare to face the things you care about?" Chai Meicen turned her head and looked at Zhang Rucheng.
Zhang Rucheng wiped his tears, lowered his head and said, "I'm so tired. I'm not that smart. I need to work hard as well as studying. However, they always think that I'm not working hard enough, that I'm too stupid... I can't stand it."
After thinking about it, Chai Meicen reached out to hug Zhang Rucheng.
A hug that doesn't matter the gender, just goes to comfort.
It was just like the warmth and inner shock that her godmother hugged her back.
If you are tired, take a rest.
Look, someone understands you, but in our eyes you are not an alien.
Everyone has their own worries, big or small, and it will appear so small in this world.
At this time, I just hug you and comfort you, it’s okay, it’s okay.
"I have thought about it all over again, but I am a bad person. I feel that I am not doing well, and I want to make it difficult for those who make me uncomfortable!
I would still think, if I die, will they feel uncomfortable?
The answer is no, they just think that I am indeed a waste and can't stand such a little thing.
So what can your death bring? Have you ever thought about it?
They are not worthy of your life for a short while or even a few days of guilt.”
"Yes." Zhang Rucheng nodded.
Immediately afterwards, Zhang Rucheng heard Chai Meicen grinding his teeth: "If I had a son like you, I would be able to wake up in my dreams."
Zhang Rucheng: "..."
Later, other teachers were attracted to go to other places, and the roof was not a well-deserved place.
To be continued...