Chapter 149 Come on!
Late at night, a man walked inside with a local dog in a corner of the park;
Walking also requires a state of mind. Sometimes it is a kind of enjoyment, and sometimes it is a kind of bitterness;
Zhao Zhu can't tell what his heart is now, nor do he know what he feels like now. He seems to be numb. He has become less sensitive to his love, his worldview, and so on. Just like any stimulation, he can no longer stir up his heartstrings.
In the time period I am now, there is a Zhao Zhu and a young man who is with his parents and will continue to fulfill his responsibilities.
Your own existence,
What's the point?
Even if Zhao Zhu suddenly enters the real world, no matter how angry he is, he is unwilling to be unwilling to be, and is distorted, but he still has some concerns in his heart.
Although the virtual world is virtual, he was in the real world at that time and was always thinking about when he could go back and when he could return to the person he cared about.
Lao Zhu, Big Bear;
It seems that the only two guys who can continue to care about now are these two buddies, but Zhao Zhu could feel that Zhu Jianping and himself were not there for the same period of time, and Big Bear was not there, and Big Bear was probably still in the real world.
This time, it was a real feeling of being alone. When distance is no longer measured by units of length, but by units of time, then distance loses all meaning.
Looking around, I found that I had no feeling or feelings for every tree and grass here;
I am truly a redundant person, one more person, not one more person, and one less person;
Moreover, now, more accurately defines myself for the two remaining brothers, and it is a drag;
If they were gone, Zhu Jianping and Xiong Zhiqi would no longer have to bear so many things, and there was no need to let them do anything against the rules of their environment at that time. They could have lived a better life.
Zhao Zhu sat down on the side of the fountain pool, and the local dog squatted beside Zhao Zhu. It seemed that it was warm and obedient from beginning to end, whether it was the past, present, or the future.
Zhao Zhu smiled and reached out to pat Tugou's head. Tugou licked Zhao Zhu's fingers.
For a moment, Zhao Zhu looked a little dazed. He was once arrogant and depressed. But at that time he was still alone, a flesh-and-blood person, but what about now?
What is yourself now?
One has no goal, the other has no sense of urgency, and the other has no sense of even the meaning of one's own survival...... Thinking consciousness?
Taking a deep breath, Zhao Zhu turned his head and looked into the pool water, which reflected his own shadow.
Zhao Zhu stretched out his hand and pushed away the surface of the pool. Ripples appeared and sparkled, but in Zhao Zhu's eyes, it was just a meaningless fluctuation.
Cover your face with watery hands.
Zhao Zhu's thoughts began to recall that a person, one by one, began to appear in his mind constantly.
Suddenly, Zhao Zhu felt that if he had a choice, he would never come in. Even if he continued to live the tasks one after another in the mission world, he would always make him love the world more and his ordinary life more every time he came out of the mission world.
And now?
"call…………"
He let out a breath and gently rubbed his teeth. Zhao Zhu bit his lip and shook his head.
The local dog squatted beside him, looking at Zhao Zhu at this time, his cute face was filled with heartache.
The Walking Dead has at least one direction. So, what is he now?
Zhao Zhu stood up and waved to the local dog. The local dog jumped into Zhao Zhu's arms.
"Accompany me to a place, I want to make an explanation."
The local dog buried his head in Zhao Zhu's arms and whimpered twice. It could feel the indifference and determination from Zhao Zhu's heart. This was not a breath of living people, nor a breath of high spirits.
Zhao Zhu's figure disappeared in place and appeared at the entrance of a community in an instant, and then walked slowly into it. He walked very slowly, and his speed was also very slow, as if it was completely different from before.
There are two more people who can't let go, but in any case, I have to give an explanation.
Although the three brothers are not in the same period of time now, fortunately, Gou Nitu taught Zhao Zhu's method at the beginning.
He opened the door and entered Yuxin's room.
Yu Xin no longer lives here. After finishing her trip with Zhao Zhu in Chengdu, Yu Xin gradually opened her eyes indifferently in Zhao Zhu's sight. She left on her own initiative, and at the same time, it was also because of Zhao Zhu's always kept people from thousands of miles away.
In fact, if Zhao Zhu is an ordinary person now, he can only be said to be lazy and decadent, and he will soon start to work hard again due to the pressure of survival.
Who has no boring time, and who has no idle time?
However, now, there is no such pressure that belongs to ordinary people, and if you fall into this vicious circle at this time, it is a kind of torture.
When he walked into Yuxin's home, a thin layer of dust had accumulated. Zhao Zhu waved his hand and the whole home looked brand new for a moment.
"Look, how boring."
Zhao Zhu said to the local dog in his arms, and then placed the local dog on a chair.
The local dog squatted on the chair, watching Zhao Zhu take out red wine from the cabinet, and take out three more cups.
The cups were placed side by side on the dining table, and Zhao Zhu poured three cups full of wine.
Immediately afterwards, Zhao Zhu sat down on the side of the dining table.
Lao Zhu, Big Bear,
You should come here in the future. It’s okay. Although we are not at the same time, at least we can have a drink together. After entering the door, the twists and turns in the real world will return to all the entanglements in the virtual world. The three of us seem to have not sat at the same table and had a drink together.
"I, Zhao Zhu, owe you a lot. Although we always say that we are loyal to each other, in detail, I really owe you. My life, I only believe that from the moment I was born, I don't care whether there are people in the past, whether there are any existences in your opinion of me, and erasing your memories. In short, I owe you more.
Well, I'm seeing you again, you will definitely say that to me, but I'm tired and numb.
I thought about dying, but I didn't.
It's funny, when is it a luxury for me to die?
If you can't even make the decision by yourself and have to constantly endure external conditions and be interrupted again and again, then my entire existence, my entire thinking consciousness, everything about me, and... can be considered a thing of the hell!"
Zhao Zhu's voice suddenly increased when he spoke, and only when he talked to his two brothers could he be so moved and express his true feelings in his heart.
However, it should be a few years after they heard these words.
Taking advantage of this opportunity and using this scene to create this memory picture, Zhao Zhu did not intend to contact his two buddies about anything important, such as discussing the situation at this time, such as how to deal with the clone of the mechanical civilization world.
These are no longer important to Zhao Zhu, and they are meaningless.
The women around me were proven to be a kind of act, and some even did not even act. For example, when Qin Tiantian was in Vietnam, she saved her and protected her in that way, just like Rambo in "The First Blood", but now it seems that who is acting? Qin Tiantian's expressions and reactions at that time were flawless in the eyes of herself, and even herself at that time.
Zhao Zhu doesn’t care about what he loves or not.
responsibility,
marriage,
promise,
Zhao Zhu clenched his fists slightly, took a deep breath, raised his glass, and drank the wine inside.
Then, he stood up and appeared outside the house, standing in the void, looking up at the sky.
At this moment, Zhao Zhu's eyes seemed to penetrate the layers of barriers.
At no time, the clone stood in the starry sky with his hands behind his back.
"Are you looking for me?" asked the clone.
Zhao Zhu nodded, "I'm looking for you."
"What's the point of looking for me now? It will take me three years to find you." The cloned voice was filled with helplessness.
"Who is blocking you?" Zhao Zhu asked.
"It's it." The clone pointed to his head.
"Who is it?" Zhao Zhu continued to ask.
"It is the group leader." The clone continued to answer.
"Who is the group leader?" Zhao Zhu was still asking.
The clone stopped answering, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he had seen through something.
Zhao Zhu turned his neck slightly, and then shouted to the sky:
"The group leader is my wife!"
With this shout, Zhao Zhu's eyes were soaked with tears.
The cloned fist clenched slightly, as if he was waiting for something, and as if he had a premonition.
Zhao Zhu reached out, wiped his tears, and then smiled:
"Wife, if you don't want me to continue to torture, remove the barriers of boundaries and let him come, or let me go."
Zhao Zhu spoke very slowly and sincerely, as if the woman he was going to talk to was the gentle, elegant, virtuous and general-purpose woman, the companion who had seen his elders crossing the brazier with him.
My life is very painful, so please give me a relief.
"Boom!"
The barriers to the mechanical civilization world are beginning to collapse, and a huge space crack appeared in front of Zhao Zhu.
Zhao Zhu walked into it without hesitation.
Chapter completed!