Xia Zhenyue didn't know how she returned to the classroom. Not only did her face turn red, but her body was a little embarrassed, like a cooked prawn.

There was no one in the classroom, so she ran back to her seat and lay down on the table.

'He must be kidding'

‘Have he lost on the truth?’

‘How could he say such things to me?

‘It must be teasing me’

‘It is absolutely impossible for him and me to be aware of’

My mind was full of thoughts and I didn't know how to deal with them, so I lay down and started crying silently.

It turns out that girls in the world who really have extreme inferiority and insecurity subconsciously think that they are not worthy of it, and even dare to be secretive in their liking for him. They even think that their current conditions and current situations, falling in love, etc. are simply fantasy.

Xia Zhenyue is very sensible, and this is even more so after an irreversible incident in her family.

She never dared to be selfish, dared not be willful, dared not be ignorant, and suppressing desire has become a habit.

‘It’s too expensive, it’s useless if you buy it. I don’t want it.’ ‘I usually wear school uniforms, but it’s useless if you buy it. I can’t wear it. ‘My main task now is to study. Listen to teachers at school, don’t have conflicts with classmates, and don’t cause trouble for the family. ‘If you can get more scholarships, the surgical fee can be collected as soon as possible’ ‘You go and have something to do at home, so go back first’ ‘You can’t buy water in the scenic area, you can’t go into a luxurious store, and socialize less, because they are all very expensive’

This sensible self-inspiration after another almost became her survival instinct.

I still remember that when school started, my deskmate knew about her birthday and gave her an exquisite pen. The only feeling at that time was not joy, but fear. She dared not take it or ask for it, because she didn't know how to repay the equivalent when waiting for the other person's birthday.

Two years ago, Xia Zhenyue encountered the event of time stopping. As she saw, all the people and things in this world stopped, and she had an hour of free time more than everyone else.

That is true freedom.

Regarding youth, passion, and desire, she never longed for things to live, and all compensated her for the hour when time stopped.

This was simply a kind of redemption and healing. She was not afraid, but was so excited that she ran out of the classroom like crazy, and ran freely in the world where time stopped completely her.

She spread her arms to both sides, like a freely soaring seabird, shouting in the crowd with voluntary singularity, the fresh air hugging her, and she didn't have to stop when she encountered a red light. There was no so-called rule at all, only this one hour that belonged to her entirely.

She doesn't have to study or go home in a hurry. She can be liberated from the heavy to breathless daily life like a little princess wandering in her garden.

Regarding love, the boy who made the girl's heart throbbed, began to come to him frequently when time stopped. He could look at every eyelash with a smile on his face, secretly hold his hand, put his little hand in his palm, enjoy the feeling of being cared for at that moment, and even kiss him and tell him what he dared not say...

If life is unfair, then the extra hour she has been in excess of others is probably a kind of fairness.

Even an hour later, no matter what she did, everything would return to its original state, and the world would not change anything because of it.

The summer pillow is still the summer pillow. An ugly duckling born in a single and poor family, even falling in love is a luxury.

How can you be worthy of others' like?

...

Buzz —

The phone in my pocket vibrated.

She has gradually cleaned up her mood, and her fragility can only stay in the late night.

After crying for a while, she thought about it. In short, it was impossible to agree to Zhile's confession. Even if she didn't move forward, she could at least ensure that she would not be hurt.

Love is a luxury, but now she really cannot be extravagant.

She curled up her feet on the horizontal bar in front of the chair, her thin body shrank into a ball, her little face gently leaned from the bend of her arms, and her other little hand groped and took out her cell phone from her pocket.

Perhaps because of nervousness, when I raised my hand, I didn’t hold my phone firmly and fell to the ground.

She cherishes her daily use of mobile phones, even if it is only worth more than 600 yuan. This is the first time she fell down. Her heartache and grievances surged in her heart again, and she always felt that the whole world was targeting her today.

Fortunately, the fall was not high and she was wearing a mobile phone cover. After carefully checking, she found no problems with the fall. She breathed a sigh of relief. Looking at the flashing breathing light, she lit up the screen of the mobile phone.

WeChat: [Zifeiyu - Add you as a friend]

Xia Ziyue opened Yu Zhile's profile. His avatar was a cartoon boy who smiled very brightly. She liked his avatar very much, so she kept it by pressing the picture.

Seeing that there were ten photos of strangers in his circle of friends, she also clicked in and looked at it.

He didn't post much news, about one or two per month. He seemed to like photography. The photos he shared were all the scenery he took, such as the flowers in the corners of the road, the dragonflies on the tips of leaves in the lotus pond, and some scenery photos taken when he went to play.

Xia Zhenyue watched very slowly. This was the first time she observed his life through WeChat. His life looked so beautiful, which made her a little envious. Even with him, he seemed to be a fantasy that she could not reach.

Without agreeing to his friend's application, Xia Zhenyue pressed the screen to deactivate it and then slumped her little face in her arms.

Buzz —

The phone vibrated again.

Although I tried my best to control myself not to look or look, I still couldn't help but pick up my phone again and light up the screen.

Still a friend application: [Zi Feiyu - Add you as a friend - Note: Don't get me wrong, I just want to be a friend with you, an ordinary friend, maybe you will become a good friend]

Summer Pillow Moon: “…?”

Who am I, where am I, and what should I do?

It was not until she saw this line of notes that she calmed down and recalled what Yu Zhile said just now, "It may be a bit presumptuous to suddenly find you today, but I have thought about it." "If you have no objection, I want to have a friend with you." "A friend, friend, friend"

These four words echoed in her ears like chanting scriptures. Even if Yu Zhile was not in front of her, she suddenly felt embarrassed and her face turned red, and her toes became embarrassed.

I was too nervous just now, and I seemed to have misunderstood something?

Mei'er Mei'er! My sister is going to die!!

"Woo... why do you bully people like this..."

Xia Zhenyue moaned, stomped her feet, put down her cell phone, and covered her hot little face with both hands.

Behind the side she couldn't see, Yu Zhile stood at the back door of Class 2 classroom, with his left index finger bent, and was about to knock on the door and call her with his joints. Seeing her strange look like a little greenworm twisting around, she was stunned.

Just as Yu Zhile was hesitating to knock on the door to remind her, Xia Zhengyue got up from her seat and was about to go to the bathroom to wash her face. She happened to run into Yu Zhile.

"That, WeChat..."

"Woo, I don't know!"

She ran away again, covered her face and ran into the men's bathroom, and then ran out before entering the women's bathroom.

Yu Zhile: "..."

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Chapter completed!