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332: I also wish to be savage and be safe(1/2)

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In life, people are always making choices and choices.

I chose a school when I was a child, and when I grew up, I chose a job.

All have achieved success and choice of life.

Jiang Muwan undoubtedly came to the most critical step at this time.

It is an indisputable fact that the old man fainted due to the quarrel between her and Song Rong.

The hospital corridor in the early morning is not quiet.

And it was a little noisy. Jiang Muwan leaned against the white wall outside the ward, closing his eyes, exuding a cold and stern feeling of not entering a stranger. His whole body was wrapped in an extreme forbearance. Just a glance, he could see the low pressure on the man.

Jiang Muwan lost completely in this choice between the Song family and Gu Jiangnian.

From Song Rong's angry questioning, to the old man fainting.

Each one pressed on her shoulders like a mountain.

She cannot ignore the safety of the Song family.

In the ward, Song Rong sat next to the old man's bed, her eyes were red when she cried. Song Yuxi's broad palm fell on her arrow and gently supported her, and said with some comfort: "Children and grandchildren have their own blessings. I want to be more open. If you cry like this, it will disturb your father's rest. Go out and sit for a while!"

Song Yuxi said, looking at Yu Ying, who understood and stepped over to support Song Rong to the living room of the ward suite, sat down, poured her a glass of water.

"Don't be angry, relax," Yu Ying advised softly: "I heard from Sishen that Mr. Gu treats Manman well. Perhaps we elders are too one-sided. We should look at this issue from Manman's perspective. Think about it! If someone treats her badly, would he still stick to his own opinions with Manman's personality? If Manman doesn't love him, I guess we would have divided it long ago without our persuasion."

"When she was studying abroad, we went to see her once, and there were only one boy around her. How many years have they been? Not to mention the distance, I just said that the one who chased from abroad to the capital and cried at our doorstep. Didn't he still carelessly ignore it? Besides, Ximeng, the same is true! Do you think so? Although Mr. Gu has only seen him once, he is a bit strong and domineering, but he is a kind of polite, polite and wise, and he is also a person among the people. We thought about it. Sooner or later, the Song family will decline, and we parents and elders will leave sooner or later. Life is still her own. What do we want to do so much? We may not see it in a hundred years."

Yu Ying patiently advised her. Although she had an objection to Jiang Muwan's private marriage, she saw that the mother and daughter were having a fight like this, and her own opinions were no longer important. The family was harmonious.

No matter whose team the Song family is finally on, she has to go there herself in her life.

"From the perspective of the three parties, no one is wrong. Manman has his own desires, and we have them, but isn't that Mr. Gu? It can only be said that our Song family has stood too far over the years. Dad is determined to stay away from the capital, a place of right and wrong, and this vortex. But the Song family's roots are here, how can we say that we can stay away from it? It's right for us to land smoothly and be safe, but it's right for Manman to pursue his own happiness."

Yu Ying distinguished this matter from Song Rong from an objective perspective, trying to make Song Rong relax. The most important thing is to alleviate the tense relationship between the mother and daughter.

When Song Rong heard this, she was not angry, but instead laughed helplessly, then shook her head: "I yelled that she raised her and trained her to support her, but in the end she got this?"

"When Jiang Lin cheated on her, we divorced. We sued her for her custody and I was exhausted. I went to the Song family to take her back with great rebelliousness. In order to bring her back, I almost killed someone in order to bring her back. Back to the capital, I gave up the opportunity to further study and accompanied her carefully. I wanted to study abroad and I supported me. She wanted to start a business and I sold my house. In the end, she said I didn't understand her and said I wanted anything but not let her be myself? Yingying, the mother-daughter relationship between us for more than 20 years is not as good as a Gu Jiangnian who has been married to her for only one year. This is not a question of whether I can think about it, but Manman himself——————————————I already think I am a sinner."

Song Rong's heart was trembling when she recalled the past.

Apart from the Song family, Jiang Muwan is Song Rong's only relative in the world. At this time, her only relative did something unfair, but also pushed her to the position of a sinner.

This kind of pain is hard to describe.

Song Rong has always been very gentle in Jiang Muwan's life.

She thought that her daughter would accept this mother-daughter relationship just like her, but in the end, Jiang Muwan slapped her hard and told her that all this was just her imagination.

She insisted on imposing a mother-daughter relationship on her.

She didn't want all this at all.

Song Rong's words kept Yu Ying silent, and she could not answer.

She had imagined that one day Song Sizhi would do such a traitor, but this idea ended before it even began.

Just because she dared not think about it.

She gave all the warmth and tenderness to this girl. She suffered from the pain of bone-breaking in ten months of pregnancy only for her to be born, accompanying her from learning to learning to toddler to growing up. The hardships of the journey cannot be understood by anyone who has never been a mother.

She gave her all her tenderness and patience.

It is hard to describe all the efforts of turning yourself from a girl willingly to a warm mother.

But in the end, she was abandoned from her own life.

This kind of pain is like a blunt knife falling on one's body and scratching it one after another.

If you die, you will not die, so you can endure the pain in sanity.

Yu Ying didn't dare to think, because she didn't dare to think, so she couldn't answer Song Rong's words.

Outside the living room, the comfort ended here.

The problem with Song Rong and Jiang Muwan is not Gu Jiangnian, but themselves.

It is because Jiang Muwan got married quietly, because she abandoned Song Rong, and because she felt that Song Rong was the sinner who broke up and forced her to separate from the person she loved.

Yu Ying lowered her head, picked up the cup and drank water.

She still wants to make efforts, still wants to persuade the mother and daughter to abandon past grudges, and still hopes that the whole family can get along well as before.

Beautiful and happy.

But at this moment, her thoughts seemed like a fantasy.

The Tian family's beating was just a verbal warning at this time, but once the news about Jiang Muwan and Gu Jiangnian spread out, it would be not as simple as verbal criticism.

Now, the Song family is also in a difficult situation to ride a tiger, with tigers in front and pursuers behind.

Most people want to see them get off the platform, and most people want to ruin them.

The person leaning on the wall reached out and touched his pocket, as if he wanted to touch the cigarette, but forgot that he was out in a hurry.

The sound of closing the door behind her was slightly heard. The person leaning against the wall slowly looked sideways and saw Song Rong coming out. The person who had just cried was full of blood and red eyes, reaching out to touch her pocket.

He shouted at the person who had passed by. The man turned around when he heard the sound and saw that it was Song Rong, he politely called Teacher Song.

Song Rong asked gently: "Is there any cigarette?"

The man was stunned, as if he didn't expect that the scientific researcher would call him just to ask for cigarettes: "I don't smoke, I'll ask my colleagues, Teacher Song wait."

Song Rong's question about whether there is smoke made Jiang Muwan tremble all over. From the Tianling Cover to the soles of her feet, every cell on her body was screaming wildly, wishing she could break through the shackles of her body. Song Rong didn't smoke and asked someone who wanted smoke for her very well.

In the corridor, Song Rong looked back at Jiang Muwan.

There was no roar and anger when I was at home in the morning, on the contrary, it was very calm.

The slightly raised lips showed her tenderness at this moment.

Jiang Muwan looked at the person, her back trembled slightly, and when she looked at the person, she said, "Mom gently floated out."

Song Rong looked at her and said mercy, responding: "I still remember that I asked you a long time ago why there was such a heavy smell of smoke on you. You said that the vice presidents in the company smoked, and stayed up late and worked overtime, and they were under great mental pressure and needed to relieve stress, so they went there."

Jiang Muwan's hand fell beside him tightened slightly: "Manman, I have always supported you. At that time, I asked you, if you said you were staying up late and working overtime, you could understand how to smoke after college. My mother's good friend, Aunt Meng, also smoked. Mom is not an unreasonable person, but I ignored it. You have grown up, have your own world, and have the life you want. You just want to participate in the rest of your life, but forgot to ask you whether you need it or not."

"That day, Gu Jiangnian came to visit and asked me if I know you are afraid of the darkness," said Song Rong, smiling slightly, and murmured helplessly: "Mom is afraid of the darkness, and she has to light the light every day when she sleeps, but she forgot to ask if you are the same as me."

"Mother------."

Jiang Muwan didn't know that Gu Jiangnian had told her about this, so she called her and wanted to explain.

Just so happened that the doctor returned, came with a cigarette case and a lighter. He handed it to Song Rong, who took it and said softly.

He asked again: "Can you buy new ones another day and return them to you?"

The doctor was shocked and scratched his head embarrassedly: "It's okay, Teacher Song, just a pack of cigarettes is not worth much money."

Song Rong did not refuse and nodded: "Thank you then."

"Then you guys talk."

Song Rong took the cigarette box, smoked a cigarette from it, and handed it to Jiang Muwan.

The latter dared not answer, and looked at Song Rong with red eyes. It was a sense of fear that spread from her mind, spreading all over her limbs, shouting, and struggling.

The corridor was a little quieter,

The pedestrians and doctors and nurses seem to have found their own destinations.

Not coming out again,

Jiang Muwan leaned against the door and looked at Song Rong. Her tense jaw could see her forbearance and tremor.

"Mom—————,” she called again, her voice swallowing a little more.

Seeing this, Song Rong handed the cigarette to Jiang Muwan's lips and said gently: "Pump! You can understand."

Song Rong was extremely calm, but the calmer she was, the more trembling Jiang Muwan was.

The more crazy you are, you are afraid.

She was more afraid of Song Rong who was so calm than Song Rong who beat her and scolded her.

"Have you ever told you why you are afraid of the dark?" Song Rong asked her softly.

Jiang Muwan shook his head slightly.

Song Rong's eyes fell behind her. Her thoughts were floating, as if she was recalling the unbeautiful past when she was young, she pulled away the wounds for her rebellious daughter.

I don’t care whether it will be bloody or how deep the past is.

"My mother was kidnapped when she was a child because her grandparents were so famous at that time. At that time, in order to chase her mother who was kidnapped by the kidnapper, your grandmother chased her with her big belly. She finally fell down and the baby in her belly was not kept. If there was no such accident, you should have a uncle."

Song Rong said, sighing, a little annoyed, and a little bit of self-blame. Even though more than 40 years have passed, even if the old lady is gone, when she recalls this, she still feels that this seems to be something that happened yesterday, vividly and clearly.

"Mom, I'm sorry," Jiang Muwan's swallowing even more was sluggishly at this time. Tears in his red eyes fell down. He fell into his clothes and disappeared along his face. She shook her head and sobbed, wanting to apologize.

Apologize for your extraordinary words in the morning and for your recklessness.
To be continued...
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