Chapter 7: Talking Candidly
The distance between the military hospitality center and the office building where Chu Zheng is located is not far, just run for about ten minutes.
However, Chu Zheng still did not go to the past immediately.
The first time we met after marriage, this scene has to be more serious, right?!
Chu Zheng was a little regretful. He would have not "out" his political commissar to march with the team members if he had known it. Now there is not even anyone who can discuss it. His little heart is so nervous that he is jumping happily.
After changing into the newly-equipped regular clothes, Chu Zheng quickly walked into the hospitality center and went to the front desk to take out his ID. It was easy to find the room where his wife was arranged.
The couple had only seen their ten-month marriage on the day of the wedding - Chu Zheng knew very well that he should be guilty.
"Will you tell me that I am saving a holiday and preparing for a honeymoon as soon as I enter the door?" Standing in front of the guest room, Chu Zheng walked back and forth lightly, constantly doing psychological construction.
"Bang!" The door opened.
Chu Zheng, who was sure that he was not knocking on the door, watched a beautiful and refreshing girl appear in front of him, instantly "take a photo" of the girl in front of him, and then put on the appearance of his wife in his head. After comparing the two, we came to the conclusion:
"Zi...Zihe?"
Han Zihe scanned his eyes up and down, and nodded at Chu Zheng who looked dumb: "Come in and say."
Looking at the delicate back walking forward, Chu Zheng quickly wiped away the cold sweat from his forehead by turning around and closing the door. №
"Sit down." Han Zihe picked up the newly purchased mineral water, unscrewed the bottle cap and placed it on the sand coffee table.
Seeing this, Chu Zheng sat obediently on the sand facing the mineral water bottle.
Han Zihe took out two documents from his bag and said straight to the point: "I applied for secondment of work, and the letter of application for accompanying the army approved by your army leaders."
After taking the document, Chu Zheng did not open it immediately. He said slowly, "I heard that you were angry at home... I will apologize to you for them first... I also express my opinion. We are husband and wife. I know your character and manners in my heart. I will definitely look at you for your affairs..."
Han Zihe, who wanted to interrupt at the beginning, calmed down the moment Chu Zheng spoke. She wanted to know her spouse's attitude in that matter, but she was quite satisfied.
Hearing what she wanted to hear, Han Zihe finally raised his hand to stop Chu Zheng's words: "Chu Zheng, I think... Whether it is your second sister-in-law or your second brother, these are not the key... All things are the most central issues in the end, it is you and me."
As she spoke, she took out the marriage certificate she brought with her bag: "Military marriage is solemn, I think it's my fault to a large extent... Before marriage, I did not seriously consider the difference between military marriage and general marriage, or... It can be said that neither you nor you really understand each other... We have known each other for five months, and have been married for nearly a year... In less than two years, I don't know if I am just a thin shadow in your memory? Look, you can't hear my voice, and when I see you, I'm also very strange..."
Seeing Chu Zheng frowning and about to speak, Han Zihe raised his hand and waved it lightly, "Don't rush to say it first, listen to me... I know, this is not entirely your fault. I also have a great responsibility. Not to mention the hastyness before marriage, but only after marriage, you are busy with your own work. Just like before marriage, I am immersed in the utopia I built myself, and I have no sense of getting married...
Think about it now, the purpose of your marriage is not even "becoming a family". The urge to get rid of something or complete a task. Now I think about it, it is my great disrespect for you and your disrespect for me...
Haha, to say something inappropriate, I feel like 'people will insult themselves and then others will insult them'... Do you know, the feeling that I am not cherished by myself and not respected by my spouse made me think about ending this marriage for a while.№
After a timely pause, there is a long time of silence. This time is long enough to make a quick-minded person think about the problem clearly.
"I'm sorry..." Chu Zheng spoke first.
His dark eyes that looked at Han Zihe were as deep as the night sky. The solemnity and seriousness that appeared in his eyes could easily convince those who were staring, and believed that what he was preparing to say at this moment was extremely responsible and serious: "I'm sorry, my actions hurt you."
He stared at Han Zihe's eyes intently: "Our union is indeed too fast, but in my heart, I really don't have any frivolous thoughts... I think the misunderstanding between us is largely because I did not communicate effectively with you - my wife in time...
So, you may not quite understand what I think.
In my heart, I am a soldier from body to heart, a qualified soldier! I have strict requirements and constraints on myself: my decision can be fast, but I will definitely be responsible and responsible to the end...
Perhaps, this marriage makes you feel the respect you deserve.
In this regard, it is my fault anyway.
No matter how you explain it, it cannot be covered up. As a husband, I did not make you feel safe. This is my dereliction of duty.
Just this is my fault.
Today, no matter what decision you make, I should apologize to you.
But... I still want to struggle.
Zihe, you... would you like to give your husband who has never been in love once... chasing love, managing marriage, and loving his wife?... Actually, I think I can still be a good husband if I trained/teached; I think I can still save myself!"
Han Zihe reached out and stroked her eyes. This was either moved to tears. She was just trying to destroy the charming skills Chu Zheng used on her - deep words and serious eyes, which were too lethal to her.
"Chu Zheng, I just want to ask, do you think I am your spouse or your wife?"
"Wife, soon, we will become each other's irreplaceable lovers."
Sweet words or something, it is true that people with high looks should be told, so that they can be pleasing to the eye.
"Before, before coming to the garrison, I fainted at the municipal military hospital." Seeing Chu Zheng's face suddenly change, Han Zihe smiled at him comfortably, "Don't worry, I'm fine. Dr. Zou there has checked me. My health value is still worthy of envy of others."
To make a joke to ease the atmosphere, Han Zihe spoke again: "But that dizziness also made me understand many things... Isn't there a saying, 'The past is like clouds'? I think I should have changed myself...
So, I ask you, if... I am not the original Han Zihe, will it be difficult for you to accept it?"
Chu Zheng was stunned by the question. From his intuition, he could feel that Han Zihe's words were not aimless, but no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't figure out what was strange. Chu Zheng thought that he probably thought too much, and his wife might just simply want to abandon the past and create a better life in the future with him.
"In the past, we didn't know each other. Since we started from this moment, we are naturally more important to you now. The past cannot be pursued. If you abandon your past self, I naturally want to follow my wife and I will also abandon my past self...
In this way, you have the past Is with me, and I have the present Is with you, and I should be happy, so why would you feel uncomfortable?"
Han Zihe was only truly relieved at this time.
Han Zihe, who had relaxed, suddenly realized a problem. She suddenly looked up at Chu Zheng who was secretly leaning towards her, and asked very focusedly: "Comrade Chu Zheng, are you officers so slick?"
Uh...Class Chu Zheng suddenly realized that reality taught him a lesson, letting him know what "too much is as bad as insufficient" means.
So, Chu Zheng, who did not hold his wife, had to carry his bag for his wife and visit his dormitory.
Chapter completed!