The next day, Xue Xing woke up and found that Wang Xuer and her daughter had left.

He found a note on the coffee table.

Pick it up and look at it, and there is a line of words on it:

"I don't have the courage to tell you some things. Now I have recorded them, listen!"

Xue Xing saw a U disk next to the note.

After thinking for a while, he took out the laptop, started it, and plugged in the USB flash drive.

Connect the USB flash drive to the computer, Xue Xing clicked on the audio file.

A few seconds later, Wang Xuer's voice sounded:

"I'm sorry, husband! Although we are divorced, in my heart, you are still my husband, which is a position that no one can take over.

I am not explaining it to myself, this is my truth. You will definitely not believe it and think I am lying, but this is true.

Of course, I can't prove it anymore.

My whole body was covered with filth, and no matter how much I washed it, I couldn't wash it clean.

Chen Zhen and I are just a game, just a game. I understand that he only treats me as a tool, and why don’t I treat him as a tool?

He is an indescribable person. If he was walking on the street, I might not even have the desire to take a look. I have never imagined that such a body that makes me feel dirty would lie on me!

You definitely don’t understand. Actually, I don’t understand myself, I don’t understand myself!

I think the root of everything may have originated from something that happened three years ago. I have never told you that thing, but it is like a seed that takes root, sprouts, and grows slowly until its power cannot be controlled by my reason.

Remember, three years ago, our store just opened, and it was busy and fulfilling at that time. As long as you have time, you will accompany me to pick up the goods in other places.

Once, when you didn’t have time to accompany me, I just went to pick up the goods alone.

That day, I was busy until very late, but I remembered that I had not booked a hotel yet. I found several hotels, but there were no rooms.

Until the end, I found a very shabby little hotel.

You know, I like to be clean, but there is no way!

That night, I called you and complained that the hotel was too dirty. You felt sorry for me and asked me to stay in a high-end hotel.

But I was reluctant to spend that money! I just said, let’s make do with it for one night!”

Hearing this, Xue Xing remembered that this is indeed the case.

"That small hotel didn't even have hot water, which made me not take a shower. I just went to bed, but unexpectedly, there was a loud noise coming from the next room, the sound that made people blush.

The sound insulation effect of this small hotel is really poor. The men and women next door don’t know how to restrain themselves, and the toss and movements are so loud.

I turned off the light and covered my ears.

But that sound kept drilling into his ears, especially the woman's scream, which was like a pig.

I have never heard a woman scream such a loud sound. How can they do it!

Then, I was shocked to find that a thin beam of light came from the other side of the wall.

I got up and saw that there was a hole the size of a finger on the wall!

I can't find it when I didn't turn off the lights. When the lights were turned off, the room became dark and the light on the opposite side became obvious.

Originally, I didn't want to peep, but I couldn't help but be curious.

So I put my eyes on it.

Then, I saw the scene in the next room.

I was shocked!

I've never seen such a scene with my own eyes.

Here, I will confess to you that in fact, I have had fantasies, but I imagine that the reality I never saw with my own eyes. The shock and thrillingness brought by that reality made me dizzy and at a loss. My originally clear world suddenly became chaotic and disorderly, messy and confused.

I know voyeurism is immoral.

But I just didn't move my gaze, just stared at everything opposite and listened to the sound coming from the opposite side.

I don’t know how long it took to calm down on the opposite side and the lights went out.

But I can't be quiet!

This incident greatly stimulated me. A new window was opened in my world, and it was more like a seed rooted in my heart.

Since then, I have an unexplained expectation.

But I don’t have the courage to say to you, I know that in your heart, I am a pure and flawless person, like an angel.

How could I make such a request to you?

That will destroy my image in your mind.

I know you have asked for it, but I dare not agree.

I kept suppressing it in my heart, but the longer I felt more and more painful, and the force of its rebound became stronger day by day.

Until that day, Zhang Dan asked me to go to her house for dinner, and the demon Chen Zhen appeared!

The power of that seed finally burst out uncontrollably.

I hate Chen Zhen, and even more so.

Frankly speaking, that seed will explode sooner or later. Whether it is Chen Zhen, Li Zhen, or Zhang Zhen, it is only a matter of time.

Because it always needs to find a leak.

Sorry, husband, I want to present a perfect self in front of you, but the result has led me to the wrong path."

Hearing this, Xue Xing lowered his head and inserted his hands deeply into his hair.

He hated myself, hated that he loved her too much, and cared about her feelings too much.

If he had to do this, he would be more persistent and arrogant, and use his own body to let her realize her fantasy, maybe there would be nothing that would happen next.

He regrets it very much, really regrets it.

He didn't notice that Wang Xuer was actually changing. He was busy with work and ignored her changes.

Speaking of which, I still trusted her too much and thought she would always be like that.

Her voice continues:

"When I was showing off that day, I mentioned the first time between Chen Zhen and me."

"I saw that scene again. This time I wasn't a voyeur, they were just under my nose, and they were deliberately letting me see it.

I was watching from the side. Although I was weak, I could still leave if I really wanted to leave. But I never thought of escaping, nor did I think of leaving that dangerous room immediately!

I didn't even feel the danger, the indescribable smell filled the room, breathed into my body like a plague.

The atmosphere in the room was weird, at least, it seemed so unreal to me, like a dream, their voices and actions numb me little by little like anesthetic! My hallucination arose again, that woman is myself!

Zhang Dan is myself!

I can't say anything about what happened next, nor can I say it.

If possible, I want to forget that scene forever.

I had a perfect life, a satisfying husband, and a beautiful and lovely daughter.

In the eyes of others, this is enviable and yearning, and I have nothing to complain about. Although life is not rich, it is comfortable and peaceful. What reason do I have to betray this family?

But everything that day was deeply imprinted in my mind, and it was lingering like a nightmare.

Chen Zhen is a bastard and a hooligan, and I should have understood this long ago.

When I first met him, I realized that he was not a good person. When he came to the store to buy clothes again and again, I shouldn't give him a good face. But for the sake of business, I was silly and made him more courageous.

It’s really strange. When I chose my husband, I thought my husband should be a man like you, kind, upright, affectionate, persistent, without sweet words, and no slanderous confession. As long as you love me, as long as I know you love me, as long as I know you love me.

Recalling everything we used to be, I was fearless at that time, and even looked forward to tests and hardships. Only hardships can make me prove how firm my love is!

No hardship happened, and I spent my days peacefully. I don’t know when, but I started complaining in my heart. What I complained about was all the trivial things that I felt so scattered that I thought it was ridiculous.

You have never changed. You love me as always and follow me in everything. Even if I make unreasonable troubles, no matter how willful I am, I will never hear a reproach from you.

But I feel more and more that I am becoming anxious day by day, and I have an indescribable emotion being held in my body and can't find a channel to expose it.

Maybe I don't know what that is either.

Until that seed appears.

You are as accurate as the clock, you get up at the same time every day, go to work at the same time, and come back at the same time. After dinner, you watch TV, I coax the children, and there is nothing to say to each other.

Sometimes when we do things, you can't say it's bad or it's good. After finishing it, you go to bed. Then, there is another similar thing that will continue to repeat tomorrow.

I suddenly realized the terribleness of time. No matter how brilliant love is, it can fade as time passes, as if our love has begun to fade.

That day, when I walked out of Zhang Dan's room, my sanity began to recover, and I realized that I had done something that you could not forgive!

I can't believe that the woman was me just now!

I am afraid, I am afraid, I am desperate!
To be continued...