Chapter 187 I just want to use the rest of my life to make up for you
But what was he doing at that time?
He actually let his women and children go through so much torture and suffering.
A trace of guilt, like seaweed, entangled Li Shaoting's heart bit by bit.
"But humans are such a strange animal. When the disaster had not come, they always felt that if the disaster came to them, they would definitely not be able to bear it. But when the disaster really came, they could bear it strangely and they had to resist this kind of disaster." At this point, Jian Anan smiled bitterly and continued.
"After Xiao Xin was diagnosed, I lived a depressed life for a while and felt that there was no hope for my life. But when I saw Xiao Xin being tortured by illness, I thought, I can't let my child suffer so much pain. His life has just begun. He hasn't even called me mom. He hasn't experienced so many wonderful things yet. I can't let him leave this world just like that. I swear that I must cure Xiao Xin. From that time on, I began to make money desperately, take the hospital as my home, and put Xiao Xin in the hospital. No matter what kind of life, how dirty, hard and tiring it, as long as I can make money, I will do it. In this way, I miraculously lived with Xiao Xin until now."
"Xiao Xin has been a very sensible child since she was a child. Maybe it was because I worked too hard and tiring. He learned to be considerate and caring since she was a child. I remember one year on his birthday, I bought him a cake that he had been looking forward to for a long time and sent it to the hospital, and then rushed back to continue working. When I went back in the evening, I saw the cake was fine and placed on the table without moving. Xiao Xin was already asleep. The accompanying staff I invited for him told me that Xiao Xin had been waiting for me to eat cake with him, but in the end he couldn't bear it anymore, so she fell asleep. In fact, the cake was very small, only enough for him to eat it alone, but he couldn't bear it and had to wait for me to go back and eat cake together. My tears came down at that time. I swore to work hard, make more money, and give Xiao Xin the best life. That year, he was only three years old, and that was his first birthday cake..."
"In the past, I didn't have the ability to give Xiao Xin a good life. I was in the most ordinary ward. I couldn't eat well and sleep well, but he never complained. Now he can finally have his own ward, and the conditions are much better than before, but I know that he is still worried that this will increase my burden and make me even harder. Xiao Xin is so sensible and well-behaved, but I, a mother, owe him too much. He has never lived the most ordinary day like a normal child. He spends every day in the hospital and lives the worst days. But now, even such days may not be able to continue..." Jian An'an's chest was blocked and tears couldn't help but flow.
She covered her mouth and couldn't cry.
Li Shaoting gently took her into his arms and gently patted her back to comfort her: "Okay, stop talking, everything in the past has passed, and there will be no hardships in the future. Don't worry, Xiao Xin will be fine, he will definitely get better. He will soon run in the sun like a normal child, go to school, go anywhere he wants to go, and do whatever he wants to do."
Li Shaoting's words made Jian An'an feel moved.
Yes, as long as she can escape, Xiao Xin can recover, and all suffering will be far away from him, and he will grow up healthily like a normal child.
So, what else was she hesitating about?
Can't she make any sacrifices for Xiao Xin?
"Yes, you're right. Xiao Xin will definitely get better, and it will get better soon." Jian Anan murmured to Li Shaoting's chest.
"Okay, it's already late, you can go up and rest quickly. If Xiao Xin wakes up and can't find you, he will be disappointed." Li Shaoting said with a smile.
"Thank you, Mr. Li, thank you for listening to me so much." Jian Anan looked at Li Shaoting gratefully and said.
She was in a low and sad mood today. Li Shaoting was willing to listen to her, which made her feel better.
"You and me, you don't need to be so polite." Li Shaoting looked at Jian Anan and said.
Such a close tone made Jian Anan's heart beat, but soon she understood that tonight she and Mr. Li were talking about Xiao Xin about Xiao Xin. Mr. Li liked Xiao Xin so much. Perhaps he wanted to hear what happened to Xiao Xin before, so he said no, he didn't have to be so polite.
"Okay, you go back, I'm leaving too." Li Shaoting looked at the Black Hawk not far away and had been waiting for him there for a long time.
The most important thing is that after venting, Jian Anan now looked much better, and he could finally feel relieved.
Jian Anan and Li Shaoding said goodbye, and Li Shaoting insisted that she go back first, so she had to turn around and walk back first.
It was not until he watched Jian Anan enter the hospital gate that Li Shaoting turned around and strode towards the direction of the car.
As soon as he got on the car, Li Shaoting asked, "How are you preparing for what I asked you to prepare?"
"It's ready, Dr. Harley said that the test surgery is ready at any time." Blackhawk replied.
"Very good. I want to get the test results in the shortest time. If my bone marrow matching is successful, I will perform a bone marrow transplant for Xiao Xin as soon as possible. Dr. Harley will do this operation personally." Li Shaoting ordered.
At this moment, what appeared in front of him was Xiao Xin's thin and yellow but smiling face, Jane An's painful and desolate expression, and her helpless crying on his chest, he could not let them suffer so much.
He had done nothing for them in the past five years, and now it was time for him to compensate them.
He must use the best doctor to treat his son in the shortest time. He never wants to see Jane Anan's painful, sad and helpless look. He hopes that his women and son will become the happiest people in the world.
And he believed that he had the ability to do it.
"Yes, I'll contact Dr. Harley right away." Black Hawk responded immediately.
Jian Anan returned to the ward, washed up and went to bed.
Lying beside Xiao Xin and looking at Xiao Xin who was sleeping, Jian An's heart was ups and downs, and her inner struggle made her feel no sleepy.
She even wondered if she had done something wrong, God would let such a dirty and despicable man punish her.
Chapter completed!