Chapter 3900 Resurrection
After a while, Angel roughly understood what Luliana meant from her story.
It’s not like Luliana didn’t notice something unusual about Dolos.
Although as the main consciousness of the human machine, Luliana cannot communicate with outsiders, she can communicate with Dolos.
After getting along and communicating for a long time, Luliana felt something was wrong, no matter how slow she was. In particular, whenever Luliana stated that her mental power was about to break through, Dolos would use various methods and reasons to delay her.
Break the situation.
Because once Luliana's mental power breaks through, she can break through the inherent mental barrier of "man and machine". At that time, Luliana will be able to read Dolos's inner thoughts.
Obviously, Dolos does not want Luliana to read his heart, which probably means that Dolos has something in his heart.
Luliana promised readily, but in fact she secretly broke through her mental power a few months ago and successfully read Dolos' inner thoughts.
so.
Luliana actually already understood part of the truth about that year.
After Luliana learned the truth, she was actually angry for a while, but slowly, this emotion subsided again... Angel asked the reason, but Luliana's answer was a bit unexpected.
.
"I...forgot."
Luliana responded like this.
She didn't forget her anger, but her past.
The moment Luliana was resurrected by Lord Moon Eyes on that mist-covered seaside, she had already lost her memory of her life.
Her own memory starts from the day of resurrection.
And since the day of resurrection, Dolos has been in her body. He told Luliana her real name and also said that he was her husband...
On this basis, Luliana and Dolos coexisted and have survived to this day.
"I have wanted to recall the memories of my life countless times, but I couldn't remember them... Later, I also let go. The things in my previous life are already yesterday. Since I can't remember them, it means there is no need to remember them. It is better to forget them.
Let go of the past life and start the present life."
When Luliana said this, she actually revealed some of her attitude towards Dolos.
"For me, Dolos has been with me since the moment I was 'born'. He is the only person I can communicate with, and he has always silently given me the strength to support me."
In a sense, Dolos is the spiritual support of Luliana after the "resurrection".
"Although I can't accept that there are two consciousnesses in one body, I can't imagine what I will do after losing Dolos..."
It is precisely because of this that Luliana always wanted to die.
Even the translation module that Wright rubbed with his hands translated that Luliana wanted to die, not that she wanted to die with Dolos.
"Since my spiritual breakthrough, I roughly know the truth of the past from Dolos's voice."
"I have also been angry, but that anger was mostly 'pretended' by myself. I felt that after knowing such a painful truth, I 'should' show more anger."
"But the pretended anger is not really angry after all. Because even if I see Dolos' real memories, I can't remember the past at all."
"For me, Dolos remembers me, my husband, and my friends. When I look at their faces, I can't regain any sense of déjà vu, and my mood is as calm as meeting a stranger.
"
In other words, to Luliana today, they are strangers.
Even if they can touch Luliana's heart a little bit, maybe Luliana can be truly angry.
But no.
There is no sense of familiarity at all.
It's like someone is living a good life, and suddenly someone tells you that your lover is a murderer and killed you.
When you were confused, the person brought out the evidence, but what was played in the evidence was something you had no memory of at all.
Even if "amnesia" is used as an excuse, amnesia shouldn't mean that the emotions in the subconscious will also disappear, right?
As long as the subconscious emotions don't disappear, then when you see the pictures from the past, your subconscious will make you feel something.
But now, Luliana not only has no subjective feelings, but also no feedback from her subconscious emotions. How can she convince herself to hate Dolos?
At least, at this moment, Luliana may feel very complicated after knowing the truth, but she will never reach the point of "hate".
This is also the reason why Luliana asked Angel to let Dolos go.
After Angel finished listening, all he felt was "..." in his heart.
When he first saw Luliana's request, he thought it was a story about a scumbag mate with a bitch, or that Luliana was suffering from Stockholm Syndrome?
But after listening to Luliana's story, he seemed to understand a little bit.
Her story is actually not difficult to understand.
As an outsider, Angel couldn't comment on whether her thoughts were right or wrong, or whether she had moral values.
The only thing that made Angel curious was, was this "resurrected" Luliana really Luliana?
At the beginning, Angel had seen the scene when Luliana was resurrected through the "Story Story".
——Dolos knelt on the shore of the Moonlight Sea, holding the burned and blackened body, praying to the bright moon like a millstone in the sky, hoping to resurrect Luliena.
The huge moon in the sky is, if nothing else, the so-called "Moon Eye".
Moon Eyes heard Doros's voice and agreed to his prayer.
Luliana was resurrected like this.
At that time, when Angel saw this scene, his focus was more on "Moon Eyes" and he did not think deeply about other contents.
But at this time, he was very curious in his heart, was it really Luliana who was resurrected by Moon Eyes?
If it was Luliana, then when she saw the memory of being burned in life, regardless of whether it was familiar or not, she would at least have some emotional reaction in her subconscious mind.
But the real situation is that when faced with those painful memories of the past, Luliana did not have any emotional fluctuations.
This made Angel wonder if the person who resurrected Moon Eye from Luliana's body was not Luliana herself?
Because after Luliana was resurrected, she lost all memories of her life, which is actually a bit strange.
Under normal circumstances, even if you lose your memory, your basic common sense of life is still there.
As long as the common sense of life is still there, it means that there is still an impression of the past in your subconscious mind. Then once something you experience in life happens to trigger the switch, then you may be able to recall the past memories.
In other words, if Luliana sees the truth of that year, even if she still can't remember it, her subconscious will give her emotional feedback.
But the reality is that as soon as she is "resurrected", she can communicate with Dolos, which means that she has not forgotten her common sense of life.
Under such circumstances, she was unable to empathize with past memories. Angel could only guess that the consciousness that resurrected from the blackened body was not Luliana.
If it’s not Luliana, then it makes sense that Luliana can’t hate Dolos no matter what.
Of course, the above is just Angel's guess.
He also did not express his guess.
However, he had an inexplicable hunch. Maybe Luliana herself had already guessed this. However, even if Luliana had a guess, it would be difficult to confirm... It was impossible for them, and they did not dare to question Lord Yueyan.
Angel was silent for a moment, and finally summoned the Flower of the Hand, and placed the core of Dolos's consciousness, whose countdown was about to end, into it.
After a moment, looking at the light group that was blooming again, Angel said: "Even if you can use the ether core to continue it, you can't continue it forever, it will eventually die."
Luliana nodded slightly: "I know...as long as we find a place for it to live, it can survive."
That's what it is said, but the core of Dolos's consciousness has also been encrypted by the moon eye, and can only reside in the human machine. But now the main consciousness of the human machine is Luliana, and it can no longer inhabit the secondary consciousness. Dolos
what to do?
Can't we say that we can modify the hidden instructions again to allow two consciousnesses to coexist?
If Luliana really decided like this, Angel would probably think that she was a scumbag, and he chose to coexist because he couldn't stand the coexistence of consciousness and wanted to die.
Fortunately, Luliana did not drive the car in reverse, but collected a large amount of iron scraps from the ground, and in a blink of an eye, she pieced together an...iron lump.
Well, it looks slightly like a human-shaped iron lump.
"You can put Dolos in here," Luliena said. "These iron sheets are all materials derived from man-machine and are recognized by Lord Moon Eyes."
To be continued...