Looking at these thousands of comments, she was a little moved, a little sad, and even felt scared. It was as if what she saw in front of her was not the Internet, but a tsunami composed of tens of millions of people.

Once the tsunami collapses, she will be instantly submerged.

If she was slandered or stigmatized, would these people still love her so much?

"Dong dong." There was a knock on the door.

"Please come in." Su Luoluo said.

Lu Shu, who was wearing a sweatshirt and suit trousers, walked in with slippers on and a box of medicine in his hand.

"Su Ming'an asked me to go to the hospital and buy new medicine. He said you shouldn't take the medicine you took before." Lu Shu said, "He won't be able to come back in the next few days. I'm responsible for staying here."

Su Luoluo showed a forced smile, which was uglier than crying: "Well, thank him, and thank you too."

Lu Shu stood at the door and was silent for a while: "If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh."

He could understand this feeling. When he was very young, he was forced to show a smile that he was not good at and greet his relatives who had their own evil intentions. That feeling was even worse than eating garbage.

Su Luoluo rubbed his face and realized that he was smiling.

"Is it true that Xiao Yunduo won't come back?" Su Luoluo asked.

In the morning, she sent him to take the college entrance examination. In the afternoon, she suddenly received the news that "Su Wensheng is a foreign species." As if in an instant, he went from a rising star to a wanted criminal that everyone feared, just because he was a "different species."

identity of.

"He... probably won't be able to come back in a short time." Lu Shu said: "This is equivalent to the Novice Village. It is no longer the map he wants to go to... Do you understand this?"

Su Luoluo was stunned: "What you mean is that the plot of the map 'Daoya City' is over, and he is going to fly to higher and further places. I am like the initial NPC of a novice village, right?"

?”

Lu Shu didn't expect Su Luoluo to see things so clearly: "It won't be that bad. Look, he will even buy you medicine."

Su Luoluo took the pill box: "I understand."

Lu Shu closed the door and left.

In the dark room, Su Luoluo opened the pill box and looked at his anchor homepage.

She knew that Xiao Yunduo was very good, so good that it was touching. He advanced her mother's medical expenses and let her live in his house. The bad thing was her, she always felt confused about her own shortcomings and powerlessness.

The number of fans has exceeded 800,000, and she has faintly entered the upper-middle class anchor level. Many people have expressed their love for her. But those who have opinions about No. 1 Dream Patrol do not dare to accuse No. 1 Dream Patrol

, and vented his anger on her.

Su Mingan, who managed the comments, left, and Su Luoluo had to face these negative remarks head-on. This was her job.

"Click" Su Luoluo bit the pill and drank it with water. However, she did not feel peaceful. The black, white and black words on the screen were all familiar to her, but together they seemed sinister and unfamiliar.

[Ruoli: With 800,000 fans in just four days, she will definitely become a terrifying anchor. 】

[Rebellion: I always feel that her eyes are world-weary. Am I the only one who thinks so? 】

[Crazy: This anchor’s eyes are almost glued to the No. 1 Dream Patroller. Likes and dislikes, he is probably very good at playing offline. 】

[Zixu: The editing level of the video is just like that. I can’t see why it’s so popular. The rankings are all fake.]

[Bingfengzhi: "Miss Demon King" is such a good middle-class character. Does she really think she is the hero of the world? It's so easy to talk about one person's narcissism. 】

[Monotonous point: This is what people living in the spiritual world are like. 】

…

She clicked on her homepage and was greeted by words calling her a bitch.

When she clicked on her private message, she was greeted with a message asking her how much she paid for the night.

When she clicked on her profile, the comments were full of comments about her face and figure.

...This medicine doesn't seem to work well.

The vision is still fading, and everything seems to be covered with a layer of gray fog.

She opened the drawer and took out a box of bright red pills. This is a psychotropic drug with stronger side effects. It was given to her by one of her anchor friends, Lu. It is called Rose Blood. It is said that it is a drug that has only become popular recently and its efficacy is not very good.

More sufficient.

"Click", "click".

The clicks of the mouse and the crunching of pills sounded at the same time. The girl's pale face reflected the white light of the computer screen, like a dying body. She swallowed the rose blood, one pill after another.

Gradually, she felt that her field of vision became sticky, and everything around her seemed to be floating. Computers, tables and chairs, beds, paintings on the walls, the sycamore trees outside the window, the distant moon... They were like angels, surrounding her.

As she laughed and danced, singing songs of freedom and happiness, all the scenes were beautiful and dreamy.

...Ah, the feeling of happiness.

His heartbeat was accelerating, his blood was flowing rapidly, and his whole body was so cold that he was trembling.

Under the influence of the drug, she felt that everything became peaceful and beautiful. The comments that called her a bitch disappeared, and they turned into elves singing and dancing around her, praising her loudly.

Miss Demon King—Miss Demon King!

You are so cute - you are so cute - you are so cute - you are so cute - you are so cute -

Across the Internet screen, she seemed to see a white cat, a ragdoll cat with big eyes, like two sapphires. It was looking at her with pity, and her pale appearance was clearly reflected in the

Its eyes reflected her poverty and monotony, as if it was sympathizing with her.

She stretched out her hand and tried to touch it, but the cat jumped away immediately. Cats are free creatures. They can jump from a ten-meter-high building and run away into the distance. She cannot.

"--ah."

She spoke softly.

Her pulse was beating one after another, so active and fascinating. Her breathing became more and more rapid, and she gradually couldn't tell whether this was a side effect of the medicine or her own happiness.

Pink hair, purple eyes, a beautiful devil lady.

Miss Demon King surrounded by everyone, Miss Demon King on the computer screen, Miss Demon King who is omnipotent.

She saw a colorful long bridge appearing outside the window, and the holy voice of an angel came from the other side, as if she could get true happiness if she stepped over it.

It was as if she heard the song of her soul, which finally broke through her heavy and boring body, like the last leaf of the sycamore tree, like the flying wind. She even felt that she was now being watched by the gods.

Eyes don't need to see, ears don't need to hear. But when all five senses are broken through and fall into madness, maybe humans can see gods.

Are gods watching her?

She stepped towards the window and suddenly heard a harsh male voice:

"——Stop! Wake up!!"

A hand tightly hugged her arm. She tried her best but could not break free. The beautiful colorful flowers were getting further and further away from her.

Grow up, work, work overtime, socialize, entertain, start a family and start a career.

I was insulted, accused, made assumptions, called a chicken, and had my face and body commented on.

These repulsive things were instantly poured back into her mind like a mudslide. She finally returned to reality from the hallucination caused by the drug and saw the young man holding her arm tightly.

"...Su Luoluo."

Lu Shu didn't expect that this seemingly optimistic and cheerful girl would have such a painful side. If he hadn't heard the sound of tables and chairs collapsing, entered the room and grabbed her, she might have jumped off the building in a mental hallucination.

He thought of his previous self. He also suffered from mental illness, but after meeting Su Mingan, he gradually recovered.

"Don't take this kind of illegal medicine. The side effects are too severe." Lu Shu glanced at the red pill box on the table, didn't recognize what it was, and threw it into the trash can.

Su Luoluo stared blankly at the pill box in the trash can. She seemed to curl her lips and twitch.

"But. I saw a rainbow in the medicine."

Lu Shu held her trembling shoulders and whispered, "Don't do this."

His fingers were very strong, holding her shoulders firmly. Through her misty eyes - he seemed to see himself in the past. Many people he knew had lived in pain in the past, but the world game had changed.

The trajectory of their fate.

destiny.

Lu Shu's fingers tightened slightly: "That's not a rainbow, it's poison. Don't give in to negative emotions. The future will be better, it will definitely be."

Lu Shu had only heard before that some people would collapse under negative emotions, but now it happened in front of him.

But he felt that the ending would be happy.

"Su Luoluo." Lu Shu stared into her eyes.

With Su Wensheng... no, with Su Ming'an. No matter how gloomy your life was before, you will become lucky. No matter how great the malice you face, there will be a hand reaching out to you through the black fog, just like

Like the sunlight slanting through a crack. That person would rather sink himself than he would to save you.

So Lu Shu believed that as long as he kept going - there would always be dawn. All he had to do was help that person.

Su Luoluo's shoulders shrugged slightly. She seemed to want to tell something, but something seemed to be blocked in her throat. She pursed her lips and swallowed all the pain into her stomach again. She suddenly covered her cheeks and howled loudly.

cry.

Lu Shu left the room after confirming that she was okay.

Tired of crying, Su Luoluo lay down in front of the computer, fell into a deep sleep, and had a dream.
To be continued...