Chapter 98 First Love
"Lily, there is one thing I want to tell you, it's very serious, very serious, it has nothing to do with movies, it's not dreams, it's about our relationship."
"What's wrong with us... what's wrong?"
In the hazy scene, the handsome face showed a helpless smile, "It's time to end, let's break up."
"What are you talking about! Aren't we very happy? Why? This makes no sense. Don't make such bad jokes!"
"Don't do this, be more mature, this is not a joke, it's a change. Lily, every relationship will change, one by one, just like the season of the year, when we just met, it was spring; then we determined the relationship and entered the passionate period, it was summer; then our enthusiasm decreased, and our interest in each other became less and less, autumn; in the end, there was no feeling at all, winter. Now we are winter, it's time to end."
"No, no...but, I feel like we are still in summer...are you okay?"
"Sorry girl, but I don't feel anything about you anymore. Goodbye."
Ye Wei waved his hand. No matter what she was calling, he turned around and left. Suddenly another girl held his hand and couldn't see who it was. They talked and laughed, gradually moving away...
"not only……!"
Suddenly, Lily woke up suddenly. Her eyes were pitch black and her heart was beating very fast. She opened her eyes and looked at her, she was sleeping in the bedroom at home.
It was just a nightmare, just a funny nightmare!
Hell, really, how could he have such a nightmare? He still talks like a philosopher, what is it like a year, hell...
Lily muttered and turned around, trying to continue to fall asleep, but she was already awake, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, those messy thoughts kept churning, thinking not to think about it, but naturally thinking about it, the more you think about it, the more you think about it, the more you become more energetic...
Gradually, she opened her eyes wide and looked at the ceiling, then reached out to take the phone on the dressing table on the bedside, and looked at it. February 13, 4:12AM, it was still a long time before dawn.
She flipped the address book and looked at Ye Wei's name. A confused voice sounded in her heart: Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and then Wei will...
"Don't think about it, go to bed." Lily put down her phone, turned over and pulled the quilt to cover her head. After a while, she suddenly came out again, her eyes blinking, "Let's check it for a while!"
She got up and got out of bed, put on a coat, sat down at the computer desk beside the balcony, turned on the computer, and soon opened the web page, Google and Yahoo were all on.
The bright eyes turned and looked at the No. 6 red and black jersey hanging on the wall over there. The white hands on the keyboard tweaked them, searching for "first-love", with a little leaping on his face, as if he was looking forward to seeing something.
Millions of results came out. She dragged the mouse and looked at the front row results on the screen: "Why is your first love so unforgettable?" "No matter what it feels like, first love is never true love", "21 things that first love teaches us", "Top 10 things to note about first love", "When should first love say 'I love you'"...
It felt like opening Pandora's box. Lily's heart was a little uneasy, curious, and wanted to laugh. It was really interesting, isn't it? People are like poets for their first love. As Shelley said, hunger and love dominate the world.
She bit her lip, hesitated for a while, and finally clicked on the "Why do people's first love always end up failing?"
Teenagers are more likely to accept each other. Blah-Blah-Blah. As both parties become adults, their life philosophy will become different. They will meet more friends. You will meet people who are more suitable for you and like more. Blah-Blah-Blah. If you fall in love too early, you will often become friends because you are too familiar with each other...
"First love is like a roller coaster ride. It will make every moment of life so exciting and beautiful. Every detail will give you a new experience and open the door to love in your heart, but it will always be tired quickly and then fall to the bottom. Cherish the time of first love and wish you good luck."
Those two cool thick eyebrows frowned, not 100%, right?
After closing this page, clicking again, and opening a forum post "Why can't I forget my first love?"
The post was a middle-aged woman. She said that she was still a teenager's first love. The boy was confident, excellent and successful. They had an incredible year. Because they went to different high schools, their relationship faded until he proposed to break up.
Many years later, both of them got married, but the woman just couldn't forget him. She said that she had never loved her so much again, and no one could make her love deeply like him, but she knew that they could no longer be together again. The woman was very confused and hoped that everyone could give her some help.
"The first love is like this, because it was the first time you loved a stranger outside of your family, and maybe the last time." "What you miss is only youth, not that person. Even if you are together again, you will never feel that way again." "I regret to tell you that those memories will accompany you for the rest of your life until you are old, and you will still think about that year. This is the meaning of first love."...
"SHOOT." After watching for a while, Lily suddenly made a slut, closed the post, returned to Google's results page, but found more. This was not a rare story, but a high probability development and result of first love.
But not 100%, there are other results, right...?
Suddenly, some memories surged in my heart, "I love you" and "I love you too", my parents told each other sweetly, and then...
She held her cheeks, what exactly did she want to find? Some comfort, some courage, some good aspects? What is the happy story of a first love couple who finally got married and had children?
Shocked by her own thoughts, Lily shook her head in shock. No, that's too far away, just wondering how spring and summer can last longer...
At least, high school, college? At least you can worry about yourself and his future at that time.
She took a deep breath, typing the keyboard with her hands, and searched for phrases: "How long can first love last?", "How long does it take for a passionate period?", "How to make the passionate period longer?", "Dating for three months, can you confirm a relationship?", "Boyfriend, girlfriend and date are separated", "First love, breakup, reason"...
Time is gradually passing, the sky outside the window is changing, and it is a little light, and it is now 5:00.
Lily suddenly turned off more than a dozen web pages in annoyance, and then cleared the historical browsing records. It seemed that what she had just done was an ulterior motive, and it seemed that she didn't expect what happened just now.
She looked at the screen expressionlessly and looked at the photo of them going out to play together. She thought about it while watching it for a long time, but the more she thought about it, the more she became more and more confused. Once she confirmed the relationship, as Meng Liwei said, then the next season is coming, and it is closer to winter... The bad boy's summer is very short, right?
Don’t think about it anymore, don’t think about it anymore, live in the present!
She said this to herself, but she opened the web page in her hand and searched for "reunion after breaking up first love".
...
On the other end of Brentwood, Ye Weizheng was lying on the bed in a large shape. The quilt was almost completely kicked to the ground, and Toto fell asleep on his side.
At this time, he turned around, scratched his thighs, and murmured in his dream: "Because I like Chinese food, Chinese food is nutritious..."
...
Lily stayed at the computer desk until nearly six o'clock, but was caught by her mother and scolded her, "No need to go to school anymore?" Is she still energetic?"
She couldn't explain it either, but just emphasized that she was really not playing all night and had just gotten up.
"Just?" Tavorman touched the hot computer host and frowned: "Do you think your mother doesn't understand computers? Are you just asking you to play online games?"
"No, where do you want to." Lily doesn't have many games on her computer, she can only occasionally play "Need for Speed: Thermal Tracking 2".
"Mom, I want to ask you a question." She hesitated and shook her head: "Forget it, don't take it to heart..."
Tavorman noticed something wrong, and his expression and tone softened: "Lily, you can tell your mother."
"No, that's weird." Lily shook her head, "You can't tell me either."
In the end, she said nothing, turned off the computer and went to wash.
When the sky outside was bright, Lily, dressed in light red sportswear, went out for a morning jog and went to the "old place" on Sunset Avenue. It has been like this every day recently. She and Ye Wei met there, met for a while, and stayed for a while, and then ran home.
The early morning air was fresh, and the squirrels stood in rows on the tree heads, ready to come out to find food, and were alert to the residents who ran through the streets from time to time.
The ponytail swayed, and when Lily turned a crossroad, she could already see Ye Wei wearing a jersey standing far away.
"Hey!" Ye Wei also saw her, ran up, his steps were full of strength, and he felt refreshed. Since the matter was settled, he slept soundly.
When he came to her, he looked at his watch and hummed, "You were three minutes late today, how should I punish you?"
"Stop coming, you were five minutes late yesterday, and I didn't punish you." Lily rolled her eyes with a smile.
"But I don't have your kindness, let's see!" Ye Wei rushed towards her with his teeth and claws, but she just smiled and pushed away, not playing as usual. He shrugged his shoulders and ran eastward, and she ran up.
The two ran for a while until they were a little breathing, and then they slowed down and chatted.
"Tomorrow is...Saturday, after school, where are we going to play?" Lily asked tentatively, web pages flying around in her heart.
Ye Wei looked at her and felt that she was looking forward to it. He smiled and said, "Tomorrow is a big day, so after school, we meet directly at school, then go to Santa Monica to play together, and after dinner, we continue playing until 11 o'clock in the evening before going home. How about it?"
"OK..." Lily responded, with expectations and even more nervousness. The thought kept flashing, making her unable to help but say: "I want to live a normal life tomorrow."
"It's good to be ordinary." Ye Wei nodded, "I like to celebrate the festival in ordinary places now." The main reason is that I don't have money, so I can't get a big deal like 999 roses, just give 9! Very auspicious numbers.
Did he hear my hint? Lily's heart was tightening, and she didn't know what to say: "I mean, very ordinary, like usual."
"I understand, no problem!" Ye Wei patted his chest, don't do big scenes, don't express the confession in front of the audience and the TV audience during the intermission of the sports competition. OK, then wait until after school, there will be only the romantic moments of the two of them.
He thought, "Lily, should we go to the movie tonight, or what? If you watch a movie, I have to choose a good one. You can't do it casually, haha."
"It's really normal, you know... actually tomorrow is just an ordinary day."
"Do you want to say something?"
"No, I'm just a little afraid that you are too grand...I hope it's like usual."
"Received." Ye Weizhen was a little strange. He firmly believed that no girl didn't like romance. She should be worried that he would waste money, good girl! He smiled and said, "No, if it's grand, my money for buying a car will be gone. At that time, we can only ride a bicycle to go for a ride."
Lily was still trying to speak but stopped, "Only means..."
"I know, as you wish!" Ye Wei looked at his watch and said in surprise: "We have to go back, otherwise we won't be able to catch the school bus and wait for the meeting." After that, he ran back.
"Yes, just... don't..." Lily stood there, her voice was very soft. She looked at him running away, and she lowered her head and sighed.
Then, she raised her face with great enthusiasm and raised her eyebrows. Don’t do this, don’t think so much, enough...
Like Connie said, it was just nervous, and then there wouldn't be these messy thoughts. Yes, it was just nervous.
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